happy 4th bb♥

it's unexplainable how much i love my boyfriend.

sometimes i say it out too much.
sometimes i don't say it out at all.

after Monday's shock,
i realise that i am not prepared to lose a guy like him.
i realise that i need him so much in my life.

to be my guidance.
to be my motivator.
to be my friend.
and of course,
to be my lover.

and yes, i realise that i need to grow up more.
especially now that he is schooling,
i need to be more independent.

yes, we may have lesser adventures,
unlike the ones we used to have last time.
and i really shouldnt grumble each time we meet,
since we dont really meet up as often.
and i should have treasured all my times with him.

after reading some things off facebook,
i really appreciate the fact that he has been very tolerant of me.
especially during that time of the month.
haha.

i'll miss my bestfriend, my boyfriend.
i'll miss my fellow adventuror and tasting/eating buddy.
i'll miss my PakTam.
and,
i'll miss my Muhammad Hafiz.

dan yang penting.
tmr is the 10th of August.
and it's our 4 monthsary.
i will be back home late.

but i'm happy that we met on Friday.
and i was seriously very happy on that day.
i got my hugs. tu penting eh.

HAPPY 4th month (and 5th month after 1st date) baby.
i love you.



and i still find it amazing,
that you can irritate the hell out of me,
but make me smile like an idiot after that.

iloveyoubb♥