tsktsk

i haven't exactly been myself.
i feel lost.
very lost.

it all happened when he msged me back at friendster.
i felt mad after all these months.

but then again,
i have no idea why..
i can't get him off my mind these few days.
haiz.

i know for a fact that, everytime we contact each other,
we end up quarreling and getting ourselves hurt.
but i don't know why,
we still bothered to contact each other again.

contact, argue/quarrel, end up blocking of msn, deleting from friendster list, deleting number from hp.
but a few months after doing all that, its either me or him will view each other's profile,
and end up contacting again.
still, we end up doing the same thing all over again.

and, fyi, it's since 2006.
haiz.

now, no matter how hard i deny that i miss him,
i can't.
i have no idea why.

ah yer,
i viewed this profile on Friendster.
and dis guy added me back.
he looks like him. so i msged that guy.
and yeah, he's the younger brother.
yerlah, pagi2 mcm ni chat kat friendster msg.
tsktsk.
ade msn buat aper ehk?

so anyways,
my friendster's like active dis month.
for this month alone, till now, i've gotten 364 views.
wth.

haiz.