I feel bad coz i blew up at him again yesterday. My emotional bouts are coming back again but it should be no excuse for me to vent it on him.
It's already good enuff that he's going out with me and spending time with me but what else do i expect of him? He gives me so much attention and pampers me more than any of the ex. But why the heck am i being selfish? Thinking of only myself, as always, and not think about what he feels. He's always the one who's always giving in when i sulk or when i blow up. And still, that didnt seem as enough for me.
i just don't know why i reacted that way.
siggh.
i'm going back to school. not quiting. that should be good i guess, and i hope, this time, i'll focus on school instead of anything else which i shouldnt actually be focusing on. i've left my Endangs in good hands, so now i know i shouldnt worry or stress myself so much. just that i have to take care of Endang at ATP.
Ouhhh geee Mac is gonna close in 20 mins.
okok.. i love my boyfriend many2.
cinta itu boleh diumpamakan macam makan sambal belacan.
walau pedas hingga mengalir air mata tapi dimakan juaa..
laalalalaaa~
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