how contradicting..
this is the week where i'm supposed to get stressed over trainings,
but work is really keeping me on my feet.
"tell dian to please do more regular queues"
"tell dian that she's too comfortable at her seat"
"please change her seat coz chances are she'll call express numbers from where she's seating"
isn't it good that your exployer is comfortable at where she is?
i know, that he wants me to improve myself.
but then again,i'm just not ready for it yet.
haiz..
like what Wati says:
"pressure sial!"
so kids,
working life is not as easy as it looks.
when you're a student, the only people you have to please,
is probably your self, and your parents.
but work,
you have to please the people you're working with,
the people you're serving/handling,
and most importantly,
your bosses.
so, be thankful that you're students.
and i'm growing strands of white hair already..
not to mention the fact that i'm losing my voice.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Quizzes
Your Existing Situation
Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities.
Your Stress Sources
Has lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. Feels overtaxed and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground and still pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity. This subjects her to intolerable pressure from which she wants to escape, but she cannot bring herself to make the necessary decision. As a result she remains firmly involved in the problem and can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it--he cannot leave it alone and feels she will only be at peace when she has reached her objective.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but is inclined to be emotionally withdrawn, which prevents her from becoming deeply involved.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to him.
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence her point of view
Your Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants drives her to the exploitation of all types of experience, so that she may categorically deny that any of them has any value. This destructive denigration becomes her method of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense of futility.
Your Actual Problem #2
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. Her inability to enforce her will causes her to over-react in stubborn defiance and by assigning to others all the blame for her own failures.
http://www.colorquiz.com/
Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities.
Your Stress Sources
Has lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. Feels overtaxed and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground and still pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity. This subjects her to intolerable pressure from which she wants to escape, but she cannot bring herself to make the necessary decision. As a result she remains firmly involved in the problem and can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it--he cannot leave it alone and feels she will only be at peace when she has reached her objective.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but is inclined to be emotionally withdrawn, which prevents her from becoming deeply involved.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to him.
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence her point of view
Your Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants drives her to the exploitation of all types of experience, so that she may categorically deny that any of them has any value. This destructive denigration becomes her method of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense of futility.
Your Actual Problem #2
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. Her inability to enforce her will causes her to over-react in stubborn defiance and by assigning to others all the blame for her own failures.
http://www.colorquiz.com/
:(
it was a real nice movie.
romantic.
romantic enuff to go aww. but not awwwwwwwwwwwwwe.
okay, u must see the action ah.
me and cousie were laughing really hard in the theatre.
coz the comedy was more than the romance.
and i realise,
that i am scared of all this.
my imagination is wild.
i think a lot.
like cousie said,
dun think about problems which u dont have
yes, i realise.. i dun have problems
i just create em to trouble myself.
it just feels weird lah.
it's been different these nights.
when you're so used to doing things,
and suddenly, when you don't do it anymore,
you feel like something's missing.
but of course it's not.
it's just right in front of you.
it's a matter of you, wanting to approach it or not.
but for a person like me,
who has lost touch of these things,
i tend to just let go.
coz thats the easy way out.
and hurt, is just another usual phase.
i don't fight for my side of love,
which, is very sad.
i don't know what i'm feeling anymore.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
sappy.
so yay!
i've changed my blogskin after eons. =)
it's not really that nice,
but it will do.
the first two days of the week were hectic.
monday had basic theory lesson from 12.20 to 2pm.
and then training at 3 all the way to 8.30pm.
tuesday was bad too.
basic theory lesson 1.02 from 12.20 to 2pm.
basic theory practice from 2.10 to 2.55pm.
den training at 4 to 8.30pm.
and i thought today i could do some resting at home.
but, too bad.
got call to work.
i've been kinda happy these few days.
well, generally.. when someone's there for you,
you'd feel happy.
and you can't wait to contact the person again.
and you wish the night wouldnt end.
you just keep making me smile non stop.
thankyou,love.
i'll miss you when you're gone.
i'm just scared.
i've changed my blogskin after eons. =)
it's not really that nice,
but it will do.
the first two days of the week were hectic.
monday had basic theory lesson from 12.20 to 2pm.
and then training at 3 all the way to 8.30pm.
tuesday was bad too.
basic theory lesson 1.02 from 12.20 to 2pm.
basic theory practice from 2.10 to 2.55pm.
den training at 4 to 8.30pm.
and i thought today i could do some resting at home.
but, too bad.
got call to work.
i've been kinda happy these few days.
well, generally.. when someone's there for you,
you'd feel happy.
and you can't wait to contact the person again.
and you wish the night wouldnt end.
you just keep making me smile non stop.
thankyou,love.
i'll miss you when you're gone.
i'm just scared.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
i sooo need to change my blogskin.
it's so amateur-ish.
and not to mention i'm helping with ceedeeEmm's blogskin too.
howells, it's good in a way,
so that i don't lose touch with my nerdy IT side.
ahaha.
and i wonder,
how come my creativity always show itself on Endang's blog.
and not my own blog.
frustrating siar.
okay,
let's see the new cousin!
will post soon.
it's so amateur-ish.
and not to mention i'm helping with ceedeeEmm's blogskin too.
howells, it's good in a way,
so that i don't lose touch with my nerdy IT side.
ahaha.
and i wonder,
how come my creativity always show itself on Endang's blog.
and not my own blog.
frustrating siar.
okay,
let's see the new cousin!
will post soon.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
disturbances.
things have been rather haywire these days.
no, not for me, at least.
sometimes, it's not rewarding to show your bravery.
especially at things, which you cannot see.
to challenge, is something which is out of the mind.
i pity him,
having to go through all those stuff.
i pity dad,
for having to be there with him at those times.
considering the fact that he's a total stranger to me,
well, maybe not a total stranger,
just someone i know.
and he is dad's colleague.
no doubt,
when i heard about it,
it scared the shit out of me.
it still does.
but my only question is,
why did he choose dad?
pity..
he had to accompany him for the past few nights.
pity..
his soul which is not in peace.
the fact that he is destined to be a loon no sooner than now.
may God be with you.
Amin.
no, not for me, at least.
sometimes, it's not rewarding to show your bravery.
especially at things, which you cannot see.
to challenge, is something which is out of the mind.
i pity him,
having to go through all those stuff.
i pity dad,
for having to be there with him at those times.
considering the fact that he's a total stranger to me,
well, maybe not a total stranger,
just someone i know.
and he is dad's colleague.
no doubt,
when i heard about it,
it scared the shit out of me.
it still does.
but my only question is,
why did he choose dad?
pity..
he had to accompany him for the past few nights.
pity..
his soul which is not in peace.
the fact that he is destined to be a loon no sooner than now.
may God be with you.
Amin.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
shop.
today is payday!
and after work, went to JP to shop with the fam.
Aken's
Wawan's
Mine!!!
suddenly have the fetish for shoes.
and i bought these lah seh.
well, if you're wondering why..
it's pretty! hahaha..
and it's limited edition TEFAL. =)
so anyways, was going to the toilet when i saw Reza.
the guy whom i haven't heard from for maybe a year.
maybe because it's due to my own fault.
wanted to call out for him.
but then, we were quite far away from each other.
and he was with his friend.
hastened up to see if i can catch up with him
coz i really missed him
but there were so many obstacles in front of me.
forget it.
things are just not meant to be i guess.
ok i'm done.
=)
and after work, went to JP to shop with the fam.
Aken's
Wawan's
Mine!!!
suddenly have the fetish for shoes.
and i bought these lah seh.
well, if you're wondering why..
it's pretty! hahaha..
and it's limited edition TEFAL. =)
so anyways, was going to the toilet when i saw Reza.
the guy whom i haven't heard from for maybe a year.
maybe because it's due to my own fault.
wanted to call out for him.
but then, we were quite far away from each other.
and he was with his friend.
hastened up to see if i can catch up with him
coz i really missed him
but there were so many obstacles in front of me.
forget it.
things are just not meant to be i guess.
ok i'm done.
=)
Monday, February 09, 2009
Saturday, February 07, 2009
field day. =)
marina barrage was effing cool.
went there with A and B. haha.. Ain and Bas.
it was really2 nice.
of course, when we reached marina bay,
it was actually raining heavily.
but heck. =)
and the rest...
and after that, we went off.
to Marina at KEPPEL BAY!
went there with A and B. haha.. Ain and Bas.
it was really2 nice.
of course, when we reached marina bay,
it was actually raining heavily.
but heck. =)
and the rest...
and after that, we went off.
to Marina at KEPPEL BAY!
okay that was it. =)
I WANNA GO MARINA BARRAGE AGAIN! =)
Thursday, February 05, 2009
saggis.
Sagittarius in Love
Love is wonderful for many, but it's a bit of an enigma for the Archer. What, after all, is love? To libidinous Sagittarians, love is often sex, plain and simple. These straight-shooters want a partner who is a mental and physical equal, yet one who understands "love" on their terms. This means mutual independence and an ability for each partner to do, and be, exactly what they want. Love can be hard for the Archer, since a fear of intimacy often swirls around them. For this reason, a friendship first is often the best way to encourage a love relationship with these folk. If this can be achieved, it's splendor between the sheets.
The fact that you dislike details means you get impatient easily. Little annoyances like losing your keys or fixing a leaky faucet just make you frustrated—you're a big-idea thinker, not a fuss-budget. Just relax and think logically—you're terrific at that—and all will be fine.
Along the same lines, you have a tendency to blast through parties like a freight train. You have a reputation for being rather ill-mannered: you'll interrupt someone's conversation bluntly if the thought strikes you, and ignore other simple rules of tact, like habitually not returning phone calls or even compliments. If someone whispers a secret to you, it's no big deal to you to blithely blurt it out to the next soul that walks by.
Astrology of Sagittarius: Love and Relationships
You are known for impetuosity—your mood varies from day to day, and this complicates love relationships. Although your opportunities are ample, due to your popular outgoing nature, the successful long-term relationship is quite difficult for you until you settle into middle age or so.
pms-ing. getting a little bit too emotional.
Love is wonderful for many, but it's a bit of an enigma for the Archer. What, after all, is love? To libidinous Sagittarians, love is often sex, plain and simple. These straight-shooters want a partner who is a mental and physical equal, yet one who understands "love" on their terms. This means mutual independence and an ability for each partner to do, and be, exactly what they want. Love can be hard for the Archer, since a fear of intimacy often swirls around them. For this reason, a friendship first is often the best way to encourage a love relationship with these folk. If this can be achieved, it's splendor between the sheets.
Trouble Areas
You have too much pride. Even if you know logically that you're losing an argument, you'll do your darndest to try to twist it to your advantage. You can't stand losing, because deep down you're insecure—Sagittarius is the most insecure sign in the zodiac—so you do everything in your power to hide it. Your talent for debate, though, usually means you will win. But should you always?The fact that you dislike details means you get impatient easily. Little annoyances like losing your keys or fixing a leaky faucet just make you frustrated—you're a big-idea thinker, not a fuss-budget. Just relax and think logically—you're terrific at that—and all will be fine.
Along the same lines, you have a tendency to blast through parties like a freight train. You have a reputation for being rather ill-mannered: you'll interrupt someone's conversation bluntly if the thought strikes you, and ignore other simple rules of tact, like habitually not returning phone calls or even compliments. If someone whispers a secret to you, it's no big deal to you to blithely blurt it out to the next soul that walks by.
Astrology of Sagittarius: Love and Relationships
You are known for impetuosity—your mood varies from day to day, and this complicates love relationships. Although your opportunities are ample, due to your popular outgoing nature, the successful long-term relationship is quite difficult for you until you settle into middle age or so.
pms-ing. getting a little bit too emotional.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)