perfect.
just perfect.
=)
i was reading my archives.
and i found this.
enjoy. =)
"everybody has a story to tell.
everybody has a secret about themselves.
names have been changed to protect the identity of the people involved. (yeah right)
this. is the story of this girl.
this girl has a history waaay back.
Dec 2005. She got to know this guy named Tabby, who works as a ranger at her workplace, while she was getting to know James. So when 2006 came, she met James and they became a couple.
One day, She was hospitalised. James didnt visit her. Tabby did. It was the first time they met each other but she realised that she enjoyed spending time with Tabby more than James.
As her relationship went on, she realised that, she was much much closer to Tabby than James and she began having feelings for Tabby.
She was hospitalised again. and again, Tabby was there.
After a while, her relationship with James deteriorated because of her busy-ness and also because of her parents. James asked for a breakup soon after. She went berserk. She went nuts. she cried. and she cried. and she cried non stop.
but Tabby came in. Tabby talked to her and cheered her up. along with her other friends and family members, they cheered her up and got her back her strength.
and then, Tabby was gone. she didnt know where he went. she missed him so much. and one day he got back to her. he was different. like suddenly he gave her hope. and he dashed it.
but she guessed, her feelings have been in too deep that she kept on loving him.
and one day, when he said he was madly in love with a girl she knew, she cried. and she cried again. she thought,
"Why can't he realise that i'm the one who has been loving him all these while? and why does he keep letting himself get hurt by other girls?"
but, because she loved him, and she wanted him to be happy, she stuck on to him as his good friend. she would advise him, give him strength and make him happy so that he can go on with his pursuit on that girl, since he believed that he really loved her.
one night, Tabby came over to her place and they decided to slack at the void deck. so she brought over her guitar and let Tabby play her guitar. and she teared. Tabby was hurt. She was certain of it. He looked angry but in fact, he was hurt.
At that time, it was hard for her too.
Her friend. His friend. Az told her that he loved her all these while and was pestering her to get into a relationship with him. But she couldn't bring herself to. She loved Tabby.
It was a confusing scene for her. Az loved her. She loved Tabby. Tabby loved the other girl.
She rejected Az but only to know that he made a rumor about her and told Tabby about it. 2 am, she received the meanest message from Tabby, saying good luck in her relationship. She was so fucked up. She tried all sorts of ways to get the message across that she wasnt attached.
and she said this to Tabby..
"why can't u realise that i'm the one who has been loving u all along?"
and he said.
"i don't know why until now, we can't be in a relationship"
she cried. it hurts her too bad. and she realised, thats it. it hurts too much.
so she fell silent. she didnt contact him anymore. it was for a few months, until he came online and told her that he was sack from his workplace.
and that was the end of them"
i think it's sad/romantic kinda story which i wrote, in February 2007.
the ranger and the marshal story dec 2005 to nov 2006
that was how long the whole affair was.
howells.
i can still remember clearly every single detail.
James and her became very good friends now.
Tabby is happily attached. =) good for him.
Az, urgh, i don't freaking wanna know.
the girl who Tabby used to like, i think she's still in NTU or maybe graduated.
so yeps.
that explains the graphic.
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