down is not the exact word that i'd use to explain the mood that i'm in.
i dont know how to explain the feeling right.
The feeling is always triggered by some kind of drop in the already low self esteem.
Say, looking at some girl's profile on someone's account
and thinking that i'm not as pretty as her or as fashionable as her and whatnot.
it's annoying.
And the sudden outburst will just leave me feeling all helpless and low.
like i'm not good enough for him, i think.
Haiz.. I just never see myself as gd enough.
He may say that i am. But i never feel that i am.
I wanna cry, again.
And it feels worse when he's not ard to talk.
Life is sucky
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