sighness

i seriously miss serious blogging.

i've been blogging like meaningless post. and i've got the feeling that this is gonna be another meaningless post. rofl.

i miss work. like, really seriously. i haven't work since last sunday. went to sunway lagoon from monday to wednesday. thursday went out with the family to buy stuff. friday out to sentosa to bora bora. then to dikir training. today, dikir training from 11 am to 5.30 pm

I'M FREAKING SHAGGED LAH KAN.

seronok lah sangat..

i'll be working on monday. like, yeayy! COME ON DEE! LOLZ. siloso point! WOOHOO!! can see the abang shangri-la. ahaha. monday mr floppy hair won't be working. geez. so is abang rafi. and abang khai.

ohh wells.

see, meaningless post. i'll be damned. ahah.

argh.

i know he'd be working today. but i just don't know where he is now. i just wanna see him like, again. usually rangers would be passing by the beach and everything. but i don't see one at all. argh.

i feel like i'm desperate. i don't know why.

so, i'm at bora bora now. drinking vodkalime. gosh i miss that drink. and i need to puff puff too. i am becoming such a toot. hahaha.

ok gtg. training. hahaha.

hectic

life has been really hard for me these few weeks.

i found out mr floppy hair is married; thanks to my ranger uncle, who, had to tell me that. urggh.. i feel so freaking sucky. gossh.

net's been sucky. oh well.. it's macdonald's network, it's good enuff that they provided it for free. can't really complain much.

been to sunway lagoon recently. geez. was the worst trip that i've had in my life. it was crap. not fun. gee. we should really head somewhere apart from malaysia. it's boring me. really.

i am in need of someone in my life. someone new. won't somebody come forth?

LALALA

as you can see the time, it's waaay past midnight. and, i'm at work.

loll.

hurhur. cafe del mar had some kinda function. like, some dj is in town or something. not much crowd there actually. now, me and my pantats are slacking in the beach carpark office. hurhur, watching BHORAT. wth.

and recently, haha...

i was at workn when i saw the Mr Ranger. The one with floppy hair. =) and we didnt talk. i pretty much tried not to look at him though it was tuff. hahaha. and, when abang nazree's bus came in for Dolphin Lagoon, he was at the back. and i whispered to abang nazree "Shahid is at the back!"

and the bugger.. came out from his bus and actually signalled to him to give his number to me.

WHAT THE HELL!!

paiseh lahhh can.

then the evening, HE was talking to Abang Nazree and i had no idea what abang nazree said to him and abang nazree looked at me and said on the set, "you want or you don't want?"

arrrghh.

of course i wanttt. haha. but i said thanks eh.

and i asked abang nazree what he said to Mr Ranger. he said he can't tell me. wtf.

but i knew he said something about, "she wants to get to know you"

ARRRGHH.

i do. very badly. want to know you.