all dikir.

thanks lee for the last pic. love yaaa.

Ok, like i know its like damn belated for a post of the comp but yeah...

so when we report to school, i wasn't really happy when i stepped into the room, well apparently, something happend without my knowledge. so practically, i just had to control the anger and started with what i had actually planned out.

and, for 1 hour plus, we played physical theatre games, the ones i learnt when i was with Drama.Republic. The girls really enjoyed it. haha. At least they destressed. So by the time it was 2, the bus came and we went to KCC.

and, the pakcik stopped us at the main road lah instead of the carpark.

someone said,

"Kite kan low profile, nak masuk CC pun dari belakang.."

ahaa.. ape seh.. den when i reached the registration booth, i saw, Hafiz Kassim. Aizad told me that Hafiz will be there coz he's also doing dikir. and i'm like, ouhhkay. Dunno whether he still recognises me or not. Then, when i was otw to go to the holding room, i saw Nurul, Aizad's ex. She's in Balqis. Cool eh. If i'm not wrong Hafiz's in Unik.

So then the frenzy started. Sampings bengkungs selendangs serkups. pins were everywhere. lol. madness.

and then kene marah dengan cikgu when we rehearsed how to sit down. Cikgu Aliza marah sehh. ahaha. but in the end, we were briefed that we would already be seated when the curtains rise. LOL.

so, while waiting for our turn, and before us was Kelana Purba, we were jumping here and there, excited giler babi nye. And abang2 Kelana kluar, sume badan besar2 dari kite. i felt so short. and when it was our turn, like omg, we cant even hear our own voice la.. and we were like blastin and blasting but cant hear seh our voice.

but we did great. got some feedbacks that we were quite loud but suara cam suara budak2. haha. we're 15th by the way, but i think we did a very good job. I think the girls dun even care that we're 15th.

we did what we came to do. Enjoy and put a good show.

anw, congrats to Andikakencana, Wahana Deksu and Keris for getting 1st, 2nd and 3rd respectively.

to CDM and Hulubalang, thanks for the comp. =)

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'SHACUTE™: Makcikkkkkkkkk! Hopefully I Can Make It On Sun, Yaww! Pray Hard. HAHHA!
ChiCka: Thanks Makcik!!! hahaha. Sunday dabes pun! hahaha =)

lee-: baek dee.....
ChiCka: baekk lee....

Nouru: Dee, Jal! Mai is now my Cousin! Maisarah Kassim is my cousin now! Go my blog see!
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Alamin: Heya! long time no hear or see you on MSN leh.. haha
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aisyah badut: sape sayang awak tu! .. hhaha! .. hopeflly he knows sooner or later!
aisyah badut: pray hard lor! . ye kak cicka! hahahha! ..
ChiCka: hahahhaha! ye sayyee.. he does. =)

fish: wahhhh. i pass the test ahh! whahaha. haloo dee! *waves*
ChiCka: hey fish!! hahaha. whoaa.. you passed eh.. ahakz

anna: hey there, saw ur performance. ive been in dk for 7 yrs. i wont say its bad but u guys just need to smile k, its difficult for gerls' grp. wahana crawled a long way before they reach the top. u'l get
anna: there someday. just smile more.
ChiCka: hey there.. thanks for the advice.. really appreciate it.yeah, its difficult for gerl's grp. insya Allah, we'll make it someday.

that's done.

uhhm. i've been really2 happy these few days coz.. hahaha. well..
uhmm, yeah.

hahaha.

saya sayang awak. awak pun sayang saya jugak. happy lah saya. hahaa.

loves.

"hidup kekurangan harta benda, merana menanggung neraka dunia"

oh trust me, i know exactly how that feels. i'm effing broke. payday's not until tmr but still, my bills are overdued. geeez. i must be the poorest in the whole commitee. lol.

oh and anyways, the Ulu Pandan performance went on well, considering the fact that we're all amateurs and beginners and it was our DEBUT. sumbs here and there but i guess we did our best. selection's around the corner.

phobia. selection reminded me of the last comp. i'm scared of it.

oh and anyways, pics of the Ulu Pandan show yeah?





sometimes, i feel that i'm not doing much as a leader. what he said hurts me like a lot but it woke me up and made me think. should i really change myself as leader? my style is definitely different from his. but should i really?

so training has been really2 tiring. been pushed to the max like giler babi lah can. but we had fun last night, menghenjot dan meroyak. LOL. sungguh the tak sopan.

i'm still waiting for someone to explain to me why she hasnt been coming to training wifout informing me. i may be nice, but its not so nice anymore when i blow my top.

so anyway, i really wanna spend time with him. i know we do that all the time but i just want the two of us to spend time. he hasnt been calling me at night. he's tired, i know..

oh ya, he said this to Adik while we went to supper.

"kau gi mintak kakak ipar kau lah.."

kakak ipar lah sangaat.. den he was like,

"eh tak. kakak angkat kau."

hahaha. saw his friendster. he grabbed my pic. like.. uhmmm. =)

about love.

i've been neglecting my personal life a lot recently, due to trainings and such.

and when it comes to my love life, i'm in a total mess.

i get jealous when girls try to get close to him. i get jealous when, he gets to know other girls. i just want his attention all to me. special attention that is. i just want him all for myself.

but of course, he's not mine. oh, well.. he was mine.

Dearest,

If you only you know, how my heart is feeling right now, you'd realise how real my love is for you. It's never because of looks, or the money or the fame.

Dearest,

No one has ever shut my ego up like how you did. No one has ever made me realise how much i can do for myself. You made me someone who's so confident and made me realise that there's so much more in life.

No words can ever explain how deep my love is for you, or how badly i want us to be together again. To me, there's just no one else and it's just you baby. my only one.

Dearest,

I don't ever wanna lose you. You guide me in my life. You're my source of hope and strength. Your guidance just makes me stronger. They say, you'll only realise that you love someone badly when u lost them. That's what i'm feeling. I never thought i love you more when i lost you.

haiiz. saya sayang kamu.

To The Endangs

Dear Girls,

I know i was harsh and rough on you all yesterday but i hope you all understand my situation that we only have a few more days to the show and 1 week to the comp. I won't say all the not-so-nice things here. Its not for public to know.

But i hope you girls know, that, I feel very lucky to have great girls like you girls in my group. I couldnt have asked for more.

We started off as strangers. As days goes by, the bond grew, and you girls are now getting closer and closer like you girls have known each other for eternity. The fact that you girls and willing to learn, ask questions along the way and try your best each time, makes me so proud of you girls.

WE (as in, you know i know) have seen you girls from day 1 until now. I don't deny that u girls improve a lot. But, please.. Like WE always say,

"Korang naik sama2, korang jatuh sama2"

Remember that please.

And I know, you all were angry with this post.

6 Jul 07, 02:08

ct: endang? asl eh semua like very e interested with endang? bgs nah ke dorang? blh beat wahana deksu?

But like WE said, buat bodoh. Ignorance is the best thing to do.

and like WE always say,

"Keep it low profile. We're not the kind of people who likes to tell the whole world about us. Whatever it is, jumpe jer kat atas pentas."

And, about beating Wahana Deksu, well, kite jumpe sahaja di atas pentas.

and, saya sayang kamu sume k Endangs. =)

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OK END.

fyp madness

wooh.

boy oh boy was I freaking late for fyp. haha. the meeting was supposed to start at 9.30 am but, of course being me, i couldnt wake up early. and dear Joel had to call me numerously before i finally woke up when he called. and he was like, "Dee where are you? You know what time issit now?"

and i was like, "I'm at home. What time issit now?"

and he said, "it's 11.30"

oh greatness. i reached school at 1.15. damn late lah..

and 2 hrs later, i'm not doing anything. PHP sucks big time seh. PANTAT HAI PANTAT. i love codings actually. i don't mind doing codings compared to theory. but i just need to do it alone. lol. i cant do it when there're ppl beside me coz i get distracted and i dun have the concentration.

ok. screw it. i'm cold. ahaha.

endang

ohh dun u just think this is lovely??

the Endang girls with some missing acts. haha. =)

i hate pms and period. like really. its making me feel a lot of things which i shouldnt be feeling. hate it. damn bad lar.

i hate em.

meanwhile, i did some more. haha..

Sagittarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet Your negative traits: Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person Your ideal partner: Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on Your dating style: Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up. Your seduction style: Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom. Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try. Spiritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldly act. Tips for the future: Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better. It's not all about you. Focus on your partner's needs every once and a while. Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise. Best color to attract mate: Purple Best day for a date: Thursday

What's Your Love Profile?

You May Be a Bit Dependent...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could.

What Personality Disorder Are You?

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1980s Goth Girl

What Retro Girl Are You?

GOTH LAH SANGAAAT. =)