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yes i was the bitch.
and i was the liar.

but the last thing in my mind was to treat you like a fool/bastard.

if i was thinking of treating you like that, i would have held a little longer so that it would make u crazy about me. but i didn't. the earlier i leave, the lesser pain you would feel. and it caused me some pain too. you're not alone.

i just can't bear being with someone, while thinking about another. you made me believe in love for awhile. but then, it faded.

i just don't want to lie anymore. not to you. or to myself especially. please don't do anything stupid and take care of yourself. well, that's done. just leave me alone. i'm just not ready for another relationship.

i don't think i'm high-maintenance. but i just want someone average. nice. not rude. not vulgar. haiiz.. someone like, astroboy. like, mr ranger. my 2 favourite guys even though we're not close anymore.

haiiz.. i need to pick myself up again.