baby

i've got to accept the fact that baby doesnt want me anymore.
he's decided to be close to another woman, and not me.
i mean, so far, we've gotten along very well.
it has always been me, never anyone else.

since the last time we met,
baby really showed a face to me.
he didnt even want to be near to me.
upset sia.

it's been such a long time since we last met,
and i missed him so much.
of course, he didnt understand that.

it really broke my heart to see him with another woman.
how could you do this to me baby?
don't you know that i love you soooo much?

i wish, i could hug you like this again..



or hold you in my arms, and make sure that, you're safe.



and share our smiles together..



i'm gonna miss you baby.
hope you're happy with the new maid.
i will still be around for you. :(



on another note,

today, the sentosa peeps were supposed to have a karaoke session.
but in the end there was only Hafiz and me.
mereps lah siak.




then at 4 plus, went out to fetch bb in.
and thought that the rest of the peeps were gonna be there,
but went in the karaoke room, Hafiz was still inside alone.
kesian per.



so okay la, the 3 of us stayed there till 6 plus and then we were off.
me and bb went to Siloso to watch sunset.







so sat there and talked,
till 8 to 9, we left to dinner with my maternals.
:)



and yet again,
i burst.
i was trying so hard to be better today.
i tried so hard to not let my pms take control of me.

but after the whole day of not bursting at him,
i burst in front of my mum, in front of him.
it was because of a stupid thing uh.

merepek sak dian.
tak pasal2 nak carik kemarahan org.
sheesh!