frustrating

i miss my laptop.

today's the 3rd night without laptop.
thanks eh bb.
have to bear another 3 more days without laptop.
graaaaaaah.

let's just keep myself busy these few days.

tmr work.
sunday to Huda's sister's wedding.
monday work.

AND TUESDAY!
den get to meet bb.
and my lappy!!!

Tuesday is also ENDANG's 2nd BIRTHDAY!
wow it feels so long.

WHAT THE HELL LAAHHHH.
channel 5 aired Ghost Whisperer's 2 episodes separately.
so i only watched the first one and i didnt watch the 2nd one
tau2 jer melinda and jim remarried.

whatthehellll...

GRR!!

imy

i miss you so much..

i'm sorry for always getting pissed at you.
i'm sorry for always picking on the slightest things.

and now i know why you wanted that Doy song so bad.

Doy by Kangenband

Sejenak ku terdiam dan membisu
Membuatku lelah dan tanpa arah
Coba mengertilah coba pahamilah
Arti cinta sesungguhnya

Dan letakkan hatimu disini
Ku berjanji kau tak 'kan kusakiti
Sejuk sepi sedang nampak hanya bintang
Hanya kaulah yang ku sayang

Ku latih kau terbang diatas awan
Agar kau tegar dan tak terkalahkan
Jadilah jagoan seperti yang ku inginkan
Agar dapat ku banggakan

Namun sikapmu kini telah berubah
Membuatku resah dan serba salah
Kau berdiam diri membuat nadiku berhenti
Katakanlah hei kekasih

Reff:

Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan
Apa yang kau inginkan telah aku lakukan
Coba kau pikirkan coba kau renungkan
Tanya bintang-bintang hanya kaulah yang ku sayang
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan
Apa yang kau butuhkan telah aku berikan
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan


the lyrics suits you to me baby.

i miss you like heck lah

the week.

yes yes,
i havent been home recently, i know.
i just feel like getting out of home the whole time.
nyehhs.

lemme see, what have i been doing?

last saturday,
after work, went to HBF branch for meeting.
then to Gathering cum Pit at ECP with the other part-timers.
me and bb were chefs for the night.
haha.






so then then on the sunday morning,
left ecp around 6.30 am and me and bb went out a while,
he sent me home at around 11, and i slept all the way till 7.45pm.

tuesday morning,
went to Sue's house for makeover.
yeah its kinda whitish uh.
howells.. practice mah.







den finish work at 5,
wanted to go home then forgot my house keys.
went to meet cuzzy at Shaw Towers,
and then met Linda at Suntec and lepak-ed at Esplanade.





wednesday, woke up at 11 plus.
and i had no intention of going out at all,
eventhough mum asked if i wanna go bugis with her.
malas nak mampos.
and i lazed around the whole day with my laptop.
until later at night the whole fam went out to Bugis.
and funnily enuff,
we went to eat at As-Shalihiin at Hougang,
near bb's place.

haha. and he came down with his friends,
it was awkward sia. haha.

today!
finished work at 4pm,
and met this missy!




YATI! (sorry tu gambar lama)
apparently my boyfriend (her cousin) didnt wanna come along,
so we dated today. :)

and we watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!!



it's a must watch i tell yoooo.
it's friggin funny from start till end.
ketawe cam nak giler.

hehehh.
goshhh. my boyfriend's out fishing.
how boring is that?



but i still love you. :)

and that's all for today.

temperaments.

as usual,
dian will always be unappreciative and always merajok with bb,
when bb is never at fault.

bb has done all the things that her exes have never done for her.

He sends her home all the time, even when he stays Hougang and she stays in Jurong.
He pays for almost everything.
He takes her out to a lot of places, Sentosa, Zoo, Night Safari, blah blah blah..

and yesterday,
he came down to her pit organised by her colleagues.
and he came and went straight to cook the food with her.
and he made friends with her colleagues too.

plus because she doesnt wanna go back so early in the morning,
he accompanied her.
took cab to Hougang, and he brought her to a special place.

and in that special place,
she had to spoil it.
she had to throw tantrums.
:(

and all he did was to keep quiet.
even after asking why,
he said it was nothing, nothing and nothing.
and said, "i dun wanna argue with you k baby.."

he had to do that..
to make her realise..

and she did.

bb,
i wont forget what you said to me.
you'll never let me go.

and i never want you to let me go. :(
i love you.

money issues.

how to get rich quick?
any ideas?

so many things to pay.
it's freaking irritating.
being a working adult is so stressful.

i have delayed my driving license for 2 months already.
gosh.
bile nak apply PDL?
bile nak amek FTL?
bile nak buat FTP?
bile nak amek FTT?!

BILE NAK AMEK PRACTICAL?
BILE NAK PASS??!!

dah lah.
i dun wanna think about it anymore.
i just have to wait for next month.
everything else can wait.

i just need to resume taking my license.
or, i can just ikat perot for it this month,
like not eat every single day

yes, i can do it.
i just have to keep telling myself that i just have to survive this month.
next month will be better. fingers crossed

yes, hopefully it will

movie mania.

We Watched!



went double dating with Yati and fiance, me and bb.
i loike. =)

Angels and Demons was okay arh.
I still kinda prefer National Treasure.

I wanna watch the ever so gorgeous Chris Pine in Star Trek.
he's daaamn hot.
started to notice him when he acted in Princess Diaries 2 as Lord Nicholas Deveraux.



den i saw him in Just My Luck, together with my fav Lindsay Lohan.



and now, he's in Star Trek, and i havent watch it yet!



and i reaaally wanna watch him.
:(

shop.baddreams.bfbf.

ohhhh I just Love ANGSANA and JUSCO BUKIT INDAH!
they make me shop like maaaaad. :)
and in two days.. i snapped these..

i shopped like heck laa.
especially at Angsana where they sell A LOT OF STREETWEAR!
but apparently, i only changed S$100. so okay la, got $235 to spend.
and at the end of the day, only left 5 sen. hahh

heh, and i have an engagement ring!
ahahaha.
k bedek.
kayaa nah laa bb nak belikan 14 diamonds kat cincin.
huhhuuu.

and thats it for the jb part.



enough about that,

this morning, i felt different.
my heart was beating fast when my alarm clock rang.
and when i was on my way to work,
i thought about the dream i had.
and it gave me shudders.

i dreamt of abang arman.
it was weirdly scary.
not scary in ghostly way.
but it just spooked me somehow.

he's like this distant memory.

anywaaaay,
i took this quiz on FB.
and i love the answer.

Dian just took the "What kind of boy should you be with?" quiz and the result is:
Bestfriend Boy.

You need a bestfriend boy. It sounds very boring, but it's really not. This could turn into the most passionate relationship ever! You need someone that is just fun to be around, without all the mushy gushy stuff all the time. You want to be able to be yourself around a guy, and just hangout like you do with your friends. You also probably value being able to have a conversation that has to do with more than how much you "miss" or "love" eachother. If you have a bestfriend that's a guy, don't be afraid to DATE HIM! He could turn out to be the perfect guy for you. And if you don't have a guy bestfriend already, then find one! If you meet a guy you might be interested in, see if you can just be friends before you climb into the relationship.

he said to me,
"b, i'm not just a boyfriend. i'm also your bestfriend.."


exactly the man i've been looking for
iloveyou

grr.

usually in a relationship,
i don't really get jealous much.
except, there will always be one girl,
whom i'll be overly pissed off with.
and of course, yes, jealous.

it's just..
scared is the word.
i don't know.

i shouldnt think too much.

grrr.

such as.. travelling.

i want this can?



Nikon DSLR D5000.

after i buy that,
i wanna go travel to the different beaches of different countries.


Dungeness Spit


Maldives


Bali


Thailand

but then again,
dream on Dian.
wait till you get married then you can travel on your own.

for now, doubt Mr Rusli will allow me to go travelling on my own.
he's even scared to let me off on my own at nights during pits or chalets,
he won't think twice of letting me travel on my own.

boring.

i'm just so sick of going to malaysia.
and telok bakau of course.

i wanna explore new places.
see new things.

"wait" he says.
yeah, for how long more?
i've never been on a plane before.
Shafiq and Wawan has.
sucky uh

haiz.. what a bummer!

Zoo.NightSafari.MeetUps.

myboyfriend was so sweet. :)

he brought me to Zoo, and then to Night Safari yesterday.
so okay lah, jakonism striked,
since it's been sucha long time since i last went to the zoo.

this baby caught my attention.



the white tiger.
it was so pretty.

and dis one did too.



pantat dier sek lah siol.
hahaha.

and the rest..









the snakes were fascinating, i tell you.
pretty!










and then we went to the kidzworld or something to eat at KFC.
and they had dis very unique chair.



and so after KFC,
boyfriend bought Ben & Jerry's.
and it was the same one that we had on our first date.
:)



this was the one we had on first date at the Sentosa:


so anywayyy..

of course, we saw some awesome animals.
(i'm getting lazy of uploading the pics, can view at my multiply k..)

but the last animal i caught in the zoo, were the Orang Utans.
cute uh diorg.



and so after that, we went out.
sat down somewhere while waiting for Night Safari to open.




so when night safari opened,
it was freaaaaaking crowded.
saw some of the tour guides i know from sentosa.

and these are all the pics i managed to snap during the show and trip.
coz no flash photography allowed.






so that was yesterday.
thankyou bb! =)

and today, dengan suka hatinye,
i woke up at 2.45 pm.
tu pun, because the boyfriend called.
if not tak bangun pun i think.

talked, wash clothes, hang to dry.
and talked again..
till 4 plus, decided to go out to his place to meet.

so went there..
then had to go Bedok to help his aunt carry some stuff.
so met the aunt,
fun lady and very up to date.
still find it unbelievable that she has multiply and facebook.
mind you, she's 50plus-ish.

cool eh?

then back to his house, and yeaaaa.
met his parents.
talked a while as they were rushing to go to Penang.
talked about Cik Ani (bekas kekasih nye mama. lol)

den they went off.

then we went to eat.
forgot the name of the place, but they served nice food.
abeh 11pm to 1 am, they have discounts for prata.

50 cents for 1.
only for dine in ar.
cheap or waaad.




oh the fried thing is actually char kway sotong.

then took cab and home!
only to find out minutes after i took cab,
Yati came down with her tunang.

aiyoy. missed by a few minutes.

oh and, one more thing..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABAT!

Ahmad Zaki dah doposen!
dah takde -teen lagik kat age dier.
haha.

all the best in your life k babat.
may you find happiness and success in your life.
=)

till then. =)

good luck for your interview later bb.
iloveyousooomuch.