Monday, June 25, 2007

grrr.

seriously. i cried teared.

how idiotic can someone be? telling me that he's migrating and never coming back. and how idiotic can it be, when that someone, is the one you love?

and can u imagine the whole situation which i thought?

"someone you love is going to migrate and never coming back."

bitch.

its enuff already that i lost him emotionally. i'm not gonna lose him physically. not anymore.

and i teared, wanting to cry but luckily i was in class, so i couldnt. and was just sms-ing with him, trying to make him stay, and i gave up.. and i said, well okay, gd luck in your future then.

and he msged me back saying he was bored and it was just a prank.

URGGGGGHH!!!

dearest, i just don't know how to tell you that i still love you. and it's been 3 months. and i still cant forget about you. you used to say, "maybe ade hikmah di sebalik ape yg terjadi kat kite.." hikmah aper? all i'm feeling is hurt. all i'm getting is loneliness.

i love you so much that it hurts.

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