pms

there are just times, where you can't control your emotions.
and anger is the more dominant feeling taking over you.
but deep inside, you just don't want to react that way.
there's this little kid, trapped inside a more dominant persona.

but anyways,
maybe i just lack of hanging out with friends.
to just let loose.

i havent met Endangdoks for a long time.
and Jurong Warriors, for 2 weeks - 'cept Saturday we met for a short while.

and yesterday, i met some of the Doks.
i felt better. just laughing it out.

and meeting cuzzie was even better.
we somehow always need each other at the same time.
and we sat and talked at Sembawang Park.

and things were good.
when i went home, i felt like i was recharged
and a "better" person.

so yes, i wasn't angry that night.
or wadever negative emotions.

i'm good.

i really owe you big time for being patient with me baby.
i love you sooo much.