thoughts

rp network is being an effing bitch today.

can't log in to msn. e-buddy lah duh
LAG.
DAMN SLOW LAAAAHH.

it's been like a month to school and it's not getting any better.
hah. at least be thankful that its not really getting worse.

i was totally bored in class.
went anak-melayu-ing and alamak-ing.

and it bored me more.
dis guy was asking me this lame qn.

guy: dah brape lame single?
me: abt 6 months.
guy: tak carik?
me: malas.
guy: kalau i nak letak application form boleh?

what the fook. u just know me for ONE bloody day and u said that?

desperate i think.

had the usual talk with Jay.
maybe i'm just too picky.
takboleh ni, takboleh tu

maybe, just maybe, i want someone like him.
but, just a little more mature.

someone smart. who can always prove me wrong.
not mushy. definitely.
someone, who doesnt make me look down on them.

oh well.
when he comes, he comes.
i'm just too lazy to search.

but it does hurt to see couples here and there.

i don't know anymore.

being single is fun and everything.
maybe just.. the attention.

tsssk.

howells.. just stop dwelling and look forward to the future.

speaking of which.
i have a VERY VERY BUSY month of May and June.

whats new?