loving you.

"how much do you love me?"

i love you a lot.
i love you so much.
i love you too much.
i love you so much more than i love myself.

i don't even know where to start.

you've been very patiently tolerating me.
you've been my upmost motivator.
you've been my guidance.
you've been my happiness.

gosh baby, i love you so much that i'm tearing doing this.
i'm going to do whatever it takes to make this work for us.
coz i really want you to be the last.

you may piss the hell out of me.
and then i'll irritate you like no tmr.
we argue.
we debate.
we get angry at each other.

but that's the best part about it.
i don't want someone better.
i just want you.
you.you.you.

and at the end of the day,
i still love you the same baby.



iloveyousomuchbaby.



i've dreamed of someone like you my whole life.
mytreasure.mysoul.
ily.

rindu atieeee

gua rindu sama ini budak banyak2.



Nurul Atikah Bte Sari!!
Aku rindu kau giler babi. :)
hehhehh.

please get better soon okay.
:)

love ya gf!

stubbornly sweet.

my boyfriend is sweet, even though he's stubborn.
ahaha.

we went to AMK Hub,
went to meet Nana,
and then to X-Zone.

and you know this machine,
the X-Scoop, where you scoop all the sweets?
yeah that one.
he changed $10 first.
okay nevermind.
he changed another $10.

$20 for sweets can you imagine how pissed i was?
waste of money!

den, i thought he'd stop at $20.
nooo, he didnot.
he went to change another $10.

i was so pissed.

den, this uncle came, and lighten the situation.
made him get lots of sweets, and trigger the checker thingy,

and, HE HIT JACKPOT!
:)

and i got this.



it's an Elvis Stitch. :)
and not forgetting the sweets.




and it all cost around $38?
yeah i guess.
haiz.. bb.. bb.
the things you do sometimes..
haha.

so after that, we went to Little India.
coz i soo badly want to eat Nasi Briyani Masala Chicken.
and i got it!



and then, haha.
aku gatal.
went for eyebrow threading for the first time!
and i kinda like my eyebrow. :)

after that, walked around, and then home.

at home:






and that's the end of today. :)
thankyoubaby.
iloveyou.

love.

have you ever had that kinda feeling,
where you miss your special one so much,
but its funny,
he's right there just beside you..

you've spent your whole day with him,
and you go back home,
you still miss him so bloody much.

i'm feeling it now,
and it's a damn weird feeling.

iloveyousomuchbaby.

a week's in.

this week, was kinda slacky.
so i was out the whole time.

monday - training.
tuesday - training + jb

training pics:






wednesday - out with cousie







monday tuesday wednesday off ehh.

thursday back to work.
then, went to send bro off to Swissotel for some AYG thing.

friday work, finished at 5.
met bb and yaty at Heartland Mall.
shop2 and bought this freaking nice dress with yaty,



it's a halter neck uh.

after that, yaty went home while waiting for her fiance Akie,
and me and bb waited at his void deck.
yaty came and then we went to ECP to have supper.

we had seafood!
and these 2 were nice laaa.




chilli chut chut dier was soooo pedas.
i likeee~

but it was a bit weird coz Yaty and Akie were dressed up,
and me and bb were so kopet.
both of us in shorts and tee.
and muka ngantok.
haha.




and then they sent me home.
reached home close to 1 am.

i was late for work today.
hahaha.

after work, met bb again.
he's finally going back to training after so long,
so i accompanied.

the moment he popped his head in the room,
they were screaming at him laa..

"ehhh taaaaaaaam!"

haha
it was so funny, den he got beaten up.
lol.

so watched them train, from 5 plus to 6 plus.
it wasnt that awkward since i knew yassar, and jamal.
then nearing 7, went out for a puff,
hahaha, and bb and boy decided to buy durian.

2 of it.

and in the end, only me bb yassar and boy ate the durian.
the best part was where we ate it.
at the side of the road in front of the cc.
haha. and stop calling me Nini laaa!

then had fun while they jam dondang stuff.
zapin, joget sume kluar.
best~!

den had to go off coz the fam was waiting.
so bb sent me down, met the fam.
and funnier..

bb said to Dad, coz he wanna salam..

"pakcik.."

Dad, was doing something, didnt notice he was there..
Dad said,

"kunci kat depan.."

hahaha.
kelakar.

den we went off to buy food at Changi.
and to eat.





and here i am.
gosh.. what a day.

tmr, still need to go out for cousin's birthday.
gosssssh.
penat siol.

tsktsk.

iloveyoubaby.

boreddd

bb's away to malacca for 5 days.
baaaah.

2 meanings:
early nights.
lonely nights.

haiz..

girlfriends! let's go out!
ahaha

think uh.

i dunno what you're trying to prove when you said that.

it's not that we wanna jaga your tepi kain,
but it's because we're older, we know.

i may not be close to you,
and whatever your business is,
i don't fucking care.

but what i fucking care,
is that you're being fucking rude.

just what the heck are you trying to prove?
that you're smarter?
is it?
and smart people can be rude to people who are less smarter?

bodoh. is it?
can't you just say nicely that it's a virus?
now, what is your problem?

see, the person you said that to, was ur UNCLE.
UNCLE is blood related.
UNCLE is relative.
UNCLE is family.

so much for being family huh.

stuff.

too many things happening.
whirldwind.
will update again if i feel like it.

anw, pics from 3rd monthsary.









hmm, and i suddenly miss him so much.

anw, i'll just do this survey thing that cuzzie tagged me to do.

1: Besides Your Lips,Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kiss?
~ no particular favourite.. i love em all. :)

2: How Do You Feel When You Wake Up This Morning?
~ horrible. coz i still felt sleepy and tired.

3: Who Was The Last Person You Took Photo With?
~ kak diana.

4: Would You Consider Youself To Be Spoiled?
~ ahh. i would think so.

.5: Would You Ever Donate Blood?
~ nah, i'm not allowed to even if i wanted to.

6: Have You Had A Bestfriend Who Was The Opposite Sex?
~ yeaah. quite a lot actually.

7: Do You Want Someone Dead?
~ nono. death is not a solution.

8: What Does Your Last Msg Says?
~ too long ah.

9: What Are You Thinking Right Now?
~ what is he doing now?

10: Do You Wish Someone To Be With You Right Now?
~ of course.

11: What Is The Tyme You Went To Bed Last Night?
~ 4 am.

12: Where Did You Buy The T-Shirt You Are Wearing Now?
~ got it free from RP

13: Is Someone On Your Mind?
~ YES.

14: Who Was The Last Person Who Texted You?
~ bblove.

15: Tag 8 Random People To Do This Survey.
~ jay
~ atie
~ fadzlee
~ shafiq
~ aky
~ linda
~ jujul
~ naj

16: Who Is No.2 Having Relationship With?
~ hahaha. she's with abang adiii. lol.

17: Is No.3 A Male Or Female?
~ male lah. but i'd like to think him as a shemale. wakakaka. peace!

18: Is No.4 Single?
~ hmm. i dont think so

19: Say Something About No.1.
~ diam diam lepu! hahaha. but one of my favourite girls around.. :)

20: Describe No.8.
~ haha KARUT ENDANG!

okay dats it. :)

his birthday

IT'S HIS BIRTHDAY TODAY!
and he turns 23!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB!

since green is his favourite colour,
den i shall do this post in green.

So today,
we went to Jurong Bird Park.
it was fun but extremely exhausting and friggin hot.

so on the way in the bus,
he opened up his prezzies.
haha, my presents were a bit lame for him.
okay maybe just one.

i bought a Lamboughini remote control toy car for him.
and a fox bob-marley-ish tshirt.
see the reaction.



hahaha.
and then reached there so the penguins first.
and off we went.






after that to this South East Asian Birds.




then to African smt smt,
where there's this waterfall thing,
pretty~







oh and then he tried feeding the birds.



so then watched the Bird Show,
then the Fuji Hawk Walk show, which i really liked,
haha, coz the trainer were cute. lol.
so while waiting for the show to start...



and i thought after that show,
we could go home already but noooo,
birthday boy still wanted to go around some more.

and off we went to this Lory Loft,
which i liked a lot throughout the whole trip.







and then, still went around..




and the last bit..



and we're done with Bird Park!



so had a quick bite at Mac,
and he was off to Bedok for work.

and that's for today.

ily bb.
xoxo