FUCCCK

BLOODY FUCKKKKK!!!

i kena fine $50 siakk for smoking at the overhead bridge. bloody ass of a security guard. fucking cheebye!!

fucked up giler man. it's just a first warning wad.. fuck. ok so fuck. i don't wanna think about it.

my weekend was great i guess. had soccer on saturday morning. yeah. and we lost. howells, so much for soccer. and work, was ok on saturday. nothing much happend.

but on sunday, i was so happyyyy lah..

ok, so i met Fadli at Harbourfront at 9. then, we started work at 10 but we reached Siloso Point at 10.30. and when i was teaching Fadli the stuff about Siloso Point, the Ranger came. and i had no idea why, i turned my head and looked at him all the way till he stopped his bike. fuck. i made it look so obvious. i mean, like, c'mon lahhh. its been a month since i last saw him.

and, when i went for the 1.30 dolphin show, he was there. omggggg.

and, i saw him like, from time to time lah.

abang zaid didnt help much too. he finally knew who i was referring to. and he wanted to get his number for me. and i was like, no way! like, maluuuu lah. and he said,

"abang tgk dian terlompat2 biler nampak dia. muka merah2, kalahkan clown!"
(whenever u see him, i'll see you jumping around, and u'll blush. even clowns will lose out!)

thanks eh!

then, he called me up when i was busy.. and you know what he said...

"Dian.. he's right in front of me.. your pretty boy.. cute nye dier.. so handsome.."

i was like.. WAHLAO EHHHH!

geeez!

then, after work, my parents wanted to pick me and my ranger uncle up. so, i said, i'll wait at the ranger station (was hoping that i could see him lah.) but well, i didnt.

howells... that's it. i won't be able to see him in a long time.

and not that it helped that my uncle also mentioned Thabri's name in front of me. haha. and i said to my uncle at the ranger station, in front of the k-9 dog:

"si Shahid looks like Thabri."

and the dog suddenly barked non-stop.

so my uncle said: "jangan cakap nama Thabri depan dia. Dia takleh dengar nama Thabri".
(don't say Thabri's name in front of him. He can't hear Thabri's name)

LOL. whatever eh.

but like, i' feeling down uh. i don't know. whenever i think about him, i feel... helpless. low self-esteem. haiiz. i don't know lah eh.

gonna skip 3rd meeting tmr to go to Sentosa.

haiiiz.

and ohhh.

i wanna buy that top! but, i just don't want it to make my boobs jut out so much.

but i bought this top at forever 21.




and yeah, loookkkk!!! my new helmet~!

ok done. see y'all.