clueless

and so, i'm here to blog again.

with effing loads of things in my mind, problems after problems not solved. we pretended like they were, but in our hearts, we know that it was never solved. and what to do, the scar, sort of remains there. in complete denial.

oh well, enough about that.

we've talked it out. and hopefully, yeah, well. hopefully things will get back to normal.

my life is in utter haywire. i need a full time job. but, yes, i need time too. i want more time, so i can do everything which i enjoy. oh brother!

lovewise, i've come to forget about him, well.. 80% i guess.. it's just come up to a conclusion that, if it happens, that it happens but i won't hope for it much coz it hurts a lot a lot.

but then again, someone made my heart race. haha. he was there all the while, for 3 years but i never notice him though he was right there in front of me. oh well, we'll see how it goes. my mummy approves of him. haha. =) we went out ytd, watched Sweeney Todd. He wanted to send me home. haha. that was one funny incident. aha..

oh well.. here i end. going back to my mundane world.