turmoil

i guess today did hurt me quite badly.

i just don't know what to say anymore.
because if i say something, it will definitely be out of hurt and anger,
with a dash of sarcasm.

that's why i prefer to keep quiet.
coz i don't want to stir up more trouble.

but either way,
it will still lead to dissatisfaction.

and i always wonder if it's my fault.
because it always seems like it is.
and i always feel, like i never do anything right.
keep making the same mistakes.

i've so many things to type.
but the more i type, the sadder i become.

if thats what you want, that that is what i shall give