In hospital again, since 31st May.
Chemo - done
Radiation - done
Left with pluck insertion on my neck and then the transplant tmr. Ibuk is harvesting right now.
I think people are generally afraid of things they do not know. And i dont know how this transplant is going to be like. Its nerve-wrecking. I don't want to have fever. I basically abhorr & want to get far away from fever as possible.
And then there is GVHD - Graft Vs Host Disease. I'm plucking every bit of courage I have for this one.
Ya Allah, sesunggahnya semua penyakit datang dariMu dan jugak ditarik semula olehMu. Bantu lah hambaMu ini Ya Allah..
