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as i was bored, i did these. :)



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trapped

i feel more trapped that i already am.
would you please help me?

turmoil

i guess today did hurt me quite badly.

i just don't know what to say anymore.
because if i say something, it will definitely be out of hurt and anger,
with a dash of sarcasm.

that's why i prefer to keep quiet.
coz i don't want to stir up more trouble.

but either way,
it will still lead to dissatisfaction.

and i always wonder if it's my fault.
because it always seems like it is.
and i always feel, like i never do anything right.
keep making the same mistakes.

i've so many things to type.
but the more i type, the sadder i become.

if thats what you want, that that is what i shall give

feeling.. Exasperated

down is not the exact word that i'd use to explain the mood that i'm in.
i dont know how to explain the feeling right.

The feeling is always triggered by some kind of drop in the already low self esteem.
Say, looking at some girl's profile on someone's account
and thinking that i'm not as pretty as her or as fashionable as her and whatnot.
it's annoying.
And the sudden outburst will just leave me feeling all helpless and low.
like i'm not good enough for him, i think.

Haiz.. I just never see myself as gd enough.
He may say that i am. But i never feel that i am.

I wanna cry, again.
And it feels worse when he's not ard to talk.
Life is sucky