Marilah kita sama2 sedekahkan surah Al-Fateha Kepada Abdul Malik Bin Ahmad, Yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada pagi 30 November 2008.
He was a friend when we were in secondary school. After graduation, we met up once or twice to lepak at the void deck, since we're staying at the blocks beside each other. and then, we just didnt contact anymore, but the friendship still remains.
And it has been a long time since we met, it was only a week ago he came to Income to renew his Motor Insurance and RoadTax. i didnt have the chance to talk to him coz i was busy.
and then, i bumped into him on my way back home a few days after. and we talked for less than 5 mins, and he was off.
now, he's gone.
the saddest part was, he just celebrated his 20th Birthday on the 26th Nov. only 4 days away. :(
Semoga Tuhan Mencucuri RahmatNya ke atas Roh-Mu, Malik. You'll be missed.
Apparently, Anak Cik Sari has tagged Anak Cik Rusli :)
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets? * hmm, yeah, i do keep secrets. not a lot though. haha.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you? * obviously i have. actually all the ex-bfs are older.
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love? * i don't usually wait, but if he's worth the wait, let's just give it a few months.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? * shopshopshop! and save the money for my wedding since weddings are expensive now. HAHAHA. tkde bf nak kahwen aper..
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? * nope. it's gonna be totally weird. it's usually the other way round, a person i used to love will usually end up being a close friend. =) kan payung? HAHA.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? * definitely being loved. it's undescribable.
7.How do you define love? * i don't know. it's been a long time since i last felt what love is like.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? * i would just forget him. instantly.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? * today, abg arman msged! yeah, even though it was 7am. still, last night made me happier. :)
10. What makes you sad? * not getting to spend time with friends as much as i want to.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? * GOSH. 30 year old? can i not think about it?
12. Who is currently the most important people to you? * family, cousins, relatives, endangs, sentosa peeps, and close friends.
13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life? * freedom. i really value the freedom i have, it's something i worked hard for
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? * SINGLE AND RICH.
15. What is your favourite colour? * no particular favourite.
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick? * i don't know. i really don't. :(
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? * yeah, i ALWAYS forgive and forget.
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like? * i like you? hahhaha. i swear i don't know.
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose? * friends. coz it's never, the right one, or the one when it comes to friends.
20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"? * can i like, block off the word love?
5 ppl who's goin to do this survey.
a) .diana.vanderh b) jumali (hehehhh) c) ain d) aky e) shahaha
oh, just wanna share this song.
i think it's pretty sad. teared me up each time i listen.
lyrics:
Tak pernah terpikir olehku Tak sedikitpun kubayangkan Kau akan pergi tinggalkan Ku sendiri
Begitu sulit kubayangkan Begitu sakit kurasakan Kau akan pergi Tinggalkan ku sendiri
Di bawah batu nisan kini Kau tlah sandarkan Kasih sayang kamu Begitu dalam Sungguh ku tak sanggup Ini terjadi karna ku sangat cinta Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
Hanya mampu ucapkan “Slamat jalan kasih”
Satu jam saja ku telah bisa Cintai kamu, kamu, kamu dihatiku Namun bagiku melupakanmu Butuh waktuku seumur hidup
Satu jam saja ku telah bisa sayangi kamu Dihatiku namu bagimu melupakanmu Butuh waktuku seumur hidup
Dihatiku.. Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu Hanya mampu ucapkan “Slamat jalan kasih”
Satu jam saja ku telah bisa Cintai kamu, kamu, kamu dihatiku Namun bagiku melupakanmu Butuh waktuku seumur hidup Satu jam saja ku telah bisa sayangi kamu Dihatiku namu bagimu melupakanmu Butuh waktuku seumur hidup
definitely a fetish for indonesian bands. =)
addictive hugs are really good for health. nyahaha.
been really busy and tired to actually update this space. work had been super busy and tiring.
so last week was Kak Yun's wedding. it was grand larh. themed purple and white.
on saturday, went there straight after work. its been sucha long time since the relatives came together in full force. and of course, the laughters and squealing =)
went to another relatives' wedding with mummy, umi, ayah din, and ibuk. khekhe. thats the best part abt Tanjong Corporation (the name that us relatives call ourselves). i have umi, mummy, mak, mama and of course, my own ibuk. oh so, then at night, we went to Abg Farid's (kak Yun's husband) at Tamp. and saw Ikhwan, my sentosa mate. he's Abg Farid's relative. hahaha.
left at 12 plus from Kak Yun's next day reached there at 9.30am. and the whole thing started at 11. it was great. the food was extremely nice.
i really like the cake.
took pics there. shld have taken more with cousins. this was when Abg Farid's side came to ours. it's a norm really.
and then the rest.
reached home 8 plus and by 9.15 i was already asleep. couldn't take it. haha.
at night, Kak Yun cut the cake. and it was freaking sweet and totally gave me sugar rush lar. the smallest cake was oreo layered kek lapis. the medium sized one was orange layered kek lapis. the biggest one was CADBURY CHOCOLATE layered kek lapis. kaywak. sedap ok.
and, on saturday, zoul called me up and told me abt this vid. dunno whether to feel honoured or insulted about it. kiwaks.
who do they think they are to use Endang nye lagu khatulistiwa? and who do they think they are, to use Ulan's intro and change the lyrics? and who, do they think they are, to use Chingx3's tepok sepuluh?
crap man. it's an utter disgrace to the dikir community! an insult!
urgh geram siak.
so anyways, the man msged me this evening. and he just came back from KL. no wonder i couldn't get thru to him. it's been almost 3 mths since we last met. haiiya
tonight was fun. =) i seriously enjoyed myself. havent met someone new in a long while. i guess, you're alrite. =)
sometimes, i forget how colourful my life can be, literally. with people like these.
and events like this. it all makes perfect sense. =)
i, for one, am really proud of MCG, and also my Endangs in particular, for doing something out of their IG contacts.
"Endang Tarian lah sehhh!"
SUPER great job, MCG. thanks CDM. SUPER power pack productions. kudos to Zoul as director, and to all who were involved.
=)
okay so that's that.
thankyou eh nurul atikah bte sari for the tag. =) here goes:
Rules & Regulations: -each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. -people get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little facts as well as state this rule clearly -at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names -NO TAGS BACK!
1. I AM GOING TO BE 20 IN 15 DAYS. (i have finally embrace the fact.) 2. i have been single for almost 1 year and i'm proud of it. 3. i get blue-blacks easily. 4. i can drink 5 huge mugs of Dilmah Blackcurrant tea in 24 hrs. 5. i think cycling is more tiring than roller blading. 6. i have a fear for balloons. 7. I AM A FAN OF LINDSAY LOHAN. =) 8. i am still upset over my "resignation" from sentosa. 9. i love sentosa. 10. i love endang.
taaaag: 1. diana cuzzy. 2. jay 3. ain 4. zoul 5. jumali 6. nouru 7. rose 8. najia 9. weiling 10. aky
tags reply:
.diana.vanderh.: yah, i practically grew up there. haiz.
atie: ahaha. sape kate tak leh? ahakz..
weiling: i was crying while typing lah coz i miss the old batch so much. oh, ya.. i brought u around siloso on your first day. =) can't believe how close we got till now. and i still dunno whether i want to come back or not. haiz.
ain: tu lar. but its okay, for the time being, adikku pegi CLT course. so he won't be working. tak sakit sangat hati aku. ahakz
i wouldn't exactly say my life has been a bed of roses. the ups and downs have been extreme.
the ntuc job, has been good. no more balancing problems. colleagues are okay now i guess.
but, the sentosa job. really got me pissed off to the max. that i went to the extreme of returning my nametag to them, and saying, "i don't want to work anymore"
why quit? maybe coz i was angry at everyone. i couldn't handle the pressure. and the expectations.
but i'm just feeling the hurt now. especially when Dad said,
"at least kesiankan adik tu, baru ghairah2 nak start keje same dgn kakak. abeh kakak buat macam ni, sedikit sebyk, dier pun affected jugak."
read: at least pity your brother, he's excited to work with you and when you do this, he will also get affected.
that is the only thing that is making me think twice of coming back. coz the brother was telling me to come back. and so does everyone else.
but i don't know anymore. i've had enough. but then again, i pity the brother. haiz. i'm totally clueless.
from this: 15-16 yrs old. Monorail times. 2004-2005
