with b. =)

like, ohmygoodness it was tiring.
one after the other.

today, went to meet love at cityhall.

first stop was to starbucks.
we spent so much time on signing up to wireless@sg
till my laptop battery became low.



lotsa things happened today.

so after that, went jalan2.
uhm, i think we went to suntec after that.
round and round at the basement to find food,
only to find out that love was craving for jap food.

and off to sakae sushi!
woots~ sedaaaaap.
ordered my favourite Hana Maki.
let him try it, and guessed that he liked it. =)



HanaMaki

Mine

His


then, went to arcade to watch people play.
and, off to watch: Dragonball Evolution
coz love havent watch it yet.
okay lah, it was my 2nd time watching it so i already knew what it was about.

after that jalan2 at toys r'us (where he used to work) and saw Fatin Lia.
heez, and love saw his old manager.
and off to sky garden.

so talk2, smoked.

jalan again.
and guess who we saw??

HAIRIL LAH SIAAAAR.
peh terkejut.

hairil was with Tina tinoot.
so salam2.

i was so shocked till i semput.
should have seen my reaction.
i was looking left and right, trying to run away.
haha. it was kinda awkward lah.

den love brought me to fountain of wealth.
they played a lot of love songs there.
some of which, were
power of love by celine dion,
right here waiting by richard marx
yellow by coldplay
apologize by one republic.

it was sucha romantic scene,
only that love was sooooo into my handphone more than me.
hurhur. he was like busy with the songs and whatnot.
aku ni pun, merajuk lah

hahaha.
den i guess he felt bad that he sent me all the way to jurong. =)
happy gileeeeer.
and kinda guilty coz it was sooooo far away from hougang.

like, seriously lah.
jurong and hougang are miles apart.

still,
HAPPY GILEEEEEER.
thanks b.
sayangg you. =)

=D

boredom.

so stuck with telpa's song.
not from the "sapa kata.."
the one from anak seni comp.
sedap sia.

eheeeeemm

tmr's the show.
need to write lyrics.
need to think of what to wear.
OHMYGOD.

sooo malas.
sooo tired.

tkper la.
besok pun boleh buat.
hahaha..
besok show, besok jugak buat lyrics.

graaaaaaa. boreddddd.

biaselah kan.. selalunye ade org nak bebual.
malam ni org tu bz with work.
so tknk kacau.. heh.
still, imy ok b..

i'm liking this song.

Bukan Di Sini - Sofaz

it keeps popping up at suria.

Tiba masa untuk ku pergi
M'langkah pergi dari sini
Tak terlintas di hati ini
Tu'k menyakiti hatimu lagi

Kau tetap di hati
Tiada pengganti
Maafkanlah kasih
Tempat ku bukan di sini

Bisakah kau berdiri
Tanpaku di sisi mu lagi
Bisakah kau sendiri
Mengobati luka di hati

nothing to do with my life actually.
i just like the song.

sorry if these few days,
whatever i've written is not substantial or of any worth.
lol.. boredom.

stress.
i've always thought stress was good coz it keeps your brain moving.

but now,
my brain is doing so much,
that it's getting a wee bit exhausting.

again,
i think there's no problem.
i don't see it physically.
but i'm feeling it.

it's almost possible that i'm just giving myself the stress,
and not anybody else.

job hunting again.
no, it's not like as if i've lost my job.
but i really need a more stable job.
come on lah,
i'm going 21.. i can't be fooling around anymore.

haiz. growing up sucks.

another.

life is seriously fragile.

another friend is now in coma.
and he was also from hua yi sec.
my heart dropped when i heard about it.

we all agreed during Arwah Malik's funeral.
"losing a friend really hurts and will leave a hole in your heart"

no more losing friends please.

Ya Allah,
Selamatkanlah dia..

Inalilah Wa Inalillahirajiun kepada kwnnya, yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah.

I HATE YOU

i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.

there's not gonna be anymore forgiveness.
i've had enough of forgiving you for the past 3 years.

i fucking trusted you!

i just hope you get out from my life.
but i can't let you go just yet.
URGH.
DAMN YOU!

fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.fuckyou.

I HATE YOU!


b.. nak hug..

I MISS YOU!!!!

i really really do. :(

i met the babies. =)





i loike. =)
babies will always make my day no matter what.

and i'm always scared that my babies will grow up and forget about me.
huhu.

let's see.. my favourite: ITA! Amirza..


he was only this small when i first brought him home.

and now:





another one: ACACIR! Azakhir..













Next Up, Iman. =)







and last but not least:











AKEN!!

heh..
the irritating annoyyyying youngest brother.
=)

and that's it.

imissyou..

:(

Cinta Manusia - Shafiq

i just got stuck to the song.
but i don't know the lyrics to it.

I'M SO TIRED OF BEING POSITIVE!

haiz.
maybe i wont be updating this blog for the time being.
i don't know anymore.

fcukit

cousie, you're the only one who understands now.

nono, it's not about the person i'm meeting today.
i feel so blessed and happy with him.

it's just someone from the past.
someone who has caused a lot of hurt in the past.
and caused more hurt now.

haiz, it doesnt pay to be nice.

haiz

1 MORE DAY!
i'm so looking forward to meeting him.

why are you doing this to me siak?
you're supposed to be gone from my life.
why pop up now?

yes sure you need someone.
and i can help you for sure.
but your favour is too much uh.
i dunno why the heavy heart.

maybe coz i'll get into trouble?
maybe coz i feel that i'll be lying?

i dunno lah.

kenape hatiku berat sebegini?
adakah andaian semata?
aku hanya sekadar menolong,
tetapi kenape dipintanya sebegitu?

adakah kerana aku takut?
haiz

gtg.

friday and saturday

It was Boss Max Lum's last day at Jurong Branch as he was transferred to Chief EA.
and we had a dinner treat for him at the end of the day at Sakura.
this was the individuals who made it happen. =)
especially Big Man Khalid, who apparently is not in any of the pictures.











After work, the girls were off cam-whoring.






and this is BOSS:



I think they got him some kinda liquor.

for more pics, please visit:
dinner with warriors.

and that was it

today, went to meet the new cousin again,
except now her name is Nurul Fitriah.





and here's 2 very random shots.





this top picture was taken at Abang Lan's (cousin) house.
and it was funny because 15 minutes after that,
both of us were lying on the floor in front of the tv,
totally, deeply in sleep.
paderhal, orang tengah kecoh tgk kelakar seram


i don't know whether it's you or is it me.
i dont' know what you meant when you told me those words.
i want you to be around, yes.
but as a friend.
not as your dear.
not as your sayang.

the way i see it, i'm just afraid that you're not on the same thought as i am.
and i dont want things to get worse.
so its better that i start spacing myself out before worse things happen.
i'm sorry to disappoint you.
i'm just scared, thats all.