shitstuff

so many things have been happening the past few weeks.

it's not that i'm showing off that i'm happy,
and it's not that i'm forgetting my real self, now that i'm happy.
and it's not that i want to be kurang ajar..
whatever i said, is how i feel.
but if that's the way you want to react,
then i guess, there's no point for me to be around anymore,
if i cant tell you the truth.

and i'm not gonna be the one who's going to give in.
it just hurts too much this time round.

whatever makes you happy.
coz that's the only thing that i have, and always be hoping for you.

that aside.

february has been brutal.

barred from exams.
suck at exams.
losing.
hurting.

whatever la.
i seriously cannot be bothered anymore.