crazy week

i've been meaning to blog these days.

but it's just that i'm so hooked on to my exhaustion that i passed the thought.
so many things happened in the span of 5 days.

work hasn't been easy.
but i'm surviving.
and i was lucky that the customers i had were understanding and nice.
but i can't be hoping for that all the time.
and i make silly mistakes over the counter.

its okay, like one of the ACSM (Asst Customer Service Manager) Jessie said,

"it's okay, try to make all the mistakes when you're new, because when u get older, u can't afford to make anymore mistakes."

ya, true. still, i'm trying to avoid making any lar.

last night was the worse.
i know i mentioned to Atie on Wednesday night
that i was able to go for Reflections training on Thursday night.
But i didn't turn up.

Supossedly, work ended at 5.30
But i spent 1.5 hrs doing closing because there were shortages and excesses here and there.
luckily, there was Conan, my next counter colleague who helped me loads.
he's a mixed of Chinese and Spanish. haha. nice eyes. =)

so anyway,
haha. he helped me all thru and balanced all the stuff with me.
except that i had $10 excess which i had no idea where it came from.
so just declare lar.

by the time i saw it was 6.30pm,
i texted Kak Diana and went back with her.
along the way, mom called.

and she said,

"Nak gi melawat. Mak Long meninggal."

it was like.. shocking.
Saw her doing fine a few weeks ago.
haiz, Allah s.w.t loves her more than us.

Although i wasn't very close to her, i felt sad coz, she's my aunt anyway.

today, went to kebumikan,
i cried a lot, i have never seen this kinda things before.
haiz.. and after that after kenduri tahlil also,
while my dad was talking to the rest of their family,
i cried coz it was sad to see adults acting like that.

and, i finally saw my long lost nephew, Sairy.
he has been in and out from juvenile prison, and jail,
eversince 14?
and finally get to see him.
we're of the same age lah. and i kinda miss him.
but, haha. just now, we never really talk
and i dunno whether he still recognise me.
plus, he's engaged.

ahh anyways...

was actually supposed to go to JB with abang Arman today.
but, he didnt update me anything, which he said he will.
alah, but then again, this kinda things always happen coz,
he'll always sleep it away.
it's fine.
=)

and now, i'm having a bad headache.
and feeling weak.
urggghh.

thats it lah.