and again.

feel like replying tags first.

weiling: thaaaankyou! and i miss you like oh sooo much!

farah: thanks beb! *hugs*

jumali: thanks and shut up! ahaha

atie: dah lama per dier botak. and he's so getting on my nerves ever since dier botak. the sudden hyperactivity is beyond control.

.diana.vanderh: yeah, it definitely made me treasure life and people even more.

ain: hey.. ahakz.. thanks babe. well, not doing too good currently but i'll live. :)

today hadn't been a good day.
i was so lost at work.
daydreamed a lot.
tried to distract myself.
but it was difficult coz i'm always reminded
that He was there at my workplace.

and it didnt help that His dad and sister came.

it really made me think about him more.
i managed to talk to His dad and sister.
and what the dad said really made me sad.

chill dian.
like Joc said,
"i'm sure he didnt want his friends to be sad"

but i can't help it sey.
i'm always reminded of him.
somehow, somewhere.

and because of my carelessness and daydreaming,
i had an excess of $234.25.
haiz, dunno lar eh.

ok shoots.
i should.. try to move on.

really i should.
i have never seen myself this sad, this weak before.
everything seems to affect me.
like, i can't be left alone coz then,
well.. i'll think a lot.

:(

what i need,
is a heeeeeuge looooong warm hugg.
haiz.