tagged and YAYAN'S CHALET

okay.. si fafa tagged me.

8 random facts about me:

1) I'm unpredictable. You won't know what my reaction will be like, or my mood will be like. I can't predict them too.

2) I eat a lot. Yes, i get hungry fast. Sebab tu lah gemok. hahaaha

3) I loveeee the cheesetart that Atie bought kat Tamp.

4) i ADORE babies and toddlers.

5) I have more guy friends then girls.

6) I am egoistic.

7) I am a GIRL.

8) AKU BUDAK ENDANG. HAHA.

ok i'm done. hahahaha.

On Friday, went to Yayan's chalet at PasirRis Costa Sands. Met up with Jay and reached there about 5.15. And guess what?? Cik Yassin tengah baring sorang2 kat dlm bilik. Huhu! Oh, Cik Yassin is Yayan's dad.

Yayan reached there around 6 plus i guess, then Hairil came. Then later at night, Hakim and Nafis came. Then Cik Yassin went back. Then me, Jay and Yayan karaoke-d. haha.. and Elly (Yayan's cousin) and her bf came.

Nak tdo punye lah susah. The guys made like LOADS AND LOADS of noise. Sorang2 berdengkur lah okay. GEEE.

Then at 6 am, i was just about to fall asleep when Jay's alarm went on and on and on. huhuuuu. And at 7 am, the guys woke up and started to make noise again. gerek kan...So then, me, Yayan and Jay siap2 and went to White sands to buy that pair of bermudas that we wanted oh so badly. hahaha. and then, Jay went off and me and Yayan went back.

Cik Aini and Cik Yassin came. Then their relatives came.. And we started bbq-ing. AKU MASAK OKEH! HAHA. then, Karaoke-d again. and then about 3 plus, their grandma came. Dah tak kene gaya lah ok. hahaha... Then i left around 5 plus to meet my parents at Bedok.

so pics.



tgk angle Nas, Elly and Uda. huhuhu.. cute. sume facing same angle sey before amek dis pic.

ok so, ytd celebrated my Mum's bday coz today semua skola. Went to dis jemputan at Tamp and they have KUDA KEPANG OKKKK. Super cool. Feel like joining uh. Haha.. Then, went to JB, and me and my mum pampered ourselves with Thai massage again, went to eat Kebab, and went karaoke-ing. 3 days straigt karaoke-ing and listening to lagu dangdut ok. =_=""

Then after that, went to Kak Wani's place at Dataran to eat seafood. huhuuu. Ade assam pedas sedap giler.

And today's my mum's birthday. and i've to be in sch for a meeting.. geez. takpelar.

ok, i'm off.

as tears fills my eyes...

current mood:

life is an utter struggle.

nothing just seems right anymore. turn right, i fall. turn left, i fall. i'm just stuck in a deep shithole that i've created for myself. nothing is easy anymore. nothing is good anymore. nothing is nice anymore.

the certain dislikeness for 2007 just came to my thought.

3 heartbreaks with the same guy and i'm still in love with him, and i'm still waiting for him. call me stupid, but i just can't seem to let go. it's been the same guy for the past 1 year. that's something new, huh? Dee with just one guy. hahh.

so 2007,
Endang was born. I was happy, yes, my dream of opening up a dikir group in RP has come true. but, the spot, that they've put me now, i just don't know how to overcome. commitment? that is one question which they should think. i just don't want them to be egoistic and self-centered, and be like Repfus3. no, never as long as i'm around.

2007,
left me with a lot of sadness. a lot of struggle. it wasn't really a good year. debts, losses, tears. it's the worst year ever.

2008.
my hope,

1. to be a better person myself. to love myself the way that i should be loved.
2. to quit smoking, as like every year's resolution.
3. to get my car license before i turn 20.
4. to get a full time job.
5. to improve on lyric-writing.
6. to mend this broken heart.

i can't think of anymore for now.

i can't help but miss these people.. and i really hope, to meet them again one day.




i miss my pantat family.

Skip, Nisham, Fiq, Nami, Faiz. It's just so different without them around at work, plus, i am so struggling at work coz THEY expect a lot and i just can't get along with most of the new kids. I miss the pantat fam so much.

so anyways,
i know its like, very belated but i just wanna comment on it.

I am just so proud of the girls for going on thus far and like Nafis and Hairil said, kite menang di hati penonton, tak kisah lah kalau kite tak menang. But dalam hati kite, kite tau that kite pemenang.

It was the best performance from Endang ever!

I miss this little kid here.

i've only met her once but the impact that she gave to me is extraodinary. Her name is Marsha. She is His cousin. I never get along well with baby girls but, she is totally an exception. =)

So anyways, today is of course, AGM.

This is the day which, i will handover my post as Dikir Barat I/C in RP. And of course, the person is no other then,

AINNNNNN!

Dearest Ain,

I can't ever find a better candidate then you. Thanks for being there and always understanding my situation and my problems. Hanya kamu sahaja yang tahu betapa susahnya nak naikkan kumpulan ni.

I am confident that you can bring Endang to greater heights. With great power comes great responsibility, cliche but true. Be strong in any challenges that you face in the future.

I will still be around, no worries, but now, i leave it up to you.

=)

much love,
ChiCka