gib luv ah.

with friends like this,
my life will not get any less dull.
=)

if u can't see the pic, just click on it.

things.

sometimes, i forget how colourful my life can be, literally.
with people like these.

and events like this.
it all makes perfect sense. =)

i, for one, am really proud of MCG, and also my Endangs in particular, for doing something out of their IG contacts.

"Endang Tarian lah sehhh!"



SUPER great job, MCG.
thanks CDM.
SUPER power pack productions.
kudos to Zoul as director, and to all who were involved.



=)

okay so that's that.

thankyou eh nurul atikah bte sari for the tag. =)
here goes:

Rules & Regulations:
-each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
-people get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little facts as well as state this rule clearly
-at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names
-NO TAGS BACK!

1. I AM GOING TO BE 20 IN 15 DAYS. (i have finally embrace the fact.)
2. i have been single for almost 1 year and i'm proud of it.
3. i get blue-blacks easily.
4. i can drink 5 huge mugs of Dilmah Blackcurrant tea in 24 hrs.
5. i think cycling is more tiring than roller blading.
6. i have a fear for balloons.
7. I AM A FAN OF LINDSAY LOHAN. =)
8. i am still upset over my "resignation" from sentosa.
9. i love sentosa.
10. i love endang.

taaaag:
1. diana cuzzy.
2. jay
3. ain
4. zoul
5. jumali
6. nouru
7. rose
8. najia
9. weiling
10. aky

tags reply:

.diana.vanderh.: yah, i practically grew up there. haiz.

atie: ahaha. sape kate tak leh? ahakz..

weiling: i was crying while typing lah coz i miss the old batch so much.
oh, ya.. i brought u around siloso on your first day. =) can't believe how close
we got till now. and i still dunno whether i want to come back or not. haiz.

ain: tu lar. but its okay, for the time being, adikku pegi CLT course. so he won't be working. tak sakit sangat hati aku. ahakz

huhuhu. i'm done.

sentosa

i wouldn't exactly say my life has been a bed of roses.
the ups and downs have been extreme.

the ntuc job, has been good.
no more balancing problems.
colleagues are okay now i guess.

but, the sentosa job.
really got me pissed off to the max.
that i went to the extreme of returning my nametag to them,
and saying, "i don't want to work anymore"

why quit?
maybe coz i was angry at everyone.
i couldn't handle the pressure.
and the expectations.

but i'm just feeling the hurt now.
especially when Dad said,

"at least kesiankan adik tu, baru ghairah2 nak start keje same dgn kakak. abeh kakak buat macam ni, sedikit sebyk, dier pun affected jugak."

read: at least pity your brother, he's excited to work with you and when you do this, he will also get affected.

that is the only thing that is making me think twice of coming back.
coz the brother was telling me to come back.
and so does everyone else.

but i don't know anymore.
i've had enough.
but then again, i pity the brother.
haiz. i'm totally clueless.

from this: 15-16 yrs old. Monorail times. 2004-2005





to this: 16-17 yrs old 2005-2006





to this: 17-18 yrs old 2006-2007








to this: 18-19 yrs old 2007-2008
















to this: 19-20 yrs old. 2008












and dis was the last 2 days.







and i'm tearing while typing all these. :(

and the saddest part is..



the brother. :(

haaaiz

haiz. he is such an utter disappointment.
i thought he would be someone, nice.
ended up being a jerk.
howells..
don't just a book by it's cover i guess.

and finally Irfan proved me wrong.

met up with the CDM crews.
Zoul, Adi, Hairil, Arip, Osman, Hamid, Sham and Kholique
and there was Yayan and ME.

and i got hugs from Zoul and Adi.
Best sey dapat hug.
tuari get hugs from Endangs.
nw from Cucus.
i feel so lucky.. =))

ive had the best weekend.
friday met ma Endangs.
saturday with family
sunday with sentosa peeps and Cucus.

and i laughed a lot today. =)

though i wish i had enuff time to spend with Weiling too.
promised her that we'd go back together but again, blew her off,
coz i tot Zoul wanted to talk about Reflections.
BAAAH.

but its ok. i'll make up for it next week.
hopefully.

haiz, schedule for next week is tight.

Monday: Income
Tuesday: Income
Wednesday: Income
Thursday: Sentosa
Friday: Sentosa
Saturday: Income den Reflections
Sunday: Sentosa

Mati OH.

haiz. i'm shagged.

my days.

that was last week.
they were trying to teach mom to blade but it was almost impossible. haha.
ouh, forgot to mention dat the family has changed the family hobby.
it used to be squash, now its blading and cycling.



the day i bit the Shafiq's finger and it ended up like that.

yesterday went back to RP.
and it was supeeeeer nice to meet the Endangs again.
and Ain teared while hugging me,
making me wanna tear too.

after that, went to eat and lepaked at titanic.



i miss them so much!
AND I MISS JAAAAAAAY! =(

and today, belanje-ed the kids to kfc.



and at night, went to ecp
and blade again! =)
i loike..







AND THATS IT!

IMISSYOUSOMUCHLOVE!