fucked up.

i am probably one of the last few who would complain about anyone/anybody/anything.
but seriously, this is pushing my patience to the limit.

firstly, we all know how bias things can be. *rolls eyes*
and that, makes people too blind to actually see the talent or ability or willingness to learn that the other person might have.
just because, you have someone who can do the work right, doesnt mean that other people can be shunned or not bothered.


secondly, issit-my-fault-that-i-cannot-come-for-selection-because-i'm-working issue?
okay fine. i'm not gonna be selected just because i cannot come on the selection day.
because i'm working.
korg nak bayarkan gaji aku keppa?
aku ni bukannye full time student cam korg.
aku keje kat a leading Singapore company.
fikir senang2 pe aku nak mintak off?

aku bukan part time tuition teacher ke, atau salesgirl tau.
bukan keje remeh temeh ni sume.
aku keje ade KPI. ade target.
target tak achieve, contract tak renew.

kalau contract aku tak di renew, ape korg bleh kasi aku keje gaji same pe?
fikir aku senang2 nak give up keje aku pasal hal ni?

so fine, if i'm not playing, i dont care.
but i'm not playing for any other positions.
thats final.

seriously, aku dah bosan.
ape gunanye kan aku ni senior tapi krg takde respect ke atau adab bile bebual dgn aku?
ape gunanye aku nie FOUNDER ENDANG tapi treated as one kan.

suke hati korang lah.
aku dah malas nak amek tau hal2 korang lagik.

plus, kalau org nak dtg, biar orang dtg dengan rela hati kerana die minat dan die boleh luangkan masa untuk berseni,
bukannye atas dasar terpakse atau diUGUT.

fikir2 uh sendiri.
kalau aku boleh unsubscribe to sms2 tu sume, dah lama dah aku unsubscribe.