suckyy

i'm feeling so sucky tonight.

maybe it's because i overheard that conversation. .

Forget it. And so, the post on my past and belated birthday. Pardon me.


2nd December, my parents bought me a new phone. yeh, nokia 6300 (same as his. huhu, didnt ask for that to happen.) and, Weiling, my workmate bought me one of my favourite perfume, Silky Girl Loving You. And, so, went to JB, and got myself a Thai Massage, something which i needed badly. It wasnt as great as Sunway's but it was good of course. Thai massages are always good.

Anyway, thanks for the birthday wishes, by sms, by tagboard, by face and by friendster.

Oh, and, huhu.. rangers. i meant, there was this time that i was hung out with them when at work, me, Hazri, Khai and Mansor. Khekhe, then, the following week, saw Hazri and Khai and they tegured me. And, Hazri, knowing what happend to me, asked if i was okay.

And then at work, on Sunday...

I was stationed at Harbourfront, then, around 10.30 i saw Abang Rafi. Then saw Khai. He walked past then went to the bus. And then, in the bus, Khai did something. Heh. Cute lah seh. Then, during Dolphin last show, saw him again. Haha.. Geeeez.

i miss us so much. too much i'd say. i dunno how long i have to wait. i'm just scared that, either of us would move on, you know, and i'm scared that someone would take his heart away.

"yg baju kuning tu hansem!!"

haiz.. yelah. that's what pakcik yassin heard. baju kuning tu, ex aku lahhhh ok pompan. haiz. sampai bile lah aku kene tunggu? this so reminds me of that 4 months period. arghh. fuckk lah ok. fuck. big fuck. big FUCK. BIG FUCK.

DIAN FARINI, STOP BEING EMOTIONAL AND STOP BORING PEOPLE WITH THIS NEVER-ENDING TALE!!