Friday, September 24, 2010

HAPPY. =)

i'm loving my life. =)
really.


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can't wait to have a hotdate with love tmr!
we're watching F1! whooootsss!!
thanks to Ayah again, we get to watch it this year too.

pay's out. gaji bomb!
SHOPPING!! spent $120 in less than 2 hours. =)
more shopping tmr, i'm making him pick which perfume he wants me to use.
gotta feeling he'll choose Escada.
howells.. he's got good taste in perfumes.

happyyyyy!

:)
didn't i say,
i'm loving my life.

=)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

yellow ribbon? no way.

SO SHE DOES READ MY BLOG! I'M OVERJOYED!

yes, i know gila batang.
yes, i'm not decent, never said i was.
but at least i know what's right and what's wrong,
and DON'T HURT MY FAMILY with the things i do.

second chances are for those who are clearly repentant.
but you're not.

really? u tripped?
and what does this say?

http://sugarmylips.blogspot.com/2010/08/schizo-no-way.html?zx=f912143e202d8325

tripped eh?
kid, you're like a SINNER PRETENDING TO BE SAINT.
and that's a draft?
another cover up?

tell me, how to trust a person like you?
trust is earned by actions and not gained by words.

there's a lot of things which i'm not saying anymore.

clearly, you're still not changed.
and you're blaming others for not getting the attention.
hah.. you're such a big joke.
a pretender.
enough of your cover-ups lah kid.
ever heard of the kid who cried wolf?
you're like that kid.

you've too much anger issues, kid. go for counselling.
don't expect us to open up OUR hearts. YOU do that.

people can see when you're clearly sincere and when you're not.
oh well. who're you again?
coz the last time i checked, i don't have a cousin like that.

yes, i'm the second in the family who's not gonna acknowledge you as a relative.

so goodbye.

p/s: i learnt gila batang from my dad. he called you that. :)

pychopath

all i can say is,

"hopefully Allah will give you the retribution you deserve for all the heartaches and pain you have caused to your family and relatives. if you think that you are great by looking down on people, obviously you have forgotten that there is someone who is greater than you, and that is Allah. Allah can make you near-perfect. Allah can also make you handicap. If you are falsifying a story, Allah will shed the light one day. whatever you're doing right now, don't think that no one knows. Allah does. Hopefully one day, Allah will give you a lesson you will never forget, Insya Allah. Allahu Akbar!"

don't think i don't read that slutty blogpost of yours.

you're definitely proud of your boyfriend eh? LOL. pls get married quickly and stop creating problems for us all. please.
it's the same thing over and over again when you have a new boyfriend.
kid, deal with your life first, THEN TALK ABOUT OTHERS.

need i remind you, that you're doing the same thing that you're doing to us like that psychopath?
that you're staining your own relationship with your relatives, not the guy?
did we not advise you? but no, we were outcasted coz you loved that guy so much.
and now, you're doing it again?

coz kau dah gila batang!
you're always siding with the guy instead of your own family members.

let's see how long you stay with this guy.
the guy who breaks faces eh?
let's see if this guy who breaks faces can support you in life eh.

the guy who breaks eggs that you're talking about,
is doing it for OUR future.
so, what does your face-breaking guy do?
break face and end up in jail?

and,
STOP SEEKING ATTENTION ALREADY! WE'RE NOT GIVING YOU ANY OKAY.

what is your problem, crazy woman?
do you not see what you have done in the past?

Repent. please.

may i point out to you, the reason why your sister is not talking to you?

THAT'S BECAUSE YOU THREATENED YOUR SISTER WITH A KNIFE! THAT'S WHY.

mintak maaf time raye pon because you're forced to.
and what did you say, org tak buat salah nak mintak maaf buat ape?

does that sound remorseful to you?

ishk, seriously i thought you'd change after your abortion.
apparently you're still the same.
geez.

cakap tak guna tembak tak kene.

i leave it to the hands of ALLAH.
He knows best.

Monday, September 06, 2010

such as.. working shift.

shift work is super tiring.
my friend said in her status,

"it's either aku kluar rumah pagi2 buta, atau aku balek rumah mlm2 buta"

true.
morning shift with ot starts at 4.45 am.
if not 6.45 am.

afternoon shift starts at 3.30pm.
ends at 1230 am.
in my case most of the time, 1am coz i usually man the last train.

but my team is great now.
i love em! except of course, they know who.
i have the bestest senior in Iqbal and Asmah.
i have the greatest guys in my team. :)

buttttt....
i have not met my boyfriend for a week.
and we're only meeting like, once or twice (max) a week.
it's annoying.

i wish i can spend more time with him like i used to last time.
haiz..
and the fact that, we don't have alone time pisses me off at times.

haiz. i miss those carefree times.



and never once did he ever let go.
ily..