things.

i must admit.
i am not a strong person as i was.
i am not as motivated as i was.

i am a lot of things that i was not.
in a negative way.

at one point of time,
a person can just change.
instantly.

a person's views.
a person's thoughts.
a person's perception towards things.

trauma.
yes, pretty much change things.
sometimes, it makes you lose control of things,
lose control of yourself.

the fear is intense.

very much intense.