post ms.

i feel like screaming..

"THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!!!"

i dunno whether to feel happy or disappointed uh.
i think both i guess.
i should give others a chance,
i shouldn't be selfish and bask in the limelight myself.

but at the same time, i do want it.
i've been practicing.
and i just wanna prove that, i can do it.
and that i can do better than the previous comp.
i've prepared myself mentally and emotionally.

haiz. nevermind.
like i said, my time is over.
it's time to give fresh faces a chance. =)
and i will always be there if she needs guidance.
i know you can do it, anakku! =)
lepas comp, kite dua2 dah jadi mak. hehe.

it's okay lah.

haiz.
i need to get away.
it's madness.
pp rejected.
fyp left with 2 more weeks.
classes are getting tough.
and i don't have the energy to stay late to do my fyp.

i hope, tmr love can really make it.
he's been terribly busy that i only meet him once a month.

"will u be free this evening?"
"tmr free. today work ar"
"ok, i've no class tmr either. watch movie k.."
"ok luv"

like yay!
gosh, i hope tmr happens.
please do, i miss him truckloads.

*i really feel like crying*