sunset bay

whoooopee..

went to sentosa~! but not for work..

So, yesterday we met at Harbourfront.. Then, to Sentosa.. Hehh.. Went in free coz Uncle Naga was at the VAC.. hurhur.. Ok then took Blue line to Cable Car.. AKA Imbiah Lookout now.. Den we walked down to Merlion, then walked down to the Sentosa Flowers.. Nyahahaha..

MORE FLOWER PICS!
(sorry Shahidah.. HAHA..)

Haha.. Ouhhk.. Then we took walked back to VAC.. Took Yellow Line to Palawan Beach, den took the BEACH tram. Haha.. It was one of the worst rides i've ever had! Omgg.. The road was super bumpy!

So then went to Siloso Beach, sat in the middle of Sunset Bay and the Billabong Shop area.. Den just sat there and waited for the sunset uhh~ While waiting, haha.. we cam-whored.. Nyahhaha..

Then, we watched the sunset.. Gosh it was beautiful~ but my hp cam couldnt really capture the beauty uhh~

So stayed at Siloso Beach till 830.. Then saw Uncle Mohan den took a ride wif him.. And went to the Beach Station and took Abg Nazree's bus for the 2nd time that day.. HAHA.. Then in the bus, THIS Happend..

Hahaha.. Stepping Jay Chou.. HUAHUAHUA...

Okay well.. then went back ahh.. hurhur.. tiredd ahhh..

muuuuacccckkksss

``ChiCka LovEs Going t0 Sentosa to Slack
``ChiCka LovEs Going t0 Sentosa wif Mr Takuhiro
``ChiCKa LovEs Mr Takuhiro

MuCh LovE,
ChiCka

dun judge a book by its cover

yessss~!

i've finally changed my blogskin after 727318164136 years!!! HAHA...

It took me a freaking 3 hrs because i kept clicking on the clear edits.. which was NOT on purpose coz i wanted to preview it and den i accidentally clicked the clear edit.. Hurrr.. I did it 3 times okayy~ Luckily the 3rd time it was okay..

And aniway, the blogskin has got nothing to do wif my relationship.. We're still together.. 3 wks already.. And i just met him last Friday after 2 wks.. Yeahh~ But i dun think we're gonna have a Valentines Day date.. Coz he's wrking on that day.. Howells, we can always go on a date a day before or the day after.. But then, the thing is, on V-Day, it will be our 1 month together.. Geee.. Sigh.. It's okay lahh..

Actually i got loadsa things to tell.. Haha.. That time.. when i was out wif Mr Takuhiro, Ayul msged me.. He asked me if i was working on Sunday.. Then i said yeah.. and i asked him why.. He said his girl works at Sentosa too, at the Sentosa flowers.. And i was like, hmm.. Okay.. And he told me to make friends wif her.. Sheesh.. For waddd seyyy~

So, then... Today, coz it was the last day of the Sentosa Flowers, I decided to go there again and see the flowers for the last time.. Ouhh ya.. Did i mention i love daisies?? Hahaha.. SO aniway, reached Sentosa at 11.. I start work at 1.. So I had ample time to go around..

So i tot, wad the heck.. I was in the area, might as well i have a chat wif either Manje or Ceety.. Ceety is Ayul's girl btw.. But then it turned out, that neither one was working.. I saw Dee V'lock again though.. Hurhur.. Okk.. Anw, i took loadsa pics ahh.. Nyahahaha...

Today work was fucked up.. Dun wanna talk abt it... STUPID LAZYASS SUPERVISOR. Fed UP SIAKKKK~ So ANIWAYS.. I was at the VDC uhh.. Then, I SAW MY EX. GAWDD.. His name is Lutfi.. K lah.. I was kinda shock to see him there.. Well, another thing was that i bastard-ed him.. Hurhur... Sorry lah.. He was the first guy i went on a relationship after i broke up wif Ayul.. Tt time i was a bitch.. hurhur..

well.. tts all uhh~ its like 350 am.. I've a feeling i wont go to school today.. GAWDDD~!

*mr takuhiro, i hope u noe how deeply i am in love wif u and i really hope that we can spend more time wif each other.. i really miss u from the bottom of my heart.*

exhaustion and crappy days

fuck fuck.

today has been a crappy day.

okayy.. so wait.. yesterday i finished work at 945 pm.. took Abg Jo's bus along wif the other marshalls, Uncle Zul and Chua.. Hurhur.. Kecoh sakk in the bus.. Coz Abang didnt stop at VDC coz he's shift ended already.. So, they tumpang him back uhh~ But then, otw out to Harbourfront, I suggested we go drink ahh at Harboufront.. So, 12 of us went to Harbourfront and drank ahh.. Kopis and Tehs lahh not Heinekens or Tigers. Hahaha..

So, me, Zuraidah, Abang, Uncle and Cik Bahrudin sat at one table, den the Indian Clan (huahuahua...) sat at the other table wif Chua.. We made so much noise sehh.. And dey had all sorts of name for me that day.. They call me Bunga now. Which means flower ahh coz of the flower rubber band i wore that day and for the whole CNY, i've been holding the loudhaler.. So Zuraidah said i was selling flowers. AND, They call me the Sentosa Girl.

Thanks ahh ehh.

List of Names that Sentosa Marshalls have been calling me.
Dian.
ChiCka
ACG
AC
Step
Bunga
Flower
Sentosa Girl

Wahhhh Piangggg~!!

But i love each and everyone of my marshal family~! hahakz.

MY Marshall Family.
Uncle Zul. (My real uncle laaa..)
Abang Joe (Woodlands Transport Driver)
Chua (God Mother of The Marshall Family)
Zuraidah
Muthu
Vicky
Thevan
Pandian
Zaheerah
Hazmi
ADIKKKKK~! (Okayy lahh.. His real name is Yusuf.. Haha..)
Magesh

I think that should be all. These are the few who are close to me ahh~ The rest are not so close uhh~ Okk.. SO PICS!!

B4 gg to work.. Hahakz.. Putting contact lens made me cry.. aha..

HAHA. FUCK SIA THAT FACE.

Okk.. Den.. After they left, i waited for my mum and my aunts.. Den we went to eat at Tanjong Pagar Railway.. Den while eating, 4 Sentosa Bus Drivers came.. Cik Yusri, Cik Yahya, Cik Miswan and Abg Nazree..

Then ok, reached home at 1130pm.. Den i took a shower.. Den called Him.. He was working 24 hrs yesterday.. So, talk2 den it was 1 am already.. Went to sleep at 130..

SO, THE CRAPPY STORY STARTS NOW.

I WOKE UP TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY. HURHUR.

How crappy can that be.. I tot there was UT today.. So i dragged myself to school. And then, Maz didnt call me.. So i thought, maybe she's not gg to sch.. But then, i just had a funny feeling uhh~ So, i went out of the hse, and at the in front of the bank.. I just stopped for a while.. Didnt wanna go any further.. So i called Sandy up.. And asked her if there was school today.

And guessed what?

NO SCHOOL TODAY.

Seriously, wad the heck. I was so busy working that i didnt realise that there was no school today. Erghh~! FED UP SAKKKK~!!!

Went home, den went back to sleep. B4 that i msged Aisyah to ask her out later. So, okay lah.. Meeting her at 1pm.

Den, i woke up at 1215 noon. And.. I had 1 missed called from Him. And i talked to him for awhile lah~ He was on his way home.. So, after that just get ready and i called my mum to tell her i'm gg out. And she was like, HOW COME U'RE NOT IN SCHOOL?! And i told her lah what happend. I knew she believed me.. But it was my dad uhh who asked a lot of qns. HURR~

So, went out wif Aisyah to Jurong Point.. Aisyah's my pri school friend btw.. She's gg back to Australia to study in 2 wks. And aniway, went to Banquet ahh~ I wanted Tomyam but they werent selling that dayy~ BAHH~

Then went to McCafe and slacked.

And went to Harvey Norman to look at games.

AND, when we went out of Harvey Norman, I saw someone familiar. I knew he saw me. He was the one who saw me first.. It was Tommy Kaira. AKA Celop. The cute guy i've been running away from. Damnnn~ I was like, so shocked.. And my heart was like thumping so hard. And i quickly went to the escalator wif Aisyah and went to the 2nd floor. He took the escalator down too, but i didnt look at the back..

Gawddd~ He's the last person i wanna meet seyy~! I mean, yeahh he's cute, he's gorgeous and he's hott and HE'S A PART TIME MODEL.. But he's just.. Not the one. Believe me, i noe.. Hurr.. I disappointed him when i went on wif Mr Takuhiro. But at least Mr Takuhiro LOVES me and is my boyfriend. Mr Tommy Kaira here was NOT.

GAWDDDD~! I dun ever wanna meet him!!

*i mish mr takuhiro.*

work sucked

i blew up today, like i dunno how many times mann~

sheesh. blame all those banglas and china ppl. hurrrr..

sucked sucked sucked.

today was worse than yesterday. and i'm sure tmr's gonna be worse than today. dayyymnn...

howells.. today.. took pics.. nyahahas.. =)

And i'm not speaking to Magesh until he stops bullying me. hmph!

Had fun working wif Adik just now. hahakz.. he's nuts.

Soooo~ Pix!!

hahakz..

Ouhh ya.. That's Adik.. Haha.. He's a yr younger~ wheee.. haha.. bully bully~

Then, b4 work, i actually went to the Sentosa flowers thingy.. Then i saw DEE~ haha.. Dee V'lock uhh~ She's wrking for the Sentosa flowers.. HAHA. Cute wings ahh Dee.. Nyahaha.. So i took a couple of flower pics.. nice ahh~ but i think it's the same as last yr's exhibition.. Nth much ahh~

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okayy.. tts all the pics i have.. aha.. not edited okayy~ only resized lahh~

And i'm in love wif DAISIES. =)

Cancel me out part 2

2nd time in a wk.

thanks a lot!

pix~!

just got back from gg out wif ma family~
gawshhh~
i was like a small kid at the playground @ pasir ris park..
haha. played the swings and the merry go round disc thingy.
and i took emo pics~ haha..

Cool aye.. hahakz.. i loike the first one.. There's my reflection on it.. Looks as if i did some effect on it but i didnt okayy~ aha..

Ok then i took pics yesterday in class.. And it looked so JAP. omg.. haha..

Cute kannn~ hehehe..

okkk.. gonna go sleep alreadyy~

ciaoo~

Cancel me out~

Gawd i miss Him.

It's been 5 days since i last met him. We havent been talking. But yesterday he msged me at night.. Den i called him up.. And finally we talked~ Den talked to his friends..

Okk.. U guys shld have listened to my conversation wif his friends

Them: Wad's ur name?
Me: Dian
Them: Huhh? Yan? Like a guy's name sia.. (and i was like, herh~ i oso got one gf name Yan wadd... rigght Yannn? haha..)
Them: Where u stay?
Me: Jurong
Them: Which blk?
Me: 999
Them: Seriously lahhh~
Me: Serious ahhh~
Them: NTI ehk?
Me: Uhh.. Ya..

AND THEY BELIEVED ME IN THE END~ lol..
And we were like crapping ahhh abt Mak Nyahs and stuff.. Lol..

Okk.. Back to him~

We're supposed to meet today and Saturday. But.. He cancelled this morning~

Gee.. Like, i've been cancelling and being cancelled on this whole week.
Monday, i heard someone said got tarian. Den i asked Suhaila, she said dun haf tarian.
Tuesday, i was supposed to go out wif Eijal at Esplanade, but i cancelled and went home wif Aiman.. Aiman came to RP frm SP just to fetch me and then sent me home. Coz he was on the way to his friend's place near mine..
Wednesday, was supposed to meet Fadhil at Esplanade.. But he cancelled. But then he smsed again and then met him at Yishun.
Thursday, was supposed to go out wif Mr Takuhiro. But he cancelled coz of i-dunno-wad..

Still hoping that he would msg and say he can make it today~ Sigggh~

I'm sleepy~Ergghh~

So not in the mood. Early morning already kena cancelled on. Sheeeesh~

Boreeeedddd~

i'm happy if u're happy

I just had a chat wif someone from the past..

Maybe it's just me. I just dun hate ppl no matter how much they've hurt me. All that hurting was in the past.. And i just dun wanna remember it anymore..

And now, he's got himself a girl.. And i'm happy that he's moved on wif his life.. I noe he still loves me and thinks of me at times.. I noe him well.. 5 mths wif him really makes me know him all too well.. When he was wif me, he still loves his ex.. Sigh.. It may take some time for him to love his new girl wif all his heart..

I'm just sorry that we can never be together again.. Maybe it wasnt destined for us to be together.. But i do hope u noe that we'll be friends. really good ones if u want to. And whatever that we've chat just now, i just appreciate whatever u've felt and said..

and.. i'm happy if u're happy..

Still..

I mish Ma Mister Takuhiro sho bad~ We havent been talking much coz he's bz working.. But it was nice of him to pop by msn last night just to chat wif me awhile.. But then i kinda diss him off coz he hasnt been contacting me.. I felt bad uhh~ like i was being demanding.. sigghh~ and he hasnt contact me today..

Suckyyy..

I mish Ma Mr Takuhiro.

arggghh

fuck.

depressed.

not in the mood.

totally my fault.

dun wanna lose someone like euuu.

one of the days when my mood swing totally sucked.

baby i'm sorry.. sorry for being demanding~ sorry for not understanding~

so it's just a small thing.. but i still feel bad..

i just love u so much that it hurts

and IT JUST PRACTICALLY SUCKS THAT I CANT STAND SILENCE.

ergghhh~

I LOVE U.. BELIEVE ME. I DO..