fucked up.

i am probably one of the last few who would complain about anyone/anybody/anything.
but seriously, this is pushing my patience to the limit.

firstly, we all know how bias things can be. *rolls eyes*
and that, makes people too blind to actually see the talent or ability or willingness to learn that the other person might have.
just because, you have someone who can do the work right, doesnt mean that other people can be shunned or not bothered.


secondly, issit-my-fault-that-i-cannot-come-for-selection-because-i'm-working issue?
okay fine. i'm not gonna be selected just because i cannot come on the selection day.
because i'm working.
korg nak bayarkan gaji aku keppa?
aku ni bukannye full time student cam korg.
aku keje kat a leading Singapore company.
fikir senang2 pe aku nak mintak off?

aku bukan part time tuition teacher ke, atau salesgirl tau.
bukan keje remeh temeh ni sume.
aku keje ade KPI. ade target.
target tak achieve, contract tak renew.

kalau contract aku tak di renew, ape korg bleh kasi aku keje gaji same pe?
fikir aku senang2 nak give up keje aku pasal hal ni?

so fine, if i'm not playing, i dont care.
but i'm not playing for any other positions.
thats final.

seriously, aku dah bosan.
ape gunanye kan aku ni senior tapi krg takde respect ke atau adab bile bebual dgn aku?
ape gunanye aku nie FOUNDER ENDANG tapi treated as one kan.

suke hati korang lah.
aku dah malas nak amek tau hal2 korang lagik.

plus, kalau org nak dtg, biar orang dtg dengan rela hati kerana die minat dan die boleh luangkan masa untuk berseni,
bukannye atas dasar terpakse atau diUGUT.

fikir2 uh sendiri.
kalau aku boleh unsubscribe to sms2 tu sume, dah lama dah aku unsubscribe.

hurhur.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Very High
Avoidant Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
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lazy sunday

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so when exactly am i gonna do up my report for GP which is due next week?
grahh.
one final push lah dian.
come on. you can do it.

happy bday Yaty!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI SURIATI!!!
:)

wish you all the best in the future and happiness be with you always!

actually her bday's on 11th March!
:)

more pictures, more updates!
ciao.

first anniversary with love.

first year anniversary was a simple yet fun affair.

he fetched me from home at 2pm and we took 502 to Suntec.



Went to Suntec Convention Hall for the Bodyshop Warehouse Sale.
and HE WENT CRAZIER THAN ME!
so anyways, WE bought:

1 Cherry Blossom Shower Gel (mine)
1 Love ETC Shower Gel (mine)
1 Mango Shower Gel (his)
2 Shower Puffs (his)
1 Cherry Blossom Body Butter (mine)
4 ehems (Yaty's Bday Present)

yeah, and it all cost $58.
relatively cheap.

as we were q-ing up to pay, this filipino lady behind me was like,
"excuse me, you got stain"

sialla.. panic sia.

so yeah, after the whole washing up ordeal,
the stain was still there and what's worse was the fact that i wore white.
and so, went to Cotton on and bought 2 tops,
which was rather nice.

after that, went around Suntec to find Yaty's presents.
and bought tickets for Alice in Wonderland 3D.

while waiting, we went to have early dinner at Pizza Hut.
























so after pizza hut, we went to watch Alice in Wonderland.
as usual, Johnny Depp is superb!
i kinda find the movie a little scary coz of the Red Queen.
but, not sure why the movie was so dark.
probably coz it was 3d?
idk.

so after movie,he was still hungry and he bought himself doughnuts.
and we had bubble tea.




and sat by fountain of wealth, like what we did on our 2nd date. :)
only, dis time was better.

so then, he sent me all the way back to jurong.
with all the bags in his hands.
and i got my hugs. :)

iloveyoubaby.
no matter how many times, i've said i hated you,
or how many times i screamed i do not want to talk to you anymore,
but the truth is, i'm no one without you.
i'll struggle everysingle day if you're not in my life.

i love you so much.

and i promise to be your life..