randoms

WOOOHOOO!
Tmr JURONG WARRIORS are gonna have dinner at SAKURA!

I'm like friggin excited coz i've never been to Sakura before.
hehh. FOOOD OH FOOOOD!

update on life?

hrm. nothing much i guess.
just happy that i've made new friends.
and old friends are very much loved.

i was soo friggin happy during the comp day..
coz i saw:

- WANTIN.
- AKY
- HAZWAN
- FAZLIANA
- the CDM guys

dan selain2 nyer.
but didnt manage to talk to many coz the place was friggin crowded.

BABAT! AKU MISS MU!!
haha.. sayang uh tak dapat bebual ngan kau kat comp.
lama tak jumpe kau.

i found this while in Friendster.



siol peh babat.
dah mcm poch siar.

okay den.
that's all i guess.

the tale of 2 cousins

on one fine monday evening, 2 cousins went to bugis to search for shoes.
they couldnt find any and they ended up eating at Swensens.
and of course, the little cousin was..
HAPPY!



the older cousin was, like..
OH IS IT?



And so the little cousin, ordered a MEGA BURGER.
and the older cousin, ordered FISH IN A JACKET.

while waiting for their food to come,
they decided to challenge on who has got the bigger nose.





and the winner waaaas:



nah kidding.
they were just waiting anxiously for their food.

the older cousin:


"haiz, what to do.. very slow lah. we shall just wait patiently for the food to come"

the younger cousin:


*looks at the other table*
"oooooooooooooh! she got candles on her cake!"

after a while. dis happened.



haha. but when the food came..











the mega burger was awesome. the last bite was excruciating.





and when the ice cream came, the 2 cousins were like..

AZOOOKANEHHHH!





and so that was the end of the day.
and the 2 cousins flew back home by Air Asia.



the end. =)

comp

comp is finally over. =)
bittersweet feelings lah.
happy that its over,
kinda disappointed that we lost - again,
coz i really felt that this time round,
we were super good.

but then again, luck wasnt on our side.
maybe we were super good.
but theirs was super excellent.
=)





it's okay.
whatever it is, i still love Endang.

happy jugak dapat wash2 eyes. =)

workstuff

how contradicting..

this is the week where i'm supposed to get stressed over trainings,
but work is really keeping me on my feet.

"tell dian to please do more regular queues"

"tell dian that she's too comfortable at her seat"

"please change her seat coz chances are she'll call express numbers from where she's seating"

isn't it good that your exployer is comfortable at where she is?
i know, that he wants me to improve myself.
but then again,i'm just not ready for it yet.
haiz..

like what Wati says:
"pressure sial!"

so kids,
working life is not as easy as it looks.
when you're a student, the only people you have to please,
is probably your self, and your parents.

but work,
you have to please the people you're working with,
the people you're serving/handling,
and most importantly,
your bosses.

so, be thankful that you're students.

and i'm growing strands of white hair already..
not to mention the fact that i'm losing my voice.

Quizzes

Your Existing Situation
Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities.

Your Stress Sources
Has lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. Feels overtaxed and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground and still pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity. This subjects her to intolerable pressure from which she wants to escape, but she cannot bring herself to make the necessary decision. As a result she remains firmly involved in the problem and can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it--he cannot leave it alone and feels she will only be at peace when she has reached her objective.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but is inclined to be emotionally withdrawn, which prevents her from becoming deeply involved.

Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to him.

Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective
Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence her point of view

Your Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants drives her to the exploitation of all types of experience, so that she may categorically deny that any of them has any value. This destructive denigration becomes her method of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense of futility.

Your Actual Problem #2
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. Her inability to enforce her will causes her to over-react in stubborn defiance and by assigning to others all the blame for her own failures.

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:(

it was a real nice movie.
romantic.
romantic enuff to go aww. but not awwwwwwwwwwwwwe.
okay, u must see the action ah.

me and cousie were laughing really hard in the theatre.
coz the comedy was more than the romance.

and i realise,
that i am scared of all this.
my imagination is wild.
i think a lot.
like cousie said,
dun think about problems which u dont have

yes, i realise.. i dun have problems
i just create em to trouble myself.
it just feels weird lah.

it's been different these nights.
when you're so used to doing things,
and suddenly, when you don't do it anymore,
you feel like something's missing.

but of course it's not.
it's just right in front of you.
it's a matter of you, wanting to approach it or not.

but for a person like me,
who has lost touch of these things,
i tend to just let go.
coz thats the easy way out.
and hurt, is just another usual phase.
i don't fight for my side of love,
which, is very sad.

i don't know what i'm feeling anymore.

and i wanna love you...

sappy.

so yay!
i've changed my blogskin after eons. =)
it's not really that nice,
but it will do.

the first two days of the week were hectic.
monday had basic theory lesson from 12.20 to 2pm.
and then training at 3 all the way to 8.30pm.
tuesday was bad too.
basic theory lesson 1.02 from 12.20 to 2pm.
basic theory practice from 2.10 to 2.55pm.
den training at 4 to 8.30pm.

and i thought today i could do some resting at home.
but, too bad.
got call to work.

i've been kinda happy these few days.
well, generally.. when someone's there for you,
you'd feel happy.
and you can't wait to contact the person again.
and you wish the night wouldnt end.

you just keep making me smile non stop.
thankyou,love.
i'll miss you when you're gone.

i'm just scared.

baby

Meet..

NURUL BATRISHA.











and she's my new cousin. =)

i sooo need to change my blogskin.
it's so amateur-ish.
and not to mention i'm helping with ceedeeEmm's blogskin too.
howells, it's good in a way,
so that i don't lose touch with my nerdy IT side.
ahaha.

and i wonder,
how come my creativity always show itself on Endang's blog.
and not my own blog.
frustrating siar.

okay,
let's see the new cousin!
will post soon.

disturbances.

things have been rather haywire these days.
no, not for me, at least.

sometimes, it's not rewarding to show your bravery.
especially at things, which you cannot see.
to challenge, is something which is out of the mind.

i pity him,
having to go through all those stuff.
i pity dad,
for having to be there with him at those times.
considering the fact that he's a total stranger to me,
well, maybe not a total stranger,
just someone i know.
and he is dad's colleague.

no doubt,
when i heard about it,
it scared the shit out of me.
it still does.
but my only question is,
why did he choose dad?

pity..
he had to accompany him for the past few nights.
pity..
his soul which is not in peace.
the fact that he is destined to be a loon no sooner than now.
may God be with you.
Amin.

shop.

today is payday!
and after work, went to JP to shop with the fam.


Aken's


Wawan's


Mine!!!

suddenly have the fetish for shoes.

and i bought these lah seh.



well, if you're wondering why..



it's pretty! hahaha..
and it's limited edition TEFAL. =)

so anyways, was going to the toilet when i saw Reza.
the guy whom i haven't heard from for maybe a year.
maybe because it's due to my own fault.

wanted to call out for him.
but then, we were quite far away from each other.
and he was with his friend.
hastened up to see if i can catch up with him
coz i really missed him
but there were so many obstacles in front of me.

forget it.
things are just not meant to be i guess.
ok i'm done.
=)

funny vids

KEKEK SIOTS!!!

field day. =)

marina barrage was effing cool.
went there with A and B. haha.. Ain and Bas.
it was really2 nice.





of course, when we reached marina bay,
it was actually raining heavily.
but heck. =)



and the rest...























and after that, we went off.
to Marina at KEPPEL BAY!

okay that was it. =)

I WANNA GO MARINA BARRAGE AGAIN! =)