final destination

wahh lieww..

i never update for only 5 days and Farah and Haiqel tagged me to update.. Korang komplot kann~ Yelahh2.. Mentang2 aku skola, korg kacau aku ehhh~ haisshh~ Nvm.. Only left wif 4 days of school and 6 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS.

I'm so gonna rot.

YESH~!! Watched Final Destination 3 wif larlink! Hehh.. It was like, sooo gory.. Disgusting and eeewy.. Especially the one at sauna. Gross. The show scared the hell out of me mann~ All the blood and stuff.. groooossss~ i tot George was kidding about it being scary. But nw, GAWD! i was totally scared out of my wits. Keep covering my eyes and face. Nyahaha..

but still, the show is cool lahh..

nth's been up lately lah.. mundane2.. boring2 life..

But ytd work, finish at 530, den my family went to Sentosa, and I GOT TO RIDE THE LUGE. got it for half price lah. Was fun okay and ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH. haha.. and then went to Images of Singapore, went in wif my family for free. Hehh.. I'm just popular. Hahaha.. Ook2.. enuff crappings.

Boreddddd~

Tagger's Reply!

Ika: wahahaha.. how's the new skin?? ok tak? ahakz..

Farah: Yelahhh2... Dah update larhh..

Hi-Kerl: Korang 2 orang komplot against aku ehh.. Menyampah.. Update2..

m0nkee: -_-"

Lil Ti: Ahakz.. It's been okay.. A lil boring though

thankful

dearest,

i dunno wad i'd do without u..

thank you for all the help that you and ur brothers gave me last night.
thank you for staying with me till 1 am just to help me solve the problems that i have
thank you for trying to protect me
thank you for the cab fare.

i can't thank you and ur siblings enuff for all the help that all of you did last night.

all i can repay you is wif my endless and boundless love toward you. and care and concern towards your family.

I was really awed by your care, concern and love towards me. I never realized someone could love me so much. And to think that i was so demanding towards you back then. haishh~ i'm so sorry~

all i'm worried abt.. is when u meet the folks, and what if, we get separated? God!! Stop it siaaa Dee.. Dun think of that larh..

This time i'm certain.

You're all that I want.
You're the only one for me.

I SOOO WANNA MARRY YOU.
haha...
ok2..
Insya Allah.

So now, wanna complete my studies, wait for him to finish NS and finish his studies, work, stable ourselves, than think of marriage. Ahakz.

And i want Zen Concept house okay.

love you dearest..

Reminders

Tarian Practices For Competition:
Every Monday for the time being
Time: 5.30-8.oo pm
Venue: Plaza

Drama Meetings:
Every Wednesday
Time: 5-7 pm
Venue: PA01-25

Freshmen and SIT Camp Interview:
Date: Wednesday , 22nd Feb 2006 (OH MY GOD. This WEDNESDAY LARH!)
Time: 4.30pm
Venue: TN04-03

Freshmen and SIT Camp Briefing
Date – Thursday, 2nd March 2006
Time – 4.30 pm
Venue: Annex Hall

Freshmen Successful Computing Training
Date: Wednesday, 8 March 2006
Time: 9am-5pm
Venue: Annex Hall

Okay, that's my schedule for the time being.
Hafta jot it down somewhere before i forget them.

that girl.

u used to be this girl
who's always getting hurt and cheated
never getting ur say
always letting the tears drop each day
that weak spirited girl u were

but u gained ur strength
u held ur head up high
never let ppl put u down again
yes u did it u were full of confidence
full of urself - for ur own good.

den u fell.
again on the brink of love
which made u lost and confused
tattered and in pain
and now u're wondering
wad went wrong?
wad should i do?
a thousand over questions.
all left unanswerd

that girl.
she wants her strength.
she wants her courage.
she wants her old strong-willed self.
but she's wondering.
how can she do it?

that girl.
needs some soul-searching
needs some time
and she needs answers to her questions

*the writer has a writer's block due to an interference by her classmates. she'll continue dis nx time~*

*peace!*

truckloadsalove,
ChiCka

i'm getting engaged??

in case u peeps dunno, i'm getting engaged on the 29th of this month.

*winks*

ok2.. it was a prank. 29th February does NOT exist dis yr okay for those who got Punk'd by me. Hurhur..

i love george when he comes up wif all this stupid stuff and i get to play the prank.

well, he sent me a msg. He was like:

Hi ppl! I haf an invitation card for u ppl.. I dunno if u prefer to receive it via snail - or e-mail.. i noe.. this news will somehow shock u.. But i'm telling u ppl ryt nw that i'll be getting engaged soon. Yup.. It's on the 29th of this month..

And i was like.. hrmm.. Who the heck wants to get engaged to George and dis age. That baldy only plays pool in class.. sheesh.. aha.. Ok2.. But he's still my good friend..

So i replied:

George.. There is no 29th of this month u asshole..

And he said:

Haha.. U're one clever bitch..

Assswipes~!! Hurhur.. I wasnt fooled..

But some ppl were.. Okay abt 5% of the ppl in my msn contact list were Punk'd.. Hurhur.

And not to mention my own bf. Hurhur. Okay okay.. I'm evil~

Hahhaa.. SHEEEESH~

valentines schmalentines

geeez.. the pics at china black got some link problems. if i'm free and in the mood, i'll edit it..

everyone's so excited about valentines.

i'm not. to get the record straight.

it's gonna be another normal day for me.

i'll probably go home and sleep tmr.

okay i'd be lying if i say i'm not upset.. not at the fact that we cant celebrate valentines. but at the fact that we cant meet during our 1 mth anniversary.

howells.. cant do anything much right.. he's tired.. dun wanna disturb him lah.. let him rest and sleep at home.. even if we go out, den he'll be all sleepy and tired and he'll be boring like that.. hurhur..

but if he doesnt make it up on another day... hrrrmpphh~ gonna blow my top off mann~ hurhur..

my mood is affected today. i didnt do any work in school coz science is blardy difficult. since when has science been my thing?

sheeesh..

issues: u'll noe it when...

u noe wad.. i'm just beginning to hate myself for drinking and smoking that day.

ahh yes. my attempt of quiting smoking has not been achieved yet. and to Haiqel, sorry i broke my promise.

i wonder if there are really issues in my life. If there are issues, den i guess i'm probably denying them. I just dun wanna make a huge fuss over issues in my life. Coz i noe, they're nothing compared to some of the issues that my friends have in their life.

Ouhh please dun tell me that i'm having a hangover. I dun think i am. I guess it's one of those days when my mood swing gets the better of me. And normally.. U'll noe i wont be in the mood when i keep quiet and i give a straight face. And that's the time then it's either i want u to buzz off or to pujuk me. It totally depends on my mood.

ahh well.. i guess a lot of ppl are disappointed with me.

my mood swing has been pretty bad these few days. Or maybe it's just PMS. Gawd i dunno~!!

somehow, i'm just feeling kinda down. I dunno why. Nothing's happened to both of us (nth's happend.. tts y..).

urgghh.. the feeling has just turned suckier.

China Black~!!

hurhur. first time clubbing. it was lame okay.

firstly, i forgot that i was BELOW 18. And the party (RP Bash) was at China Black. And i had to lie to my parents and say that it was at Hyatt Hotel.

So aniways, my dad sent me and Sandy to Orchard. Then waited for Suhaila and Lynna. Then we went to the Pacific Plaza at 845. And, waited and waited and waited. Entered China Black at 930. I used my RP Id. Luckily can go thru.

So reached there, ordered Vodkalime. Sandy ordered Vodka Coke which wasnt nice AT ALL. Then the party started at 10 wif the Beauty Pageant and whatnot. It was okay lah. THEN, MY PARENTS CALLED.

So, guess what?! WE WERE OUT OF CHINA BLACK BY 11!! WTF! I didnt even get to dance. Sheesh. Coz of my parents uhhh! CRAP.

So yeah.. Just went there, had a drink, enjoyed the air con and surrounding and AT LEAST SAW HOW CHINA BLACK WAS LIKE, THEN OFF WE WENT.

So, we waited at Far East (so it seemed like we went to Hyatt) and bought food at 7-11 and den just cam-whored.

Okay so my first clubbing experience wasnt a blast. But maybe i'll go again when i'm OLDER. Thankyouverymuch.

Okay so, PICS!

Yeah so, tts all. The First Clubbing experience is A TOTAL DISASTER.

Right Sandy?

hurrr~

sunset bay

whoooopee..

went to sentosa~! but not for work..

So, yesterday we met at Harbourfront.. Then, to Sentosa.. Hehh.. Went in free coz Uncle Naga was at the VAC.. hurhur.. Ok then took Blue line to Cable Car.. AKA Imbiah Lookout now.. Den we walked down to Merlion, then walked down to the Sentosa Flowers.. Nyahahaha..

MORE FLOWER PICS!
(sorry Shahidah.. HAHA..)

Haha.. Ouhhk.. Then we took walked back to VAC.. Took Yellow Line to Palawan Beach, den took the BEACH tram. Haha.. It was one of the worst rides i've ever had! Omgg.. The road was super bumpy!

So then went to Siloso Beach, sat in the middle of Sunset Bay and the Billabong Shop area.. Den just sat there and waited for the sunset uhh~ While waiting, haha.. we cam-whored.. Nyahhaha..

Then, we watched the sunset.. Gosh it was beautiful~ but my hp cam couldnt really capture the beauty uhh~

So stayed at Siloso Beach till 830.. Then saw Uncle Mohan den took a ride wif him.. And went to the Beach Station and took Abg Nazree's bus for the 2nd time that day.. HAHA.. Then in the bus, THIS Happend..

Hahaha.. Stepping Jay Chou.. HUAHUAHUA...

Okay well.. then went back ahh.. hurhur.. tiredd ahhh..

muuuuacccckkksss

``ChiCka LovEs Going t0 Sentosa to Slack
``ChiCka LovEs Going t0 Sentosa wif Mr Takuhiro
``ChiCKa LovEs Mr Takuhiro

MuCh LovE,
ChiCka

dun judge a book by its cover

yessss~!

i've finally changed my blogskin after 727318164136 years!!! HAHA...

It took me a freaking 3 hrs because i kept clicking on the clear edits.. which was NOT on purpose coz i wanted to preview it and den i accidentally clicked the clear edit.. Hurrr.. I did it 3 times okayy~ Luckily the 3rd time it was okay..

And aniway, the blogskin has got nothing to do wif my relationship.. We're still together.. 3 wks already.. And i just met him last Friday after 2 wks.. Yeahh~ But i dun think we're gonna have a Valentines Day date.. Coz he's wrking on that day.. Howells, we can always go on a date a day before or the day after.. But then, the thing is, on V-Day, it will be our 1 month together.. Geee.. Sigh.. It's okay lahh..

Actually i got loadsa things to tell.. Haha.. That time.. when i was out wif Mr Takuhiro, Ayul msged me.. He asked me if i was working on Sunday.. Then i said yeah.. and i asked him why.. He said his girl works at Sentosa too, at the Sentosa flowers.. And i was like, hmm.. Okay.. And he told me to make friends wif her.. Sheesh.. For waddd seyyy~

So, then... Today, coz it was the last day of the Sentosa Flowers, I decided to go there again and see the flowers for the last time.. Ouhh ya.. Did i mention i love daisies?? Hahaha.. SO aniway, reached Sentosa at 11.. I start work at 1.. So I had ample time to go around..

So i tot, wad the heck.. I was in the area, might as well i have a chat wif either Manje or Ceety.. Ceety is Ayul's girl btw.. But then it turned out, that neither one was working.. I saw Dee V'lock again though.. Hurhur.. Okk.. Anw, i took loadsa pics ahh.. Nyahahaha...

Today work was fucked up.. Dun wanna talk abt it... STUPID LAZYASS SUPERVISOR. Fed UP SIAKKKK~ So ANIWAYS.. I was at the VDC uhh.. Then, I SAW MY EX. GAWDD.. His name is Lutfi.. K lah.. I was kinda shock to see him there.. Well, another thing was that i bastard-ed him.. Hurhur... Sorry lah.. He was the first guy i went on a relationship after i broke up wif Ayul.. Tt time i was a bitch.. hurhur..

well.. tts all uhh~ its like 350 am.. I've a feeling i wont go to school today.. GAWDDD~!

*mr takuhiro, i hope u noe how deeply i am in love wif u and i really hope that we can spend more time wif each other.. i really miss u from the bottom of my heart.*

exhaustion and crappy days

fuck fuck.

today has been a crappy day.

okayy.. so wait.. yesterday i finished work at 945 pm.. took Abg Jo's bus along wif the other marshalls, Uncle Zul and Chua.. Hurhur.. Kecoh sakk in the bus.. Coz Abang didnt stop at VDC coz he's shift ended already.. So, they tumpang him back uhh~ But then, otw out to Harbourfront, I suggested we go drink ahh at Harboufront.. So, 12 of us went to Harbourfront and drank ahh.. Kopis and Tehs lahh not Heinekens or Tigers. Hahaha..

So, me, Zuraidah, Abang, Uncle and Cik Bahrudin sat at one table, den the Indian Clan (huahuahua...) sat at the other table wif Chua.. We made so much noise sehh.. And dey had all sorts of name for me that day.. They call me Bunga now. Which means flower ahh coz of the flower rubber band i wore that day and for the whole CNY, i've been holding the loudhaler.. So Zuraidah said i was selling flowers. AND, They call me the Sentosa Girl.

Thanks ahh ehh.

List of Names that Sentosa Marshalls have been calling me.
Dian.
ChiCka
ACG
AC
Step
Bunga
Flower
Sentosa Girl

Wahhhh Piangggg~!!

But i love each and everyone of my marshal family~! hahakz.

MY Marshall Family.
Uncle Zul. (My real uncle laaa..)
Abang Joe (Woodlands Transport Driver)
Chua (God Mother of The Marshall Family)
Zuraidah
Muthu
Vicky
Thevan
Pandian
Zaheerah
Hazmi
ADIKKKKK~! (Okayy lahh.. His real name is Yusuf.. Haha..)
Magesh

I think that should be all. These are the few who are close to me ahh~ The rest are not so close uhh~ Okk.. SO PICS!!

B4 gg to work.. Hahakz.. Putting contact lens made me cry.. aha..

HAHA. FUCK SIA THAT FACE.

Okk.. Den.. After they left, i waited for my mum and my aunts.. Den we went to eat at Tanjong Pagar Railway.. Den while eating, 4 Sentosa Bus Drivers came.. Cik Yusri, Cik Yahya, Cik Miswan and Abg Nazree..

Then ok, reached home at 1130pm.. Den i took a shower.. Den called Him.. He was working 24 hrs yesterday.. So, talk2 den it was 1 am already.. Went to sleep at 130..

SO, THE CRAPPY STORY STARTS NOW.

I WOKE UP TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY. HURHUR.

How crappy can that be.. I tot there was UT today.. So i dragged myself to school. And then, Maz didnt call me.. So i thought, maybe she's not gg to sch.. But then, i just had a funny feeling uhh~ So, i went out of the hse, and at the in front of the bank.. I just stopped for a while.. Didnt wanna go any further.. So i called Sandy up.. And asked her if there was school today.

And guessed what?

NO SCHOOL TODAY.

Seriously, wad the heck. I was so busy working that i didnt realise that there was no school today. Erghh~! FED UP SAKKKK~!!!

Went home, den went back to sleep. B4 that i msged Aisyah to ask her out later. So, okay lah.. Meeting her at 1pm.

Den, i woke up at 1215 noon. And.. I had 1 missed called from Him. And i talked to him for awhile lah~ He was on his way home.. So, after that just get ready and i called my mum to tell her i'm gg out. And she was like, HOW COME U'RE NOT IN SCHOOL?! And i told her lah what happend. I knew she believed me.. But it was my dad uhh who asked a lot of qns. HURR~

So, went out wif Aisyah to Jurong Point.. Aisyah's my pri school friend btw.. She's gg back to Australia to study in 2 wks. And aniway, went to Banquet ahh~ I wanted Tomyam but they werent selling that dayy~ BAHH~

Then went to McCafe and slacked.

And went to Harvey Norman to look at games.

AND, when we went out of Harvey Norman, I saw someone familiar. I knew he saw me. He was the one who saw me first.. It was Tommy Kaira. AKA Celop. The cute guy i've been running away from. Damnnn~ I was like, so shocked.. And my heart was like thumping so hard. And i quickly went to the escalator wif Aisyah and went to the 2nd floor. He took the escalator down too, but i didnt look at the back..

Gawddd~ He's the last person i wanna meet seyy~! I mean, yeahh he's cute, he's gorgeous and he's hott and HE'S A PART TIME MODEL.. But he's just.. Not the one. Believe me, i noe.. Hurr.. I disappointed him when i went on wif Mr Takuhiro. But at least Mr Takuhiro LOVES me and is my boyfriend. Mr Tommy Kaira here was NOT.

GAWDDDD~! I dun ever wanna meet him!!

*i mish mr takuhiro.*