Debating stuff

Ouhh shucks.. Do i have to???

Gee.. Thanks arh Ashz...

Hurhur..

So... Yeah...

here's the game. introduce 10 quirks or idiosyncrasies of yours on your blog, following which you are free to pick 5 more people to do the same thing..

1. i get over break ups like freaking fast.. (2 days enuff? haha..)
2. i have a fetish for black stuff. try gg shopping wif me.. i'll buy all stuff black..
3. i contradict myself most of the time.
4. different personality wif different people
5. horrible mood swings
6. short attention span
7. i'm slow. (takes me a few secs later to get a joke.)
8. i have short term memory.
9. i'm quiet most of the time
10. I'M NOT LAME. PERIOD. ;)

5 people to do this:

1. Sandy
2. Shahidah
3. Jalilah
4. Yan
5. Patrick

Haha..

Gee i'm bored. Enterprise is killing me.

Haiz... Apai msned me just nw.. But, i just dun wanna chat wif him. He reminds me of Ayul. It sucks.

REFLECTION TIME!!!

Howells... Kinda feeling down today.. Wondering whyy.. Did something go wrong? I just cant take my mind off it.. I'm feeling a glinch of sadness in me but i cant put a finger to wad it is.. Missing him?? Kinda.. But not that bad i guess.. Its not about love.. Well, okayy.. maybe relationships and stuff arh..

Being single is weird.. I mean, u dun get ppl calling u anymore and saying gd nites and i love u to u.. U're just being free. Is that bad? Well, thing is, i dun really mind about being single and stuff.. but sometimes, yeah.. i do get lonely.. i do want someone to talk to and be manja ard wif.. but then, its hard when there's no one who can replace Him.

Yeah, he IS an idiot. He IS an arse.. But, somehow.. after being alone for awhile.. i thought that, no other guy understood me better than him.. Ouhh no.. my eyes are swelling up... gee.. It's just, his style, his way of making me feel loved before all those shit happend.. It's something which i've never felt before.. I'm not saying that i wanna patch things up wif him.. Its just that.. i want someone like him, but better. Someone who'd call me everyday just to talk to me, to manjakan me.. someone to guide me in life and someone who is firm in his beliefs.. And of coz, he shld get along wif my friends and my mum (coz she's also my friend.)

Howells, i'm not expecting any miracles to happen.. i dun want to go around searching for a guy.. hakz.. u noe, it'll be nice if someone just pops up to me and say "hey can i have ur num.." haha.. tt'll be cool.. but gee.. if only life is that easy..

a friend once told me..

" i have gone thru too much that now.. i am no more mister nice guy oredy.." "Jus pissed off at the fact that we gif so much but we get shit in return.." "So i wanna go out n get my retribution.."

all i can say is that, been there done that...

For my age, i think i've gone thru a lot in life.. stuff which ppl would never think of doing and stuff.. i'm not saying that i'm a lover.. nor am i saying that i'm a fighter.. but dun u think that it's a bit passe? U hurt others just to satisfy urself JUST so because u hurt by another person... that's so immature..

I've done all that bastarding and cheating guys.. It wasnt worth it.. Always remember one thing.. Karma. What goes ard comes ard.. I've had my retribution. I learn from there..

Howells, i can go on and on abt dis and it'll never end..

Gtg nw.. Celebrating my bro's bdayy.. Ciaoo..