surgery!

stuck with this song lah ok.

so anyways, life has been, surprisingly okay.
it has always been that way.
minor setbacks.
mundane climax.
typical.

so tmr's the surgery.
damn. the sudden nauseous feeling bumps in.
and no, i do not think that it's gonna be like "less than a red ant's bite," Khalil.

the memories of the surgery back then were still distinct in my mind.
i still remember how i was jabbed.
and how the pain was excruciating.
it made me scream and cried like never before.

horrendous.
this was how it looked back then.



disgusting?
i can't imagine how it'll look tmr.
bear in mind, when i was stitched up then, the wound was open.
tmr, the surgeon would have to incision it.

crap. and all that when i'm awake?
i am utterly frighten i tell you.
i am so gonna cry my heart out.
and i so hope that they will put me to sleep first.
please please please.

wake me up when all is over.