18.Nov.2009

in the morning, i was having bad headache coz i didnt sleep too well,
so i msged Edwin and Sue that i won't be going to work.
and 3 hours later, i woke up and had diarrhoea.
3 times to the toilet!
so took panadol.

after my third time to the loo,
i received a missed call and a msg.
and it was from bb.
what was surprising was, he called from home.

and it turned out that he didnt go to school!
what a coincidence,
that i didnt go to work, and he to school.

so we met up at Bugis..
and yeh, watched 2012.



it turned out that it wasnt so bad after all.
although, being hollywood's science-fiction movie,
it was a little illogical.
but the graphics were nice.

nevertheless, it was a rather LONG movie.
and Film Garde at Iluma was not bad also.

so after the movie, had dinner at Banquet.
and babylove here, decided that we should go Turkish.
so after a heavy dinner at Banquet,
we went to Arab Street for Turkish Supper.

and not forgetting Sheesha as well.
it was at Sufi Turkish Restaurant.





















so basically we just had:
1 lemonade 1 iced apple tea,
1 baked rice pudding
1 classic Turkish coffee
1 hot apple tea
1 cocktail sheesha

and it all cost about $32.
quite okay i guess.
the next time i go to any Turkish restaurant,
i am so ordering the coffee above anything else.

and so, that was for today.
tata for now.

moments.

Lyrics | Atomic Kitten - Cradle lyrics

i have a habit of doing my revision and listening to songs.
but this time round, i was going through songs from the 90s and early 2000s.
it reminded me of primary and secondary school days.
more towards the latter, when i was still listening to perfect 10.

it started with boybands.
BSB
'N SYNC
98 DEGREES
A1
WESTLIFE
O-TOWN
ANOTHER LEVEL
PLUS ONE
BLUE
LFO
SAVAGE GARDEN
BOYZONE
BBMAK
5iVE

and then it landed to
MARIAH CAREY
LEANN RIMES
THE CORRS

and to
DESTINY'S CHILD
TLC
SPICE GIRLS

and now ATOMIC KITTEN.

especially at this hour, with that song..
totally reminding me about bblove.
and reminded me of one more song.

Lyrics | O-Town lyrics - Baby I Would lyrics

i havent exactly been the most wonderful girlfriend,
but i am certainly trying my best.

i will always want you to do your best,
and i'm proud of your achievements,
though i never really say it.

its scary what ibu and ayah wants out of us,
but it's kinda nice to think of it :)
although, it's not the right time yet.

i love you baby.
happy 8th monthsary hunny :)

today and yesterday.

so for the 2nd time, i'll be helping his mom with the catering.

i don't know what i'm so nervous about, honestly.
i've met the mom and dad, like, gazillion times,
and i'm still scared.

ahh maybe it's not the parents, maybe i'm just scared of making a fool out of myself.

whatever it is, i'll just remain quiet today.
just to play safe. haha.. seram lah can.

ohh, and yayan's mama called me ytd.
just to ask where yayan is.
and i was like, i don't know sey.
coz she thought i was involved with today's comp,
so maybe yayan was at training with me.
but i said i was gonna help hafiz's mom with the wedding catering things.

and she was like,
"wah dah confirm nampak?"

wahaha.. cute lah cik ani.

i miss her though. :)

ily

and those words don't lie..

i love you.

running away

Running Away by Midnight Hour

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright if there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

URGH.

i wish i can just disappear sometimes.
just vanish so that i won't feel hurt anymore.

urgh. let's do this all over again.
denying. pretending that i'm fine.
pretending that it's not bothering me one bit.
so that i can move on and do my revision for exams.




but then again, what's the point of lying to myself?
haiz..

Kental Ah Lu Mat!

KENTAL AH LU MAT WAS OSSOM!!
kudos RPMCG!

peektures again. :)






the end.

emotional bouts.

I feel so not me.
Like, i feel like an angry person.
Everything doesn't seem right to me.
I'm mad about almost everything.

you know the thing about this blog?

it doesn't depict my innermost thoughts anymore.
it doesn't make me vomit out my words anymore.

I've read and re-read my blog countless times,
and i ended up crying more than i could think about what to write.

damn.

love.

i'm still smiling like a budak tongong.
:)

so yes, sunday was the usuals jalanraya.
and i had funnn. :)

i'll spare the details and let the pictures do the talking.

me and hayyan
at my place with bblove.
at sabrina's.
hakim and feza
yana and qaira
hanizah and zalee
aein and sharun
syafiiq and radiah
sabrina and hannan.

and we even had a proposal for it,
which was hilarious, made by feza.

Supervising: Nur Liyana Bte Sardali aka Yapanok

Advisor: Saaaaafiq + Diyen Nak Fengsan Selalu

RSM (Raya Sergeant-Major): Fezah Nganga

Duty Medics: Hakim Kimmi Sleepy Co-Pilot + Hafiz Who lives in a Fishbowl
( Pandai2 carik plaster sendiri yaw' )

Tukang Amek Attendance: Zalee Yang Bakar Kuih @ 1am

Uniform Sensei: Sabrina Cherryade

Photo Commander In Chief: Saaaaafiq Tak tahu tapi Tuhan Tahu

Photo Commander On Recall Duty: Radiah Tickle-Me-Kenchit-With-A-Pen

Timekeeper aka tukang pekik-pekik: Qairawaneeeee + Diyen Nak Fengsan Selalu

Entertainment ICs: Nyza Makmekmok + Sharun Nizammm Bearbear

Tailong: Nur Liyana Bte Sardali aka Yapanok

Transport OIC: Sri Bunga Melati Aein + Hannan Slope Keep Away

Our Vision & Mission : the West to the East

superfunnayyy.
the pictures are all in facebook,
and its kinda laggy to download.
so just go to facebook and see k. :)

and, on monday..
bb didnt go to school, and we ended up going to birdpark instead. :)














and i have never really noticed,
that MY boyfriend has a freaking HOTTT BOD!
really.. he's got that V-shaped hotbod. *caircaircair...*

oh and i soooo wanna smile kambing when he said..

him: did i tell you that you look beautiful today?
me: nope
him: well, you look beautiful today

and i'm still smiling now. :)

and maybe we just had the manjerest ever phone conversation today. :)
i loike very much. =)

ilysm. muacks.

happenings.

it's been such a while since i posted something which updates about my life.

life has been such haywire.
such.. roller coaster, if i must say.

there were downs and ups, fun times, sad times.
and i'm just trying to go through it all with great patience.

school has been hectic.
4 projects. 2 projects down, oral presentation tmr, 1 more in 2 wks.
exams in a month.

i miss blogging.
but i just dont know what to write in here anymore.
times are different now.
i really want this diploma.
i'm really doing my best.

i've got great friends, classmates and lecturers.
i've got an understanding boyfriend.
i've got really good csm (suriati) and acsm (edwin) who understands my school times.
i've got supportive parents.

i just need this very bad.

everything else can wait i guess.

i miss the usuals so much.
i miss yana being in jurong.
i just miss the old times.

i havent meet the boyfriend for 2 weeks now.
i miss him daaaamn much.
haiz.. just can't wait for this sunday.
where i get to meet both the usuals and the boyfriend. :)


iloveyoufartoomuchtoletyougo.

Somebody is very proud of you.
Somebody is thinking of you.
Somebody is caring about you.
Somebody misses you.
Somebody wants to talk to you.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
Somebody wants to hold your hand.
Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
Somebody wants you to be happy.
Somebody wants you to find her.
Somebody is celebrating your successes.
Somebody wants to give you a gift.
Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot.
Somebody wants to hug you.
Somebody loves you.
Somebody admires your strength.
Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
Somebody thinks the world of you.
Somebody wants to protect you.
Somebody would do anything for you.

and that somebody.. is me.

tense times

maybe things are not as easy as they seem to be.
things cannot just be put it as simply.

or am i just making things difficult for myself?
i just don't know anymore.

make her the person who she was..
coz she has definitely lost herself.
and she wonder of her importance..
coz she doesnt know what is right or wrong anymore..
thus.. she keeps denying.