tsktsks

i know i'm supposed to do more studying tonight.
but, i really need a timeout.
my head feels like it's about to explode,
my eyes feel like they want to pop out any minute.

i just read Ain's blog.
and i really admire her positivity.
how i wish i can get half of that positivity in me.

i'm just not confident about anything right now.
it's time i stop and think that my life,
is not to be a role model anymore.

i have flaws too.
i can't be strong all the time.
i can't be confident all the time.
i can't be everyone's life machine.

haiz, i'm still figuring out, where my life will be heading towards.

haiz, bloody scared about tmr.