about love.

i've been neglecting my personal life a lot recently, due to trainings and such.

and when it comes to my love life, i'm in a total mess.

i get jealous when girls try to get close to him. i get jealous when, he gets to know other girls. i just want his attention all to me. special attention that is. i just want him all for myself.

but of course, he's not mine. oh, well.. he was mine.

Dearest,

If you only you know, how my heart is feeling right now, you'd realise how real my love is for you. It's never because of looks, or the money or the fame.

Dearest,

No one has ever shut my ego up like how you did. No one has ever made me realise how much i can do for myself. You made me someone who's so confident and made me realise that there's so much more in life.

No words can ever explain how deep my love is for you, or how badly i want us to be together again. To me, there's just no one else and it's just you baby. my only one.

Dearest,

I don't ever wanna lose you. You guide me in my life. You're my source of hope and strength. Your guidance just makes me stronger. They say, you'll only realise that you love someone badly when u lost them. That's what i'm feeling. I never thought i love you more when i lost you.

haiiz. saya sayang kamu.