i think this is the earliest time that i'm done wif packing. i'm just left wif putting in my make up and toiletries stuff.
i think this is like, the event of the year. like, we've been planning for this Genting trip for months. Booked the hotel for months too. hurhur. Hmm. 5 days. Should i change $50 or $100? ouh shucks. dilemma.
ah aniways, will be back by Friday hopefully. And i dunno when i'm going to start work. haish..
i'm gonna miss my babat. This Thursday is our 5 months anniversary ehk. =) Didnt expect it to be this long but i cherish every minute of it.
5 months feels like 5 mins seh. It's like, so fast but then, we've gone thru a lot together. Especially wif parents. Haiz.. Dunno when that will end.
Sometimes, when u're so sure of the person that u're in love wif, ur parents get in the way. and they scare you when they say they wont give u their blessings. like, tak restu the relationship lah.
and then u have this one uncle, who talks to u about relationship. and he said a relationship wifout parent's blessings is not going to work out. it happend to him and now he's divorced wif 4 kids.
that scared me. while talking to that uncle, i cried. coz i dun want the same thing to happen to us.
Dear God,
I noe i've been a very naughty girl in the past. But for the very first time in my life, i've never been so certain about someone before. This is the guy I am very much in love with and I hope that for the rest of my life, i spend it wif him and no other guy.
Dear God,
I've never fight so hard for a relationship before. Please dun let my efforts go to a waste. My heart tells me that i wanna settle down wif him in the future. Please give me the courage and strength to hold this relationship together and not let anybody destroy it. Not even my parents nor his.
Amin.
Gosh it drives me crazy when it comes to Relationship VS Parents.
Ah well... I'm sure me and babat can pull thru things. As long as we trust each other, everything will be fine.
I'll miss you la babat. 5 days wifout contacting u and calling u babat and piggy. Sianz... Den cannot accompany u to the hospital for ur appointment also.. AH! Take care of ur eye okay.. Ok2 lah. I think you wear contacts better than specs. haha..
okok.. it's 1 am already. better sleep. gonna wake up at 5 later. shit.
Niteys. Gonna miss all of you.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Such As.. Being Tagged IT
Muhammad Noor Bin Roslan.
You practically ENJOY SABO-ING ME.
haiz~
PEOPLE, I ACTUALLY POSTED AN ENTRY BEFORE THIS. PLEASE READ IT, PLEASE!! IT'S SUCH A LONG ENTRY AND I HAD TO DO THIS BECAUSE MUHAMMAD NOOR AKA NOURU DECIDED TO TAG ME TO DO THIS.
7 random facts bout me:
1. I get sick easily. yeah.. it's true!!
2. I LOVE SENTOSA. =)
3. I daydream a lot.
4. I am a contradiction. I am patient yet impatient; I am harworking yet lazy. Haha.. go figure.
5. I have phobias of drowning and balloons.
6. I can eat chicken rice every day.
7. I am prone to getting needles stuck into my skin.
7 things that scares me:
1. DROWNING.
2. BALLOONS.
3. Cockroaches.
4. The sight of blood
5. Life after Death
6. Death of anyone i care for
7. Betrayal
7 habits that must be fulfilled everyday:
1. Switching on to my lappy
2. Wash my face with the Tea Tree foaming wash
3. Going to friendster and my blog
4. Take pictures frm my hp
5. Msg/Msn wif Jumali
6. Putting on eyeliner
7. Putting on compact powder
5 things I like the most:
1. MY JOB.
2. MY MISTER
3. Going to Sentosa
4. Crapping
5. Eyeliners and Makeup
7 things i say the most:
1. Siak uh~
2. AHH.. Yelahh tu..
3. mixing english + malay in a weird way
4. Sucks ahhhh.
5. Diam ah
6. Thanks ahh eh
7. Eh?
7 people i want to do this:
1. Sandy.
2. Ayien
3. LIN!
4. Louis
5. Syazwan
6. HeeDaa
7. Sherlyn
You practically ENJOY SABO-ING ME.
haiz~
PEOPLE, I ACTUALLY POSTED AN ENTRY BEFORE THIS. PLEASE READ IT, PLEASE!! IT'S SUCH A LONG ENTRY AND I HAD TO DO THIS BECAUSE MUHAMMAD NOOR AKA NOURU DECIDED TO TAG ME TO DO THIS.
7 random facts bout me:
1. I get sick easily. yeah.. it's true!!
2. I LOVE SENTOSA. =)
3. I daydream a lot.
4. I am a contradiction. I am patient yet impatient; I am harworking yet lazy. Haha.. go figure.
5. I have phobias of drowning and balloons.
6. I can eat chicken rice every day.
7. I am prone to getting needles stuck into my skin.
7 things that scares me:
1. DROWNING.
2. BALLOONS.
3. Cockroaches.
4. The sight of blood
5. Life after Death
6. Death of anyone i care for
7. Betrayal
7 habits that must be fulfilled everyday:
1. Switching on to my lappy
2. Wash my face with the Tea Tree foaming wash
3. Going to friendster and my blog
4. Take pictures frm my hp
5. Msg/Msn wif Jumali
6. Putting on eyeliner
7. Putting on compact powder
5 things I like the most:
1. MY JOB.
2. MY MISTER
3. Going to Sentosa
4. Crapping
5. Eyeliners and Makeup
7 things i say the most:
1. Siak uh~
2. AHH.. Yelahh tu..
3. mixing english + malay in a weird way
4. Sucks ahhhh.
5. Diam ah
6. Thanks ahh eh
7. Eh?
7 people i want to do this:
1. Sandy.
2. Ayien
3. LIN!
4. Louis
5. Syazwan
6. HeeDaa
7. Sherlyn
strange.
ok. so i'm back. from a longgg break.
well, break doesnt really sound appropriate here.
wad really happend was that i was hospitalised for 3 days. yeah. hospitalised at SGH.
so i had high fever, cough, flu and sore throat altogether. went to Alexandra Hospital's emergency right, and got myself 4 days of mc. So on Tuesday, was my last day of mc and Cik Jamilah called me and asked if i wanted to work the next day. So caused i really missed work, i said yes, wifout even thinking that i was still sick.
And the next day, i started work at 1030 am at VAC. And.. i was doing okay at first. But i got tired, and by 1, when Zaheera came, i went back to the VAC Office there and sat down. And the next thing i knew, i fainted.
So, then i heard commotion. Yes, i could hear, but i couldnt open my eyes. Hrmm. Then they called the ambulance and i was sent to SGH. Which was another whole ordeal which i shall not elaborate. Cause i practically ate, sleep, took medicine, sleep, wake up, eat, took medicine, sleep... Get the idea..
but then, my mum took me to see my uncle who deals wif all this supernatural stuff. well, u haf to admit that this stuff do exist and shldn't just be shrugged off.
so, well, in this case.. the ghost of RP decided to tag along wif me and followed me home and crapped wif my whole household. hurrr. it's because of that stupid Operation GT lahh during the Cypher Camp. hurrrr..
ok that's it.
my dad asked me why my friends didnt visit me when i was hospitalised. Well, firstly, i dun bother to tell. Basically i've given up on friends and too disappointed wif the things that's been happening wif all of em.
and his sarcasm when he said "Ur boyfffrieenndd never come arr?"
den i was like, yeah he came.
and he was like, okay.
*rolls eyes*
whatever.
well, break doesnt really sound appropriate here.
wad really happend was that i was hospitalised for 3 days. yeah. hospitalised at SGH.
so i had high fever, cough, flu and sore throat altogether. went to Alexandra Hospital's emergency right, and got myself 4 days of mc. So on Tuesday, was my last day of mc and Cik Jamilah called me and asked if i wanted to work the next day. So caused i really missed work, i said yes, wifout even thinking that i was still sick.
And the next day, i started work at 1030 am at VAC. And.. i was doing okay at first. But i got tired, and by 1, when Zaheera came, i went back to the VAC Office there and sat down. And the next thing i knew, i fainted.
So, then i heard commotion. Yes, i could hear, but i couldnt open my eyes. Hrmm. Then they called the ambulance and i was sent to SGH. Which was another whole ordeal which i shall not elaborate. Cause i practically ate, sleep, took medicine, sleep, wake up, eat, took medicine, sleep... Get the idea..
but then, my mum took me to see my uncle who deals wif all this supernatural stuff. well, u haf to admit that this stuff do exist and shldn't just be shrugged off.
so, well, in this case.. the ghost of RP decided to tag along wif me and followed me home and crapped wif my whole household. hurrr. it's because of that stupid Operation GT lahh during the Cypher Camp. hurrrr..
ok that's it.
my dad asked me why my friends didnt visit me when i was hospitalised. Well, firstly, i dun bother to tell. Basically i've given up on friends and too disappointed wif the things that's been happening wif all of em.
and his sarcasm when he said "Ur boyfffrieenndd never come arr?"
den i was like, yeah he came.
and he was like, okay.
*rolls eyes*
whatever.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
bedridden
my 4 days mc ends today. like, whee.. Cik Jamilah called me up just nw and asked me how i was and whether i can work tmr.
and i was like.. cannnn.
Haha.. i miss work. and i really2 dun wanna sleep like a pig. blueks.
And, right.. while i was sleeping, i had this very nice dream. Something which can be made a script or a storyline. Plus some stories by Abang Azri, and a touch of Abang Man's words, i think it's gonna be a smashing one. A sad tale perhaps? I dunno. If i let my imagination run wild like it used to, maybe it will be. =)
So my plans for this week. Hmm.. 4 days off is such a long time. BAH. i'm so not used to this. My mum would probably shriek if she knew i'm working tmr, which, i havent told her yet. So, tomorrow work, Thursday will be the retreat (and i still havent pack yet), Friday, will be a very busy day.
and it's the 50th Anniversary. gawd. Hua Yi Sec is THAT old huh. The last time they made an Official Opening Ceremony was when i was in Sec 2 or 3. Can't exactly rmb. It was GREAT FUN!! really.. i was the sound engineer. heh.. Let's see what the juniors are up to this time round..
urm.. next.. will be going to Genting for a holiday. AND!! I get to spend my own money. WHEE. Now i dun haf to beg my parents for money when i wanna go shopping. Luckily my pay is enuff for me to change to RM. =) excitedd!!
ouhh ya.
i shouldnt have changed my perpective.
bestfriends never exist.
let's keep it at that.
=)
and i was like.. cannnn.
Haha.. i miss work. and i really2 dun wanna sleep like a pig. blueks.
And, right.. while i was sleeping, i had this very nice dream. Something which can be made a script or a storyline. Plus some stories by Abang Azri, and a touch of Abang Man's words, i think it's gonna be a smashing one. A sad tale perhaps? I dunno. If i let my imagination run wild like it used to, maybe it will be. =)
So my plans for this week. Hmm.. 4 days off is such a long time. BAH. i'm so not used to this. My mum would probably shriek if she knew i'm working tmr, which, i havent told her yet. So, tomorrow work, Thursday will be the retreat (and i still havent pack yet), Friday, will be a very busy day.
and it's the 50th Anniversary. gawd. Hua Yi Sec is THAT old huh. The last time they made an Official Opening Ceremony was when i was in Sec 2 or 3. Can't exactly rmb. It was GREAT FUN!! really.. i was the sound engineer. heh.. Let's see what the juniors are up to this time round..
urm.. next.. will be going to Genting for a holiday. AND!! I get to spend my own money. WHEE. Now i dun haf to beg my parents for money when i wanna go shopping. Luckily my pay is enuff for me to change to RM. =) excitedd!!
ouhh ya.
i shouldnt have changed my perpective.
bestfriends never exist.
let's keep it at that.
=)
Sunday, June 04, 2006
sick.
some updates.
i'm down wif flu, fever, cough and sore throat. and Jumali has sore eyes. and funnily enuff, i was supposed to accompany him to see the doctor but ended up, i haf to go to the emergency instead. And i haf 4 days of mc. shucks..
didnt go to work for the weekends. sucks lah. i really wanted to work for this Balloon Hat Festival. Argh.. dun talk abt it already lah.
haish.. i dunno wad i did to all these bloghoppers that they keep on coming to my blog and criticizing me. haish. whatever lah.
going out now. celebrating my granddad's bday @ Marina. Have to isolate myself. All my cousins and the young ones are gonna be there. Dun want them to get my sickness.
hmm.. tmr rehearsal.. to go or not to go.. hmmmm..
i'm down wif flu, fever, cough and sore throat. and Jumali has sore eyes. and funnily enuff, i was supposed to accompany him to see the doctor but ended up, i haf to go to the emergency instead. And i haf 4 days of mc. shucks..
didnt go to work for the weekends. sucks lah. i really wanted to work for this Balloon Hat Festival. Argh.. dun talk abt it already lah.
haish.. i dunno wad i did to all these bloghoppers that they keep on coming to my blog and criticizing me. haish. whatever lah.
going out now. celebrating my granddad's bday @ Marina. Have to isolate myself. All my cousins and the young ones are gonna be there. Dun want them to get my sickness.
hmm.. tmr rehearsal.. to go or not to go.. hmmmm..
Thursday, June 01, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST HUBBY JUMALI!!
My Mr Takuhiro is now 21 years old. Heee.. He can watch R21 shows already.. =x Haha..
Okay so aniway.. It was a long day. And THANK GOD rehearsals were cancelled today. At least i can spend his bday wif him. =)
So, met him at 2.20pm. I was late. Actually, i was supposed to meet at 1.40pm larh. But then i reached Lakeside MRT Stn at 1.20 seh. Haha.. So in the end, msg him, said i was gonna reach about 2. But then, end up still late. Haha.. But not my fault wad. Meet at Bedok seh. It's not as if Bedok and Jurong are 5 mins away frm each other.
So met him at the Macdonalds opposite the interchange. Kinda shock lar to see his eyes like damnn red. His sore eyes still not better yet. So den, we slacked at Mac, and went to the arcade. And then to watch the X-Men2 movie. It was NICE okay! But kinda sad larh that Jean Grey, Cyclops and Professor X died. And the Angel guy was cute ar.. haha..
Okay den, he went home to change coz he was from work. So i waited at the void deck. I was dressed kinda in apropriately for his mum to see so i wouldnt want her to have a 2nd bad impression of me. hurhur.
so den took cab to Bugis. Met his friends, den we went to eat at the Raffles Hospital Banquet. Den, WE WENT TO SMOKE SHEESHA!! hehe..
My first time seh smoke sheesha. Last time, Sid called me up to smoke sheesha wif them. But i was kinda disgusted by the word sheesha coz it sounds funny and u hafta put the thing in ur mouth and stuff. Haha. But this time, i gave it a try lar. Not bad ar. The Mister ordered Strawberry and Apple. I think the apple one was a bit strong arh. But nice lar.
And there was once i put bof the sheesha thingy to my mouth. Haha.. =x
Then, dearie said he wanted to go to the hospital to check his eye coz it was really2 in a bad state. kesiankan dierr.. mata dier dah lah kecik.. Abeh kene sore eye, dah mcm dier tak bukak mata pun.. haha.. OOOPS! =X jahat ehh dee..
So from Bugis we took a cab to Alexandra Hospital and went to the Emergency. I thought it would take like, 3 or 4 hrs. But it was like, less than 1 1/2 hours seh... Okay ahh.. Next time if i wanna go emergency, i go to Alexandra. Dun wanna go NUH already. Hahaha..
So accompanied him at the hospital. Kesian dierrrr.. Haha.. Dah mcm mabuk2 dier jln coz he couldnt see. And naughty2 Dee still disturbed him. Hahaha..
And then we walked all the way to his camp there to get cab. If i'm really a candle, i'd probably melt to death right there and then. Heee. My Babat was sweet tau in the cab. Hehe.. I LOVE U FOREVER ALSO LAH BABAT!
I reached home like, 1 am sehh. First time uh go back home dis late by myself. Haha..
Take care of ur eye k babat.. no more contact lenses already ok.. U're banned from it.. Wear specs frm now onwards. Either u look nerdy or u get sore eyes. Haha. My nerdboy. =)
Thanks for the belanja-ing today. Heh.. I shld be the one belanja-ing u seh but ur bday wrong time ah. hehekz.. But i hope u like the shirt i bought u. =)
hrmm. on the flipside, we're doing so well together and we noe how deep we bof love each other. but sometimes, parents dun understand us. ppl say, kalau mak bapak tak restu perhubungan, den, perhubungan tu takkan selamat or smt..
that sux.
just when i've met the guy whom i wanna spend the rest of my life wif, these kinda problems arise. But all i wanna do is ignore them. Pretend that they never existed. i just wanna do all i can so that this relationship stay.
i love u so much lah babat. sometimes i feel bad seh for putting us in this kinda position. howells.. u noe that it can never change right..
all i wanna do is love u and be right there for u in sickness and in health (dah mcm wedding vows lah pulak). ahah.. I just wanna love u and no one else. I trust you wif my heart and i noe that u can take care of it.
*hugs u tight*
ehhhhhh.. wad sia Dee... happy2 den sad.. Heh.. Tersampuk X-Men arh. Professor X died that's y Jumali cried den he became Cyclops. Only that if he takes out his shades, no power will come out. Just sore eye. Hehe..
will be meeting him on Friday. Untung eh.. Last Saturday meet, Today meet, Friday meet. =) whoa.. 3 STRIKES. hahaha..
aniway, this song is for you, dear..
EXIST- JANJI PADAMU.
Tiada kusangka sejak detik itu
Kau membuka pintu kamar dihatiku
Cinta yang terhampar satu tika dulu
Bersinar kembali
Pandainya dikau mencuri hatiku
Dengan kejujuran dan tingkah lakumu
Memberikan aku satu keyakinan
Mendungkan berlalu
Akan kupertahankan cinta ini
Demi kesetiaan kupadamu
Akan kutempuhi onak duri
Demi untukmu bidadari
Percayalah janjiku ini
Andainya kau jauh dariku
Dekat dihatiku
Andainya kau yang pergi dulu
Hampalah cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan ku
Jangan persiakan cinta yang murni
Akan kupertahankan cinta ini
Demi kesetiaan kupadamu
Akan kutempuhi onak duri
Demi untukmu bidadari
Percayalah janjiku ini
Andainya kau jauh dariku
Dekat dihatiku
Andainya kau yang pergi dulu
Hampalah cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan ku
Jangan persiakan cinta yang murni
Andainya kau jauh dariku
Dekat dihatiku
Andainya kau yang pergi dulu
Hampalah cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan ku
Jangan persiakan cinta yang murni
I LOVE U.
My Mr Takuhiro is now 21 years old. Heee.. He can watch R21 shows already.. =x Haha..
Okay so aniway.. It was a long day. And THANK GOD rehearsals were cancelled today. At least i can spend his bday wif him. =)
So, met him at 2.20pm. I was late. Actually, i was supposed to meet at 1.40pm larh. But then i reached Lakeside MRT Stn at 1.20 seh. Haha.. So in the end, msg him, said i was gonna reach about 2. But then, end up still late. Haha.. But not my fault wad. Meet at Bedok seh. It's not as if Bedok and Jurong are 5 mins away frm each other.
So met him at the Macdonalds opposite the interchange. Kinda shock lar to see his eyes like damnn red. His sore eyes still not better yet. So den, we slacked at Mac, and went to the arcade. And then to watch the X-Men2 movie. It was NICE okay! But kinda sad larh that Jean Grey, Cyclops and Professor X died. And the Angel guy was cute ar.. haha..
Okay den, he went home to change coz he was from work. So i waited at the void deck. I was dressed kinda in apropriately for his mum to see so i wouldnt want her to have a 2nd bad impression of me. hurhur.
so den took cab to Bugis. Met his friends, den we went to eat at the Raffles Hospital Banquet. Den, WE WENT TO SMOKE SHEESHA!! hehe..
My first time seh smoke sheesha. Last time, Sid called me up to smoke sheesha wif them. But i was kinda disgusted by the word sheesha coz it sounds funny and u hafta put the thing in ur mouth and stuff. Haha. But this time, i gave it a try lar. Not bad ar. The Mister ordered Strawberry and Apple. I think the apple one was a bit strong arh. But nice lar.
And there was once i put bof the sheesha thingy to my mouth. Haha.. =x
Then, dearie said he wanted to go to the hospital to check his eye coz it was really2 in a bad state. kesiankan dierr.. mata dier dah lah kecik.. Abeh kene sore eye, dah mcm dier tak bukak mata pun.. haha.. OOOPS! =X jahat ehh dee..
So from Bugis we took a cab to Alexandra Hospital and went to the Emergency. I thought it would take like, 3 or 4 hrs. But it was like, less than 1 1/2 hours seh... Okay ahh.. Next time if i wanna go emergency, i go to Alexandra. Dun wanna go NUH already. Hahaha..
So accompanied him at the hospital. Kesian dierrrr.. Haha.. Dah mcm mabuk2 dier jln coz he couldnt see. And naughty2 Dee still disturbed him. Hahaha..
And then we walked all the way to his camp there to get cab. If i'm really a candle, i'd probably melt to death right there and then. Heee. My Babat was sweet tau in the cab. Hehe.. I LOVE U FOREVER ALSO LAH BABAT!
I reached home like, 1 am sehh. First time uh go back home dis late by myself. Haha..
Take care of ur eye k babat.. no more contact lenses already ok.. U're banned from it.. Wear specs frm now onwards. Either u look nerdy or u get sore eyes. Haha. My nerdboy. =)
Thanks for the belanja-ing today. Heh.. I shld be the one belanja-ing u seh but ur bday wrong time ah. hehekz.. But i hope u like the shirt i bought u. =)
hrmm. on the flipside, we're doing so well together and we noe how deep we bof love each other. but sometimes, parents dun understand us. ppl say, kalau mak bapak tak restu perhubungan, den, perhubungan tu takkan selamat or smt..
that sux.
just when i've met the guy whom i wanna spend the rest of my life wif, these kinda problems arise. But all i wanna do is ignore them. Pretend that they never existed. i just wanna do all i can so that this relationship stay.
i love u so much lah babat. sometimes i feel bad seh for putting us in this kinda position. howells.. u noe that it can never change right..
all i wanna do is love u and be right there for u in sickness and in health (dah mcm wedding vows lah pulak). ahah.. I just wanna love u and no one else. I trust you wif my heart and i noe that u can take care of it.
*hugs u tight*
ehhhhhh.. wad sia Dee... happy2 den sad.. Heh.. Tersampuk X-Men arh. Professor X died that's y Jumali cried den he became Cyclops. Only that if he takes out his shades, no power will come out. Just sore eye. Hehe..
will be meeting him on Friday. Untung eh.. Last Saturday meet, Today meet, Friday meet. =) whoa.. 3 STRIKES. hahaha..
aniway, this song is for you, dear..
EXIST- JANJI PADAMU.
Tiada kusangka sejak detik itu
Kau membuka pintu kamar dihatiku
Cinta yang terhampar satu tika dulu
Bersinar kembali
Pandainya dikau mencuri hatiku
Dengan kejujuran dan tingkah lakumu
Memberikan aku satu keyakinan
Mendungkan berlalu
Akan kupertahankan cinta ini
Demi kesetiaan kupadamu
Akan kutempuhi onak duri
Demi untukmu bidadari
Percayalah janjiku ini
Andainya kau jauh dariku
Dekat dihatiku
Andainya kau yang pergi dulu
Hampalah cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan ku
Jangan persiakan cinta yang murni
Akan kupertahankan cinta ini
Demi kesetiaan kupadamu
Akan kutempuhi onak duri
Demi untukmu bidadari
Percayalah janjiku ini
Andainya kau jauh dariku
Dekat dihatiku
Andainya kau yang pergi dulu
Hampalah cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan ku
Jangan persiakan cinta yang murni
Andainya kau jauh dariku
Dekat dihatiku
Andainya kau yang pergi dulu
Hampalah cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan ku
Jangan persiakan cinta yang murni
Monday, May 29, 2006
had fun recently
whoa. been kinda beezee lately till i have no time to update.
so now updates~
On Saturday, I met the Mister. Haha.. 3rd time for the month of May. Ahakz. But it was really great fun. We went to Sentosa and we cam-whored a lot. Nyahaha. If u wanna look at the pics, click on my flikr okay.
So we went to Tanjong Beach, den went to put our stuff at the VAC office after that. Then took the Blue Line to Imbiah Lookout. Den we went on the LUGE!! Hehe.. That was like ubberr fun. The Go-kart thingy lah. and the sky lift was funn. heh. Then went to Images of Singapore. Took funny poses wif the displays.
And then went to the Dragon Trail and walked down to UWW and went to Siloso Beach. Took the Mini Bus to Beach Station and went 7-11 and sat near there. And then, went to take Blue Line and went to smoke at the back of the VAC. Then we went to eat at Harbourfront.
So we went to Harbourfront MRT Stn, den saw Iskandar in the train. So i just went up to him and talked lah. But it was like, uncomfy larh. haha.. So aniways, at Outram Park, Me, Jumali and Iskandar were waiting for the train, and my Mister suddenly got paranoid abt the marks on his neck. =x haha.
So i took out my compact and just tried to hide it larh. And his train came, did our handshake, kissed him gdbye and he went off. =) and after that i took the train to Jurong East wif Iskandar and we crapped again in the train.
And my parents picked me up frm Jrg East and we went to Tampines for jemputan. Sheesh.
So aniway today, was EXTREMELY BORING. I was at VAC. *yawns* and there was practically normal situations like from 2 pm. Sheeesh.
And i finished work at 7pm, so at 720, me and Maz went to Harbourfront and i tumpanged her dad's car back. And, at Jrg East, i realized that i forgot to bring my tent back home. So, went down at Jrg East Library there, took 97 and then went back to Sentosa.
At first, i tot wanna tumpang Thabri to go home. Then he said Cove was raining. And he summore ride a bike. So i said see how la. And since i saw AbangMan doing Harbourfront Service, i said i just tumpang Abang Man la since he wanna go Jrg also.
So tumpanged his van, he brought me to Labrador to go have a drink. He said to the mamak that i was his poidatin. I dunno ahh something like that ah. It means girlfriend. HAHA. YAH RITE.
And he sent me all the way home ahh.
Yawns.
It's 2.12 am. Gonna sleep already.
Niteyy.
so now updates~
On Saturday, I met the Mister. Haha.. 3rd time for the month of May. Ahakz. But it was really great fun. We went to Sentosa and we cam-whored a lot. Nyahaha. If u wanna look at the pics, click on my flikr okay.
So we went to Tanjong Beach, den went to put our stuff at the VAC office after that. Then took the Blue Line to Imbiah Lookout. Den we went on the LUGE!! Hehe.. That was like ubberr fun. The Go-kart thingy lah. and the sky lift was funn. heh. Then went to Images of Singapore. Took funny poses wif the displays.
And then went to the Dragon Trail and walked down to UWW and went to Siloso Beach. Took the Mini Bus to Beach Station and went 7-11 and sat near there. And then, went to take Blue Line and went to smoke at the back of the VAC. Then we went to eat at Harbourfront.
So we went to Harbourfront MRT Stn, den saw Iskandar in the train. So i just went up to him and talked lah. But it was like, uncomfy larh. haha.. So aniways, at Outram Park, Me, Jumali and Iskandar were waiting for the train, and my Mister suddenly got paranoid abt the marks on his neck. =x haha.
So i took out my compact and just tried to hide it larh. And his train came, did our handshake, kissed him gdbye and he went off. =) and after that i took the train to Jurong East wif Iskandar and we crapped again in the train.
And my parents picked me up frm Jrg East and we went to Tampines for jemputan. Sheesh.
So aniway today, was EXTREMELY BORING. I was at VAC. *yawns* and there was practically normal situations like from 2 pm. Sheeesh.
And i finished work at 7pm, so at 720, me and Maz went to Harbourfront and i tumpanged her dad's car back. And, at Jrg East, i realized that i forgot to bring my tent back home. So, went down at Jrg East Library there, took 97 and then went back to Sentosa.
At first, i tot wanna tumpang Thabri to go home. Then he said Cove was raining. And he summore ride a bike. So i said see how la. And since i saw AbangMan doing Harbourfront Service, i said i just tumpang Abang Man la since he wanna go Jrg also.
So tumpanged his van, he brought me to Labrador to go have a drink. He said to the mamak that i was his poidatin. I dunno ahh something like that ah. It means girlfriend. HAHA. YAH RITE.
And he sent me all the way home ahh.
Yawns.
It's 2.12 am. Gonna sleep already.
Niteyy.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
just another boring day.
Okay so, had a surprise call frm the Mister. Hehe.. Then talked for like 50 mins. =) aha.. made my day lahh.. heh.. so we counted how long we didnt meet. (ans: 2 wks.) and how many times we met this mth (ans: twice.). hee. yeah. i dunno lah when we're gonna meet again. just leave it to fate lah.
so aniways, i was blog hopping. And i read of the death of this person's friend. and it made me realize how fragile life is. and we can lose the person we love anytime, anywhere. somehow it affected me a lil bit n i'm kinda feeling down a lil. hee.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
yawns. sch's gonna end in like 3 more hrs. heeyak dush! Webmultimedia UT later. Eh please eh. it's gd enuff that i come today lah. dun drag already can. Basically, my motto is get it over and done wif. or issit done and over wif? haha. dunno lah. either one uh. Start presentation quick lah~!
So the mister's bday is ard the corner. and yes, i've been procrastinating to buy his bday present so much so that his request has been impossible for me to get. Where in Singapore can i find all stuff orange. And my pay's not due yet so i'm on a tight budget here. haha. Why sia of all colours orange. *smacks!* difficult to find okay. but nevertherless, sayang nye psl, will try to find arh.
*not that my busy schedule is gonna help*
nyaahhhhh~!! i can die of boredom man.
eh babat. i miss you lah. like, really really miss you.
i wanna meet like soon lahhh. *being demanding now*
pretty please...
*flutters eyelash*
=)
so aniways, i was blog hopping. And i read of the death of this person's friend. and it made me realize how fragile life is. and we can lose the person we love anytime, anywhere. somehow it affected me a lil bit n i'm kinda feeling down a lil. hee.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
yawns. sch's gonna end in like 3 more hrs. heeyak dush! Webmultimedia UT later. Eh please eh. it's gd enuff that i come today lah. dun drag already can. Basically, my motto is get it over and done wif. or issit done and over wif? haha. dunno lah. either one uh. Start presentation quick lah~!
So the mister's bday is ard the corner. and yes, i've been procrastinating to buy his bday present so much so that his request has been impossible for me to get. Where in Singapore can i find all stuff orange. And my pay's not due yet so i'm on a tight budget here. haha. Why sia of all colours orange. *smacks!* difficult to find okay. but nevertherless, sayang nye psl, will try to find arh.
*not that my busy schedule is gonna help*
nyaahhhhh~!! i can die of boredom man.
eh babat. i miss you lah. like, really really miss you.
i wanna meet like soon lahhh. *being demanding now*
pretty please...
*flutters eyelash*
=)
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
down the memory lane.
i overslept for the 2nd day in a row and didnt go sch again. shoots! and i realise that i'm always absent on mondays. shit lah. coz i'm always tired from work the day before and the next day i'm tired to go to school.
okay whatever.
anyway, today, i was browsing thru some old pics. and i was like, -_-" twds my kid self. haha. i was like short, stubby and fat. eh no. not so short lah. i was like a giant. heh..
Uhhuh.
zoomed.
Told ya i was a giant.
-_-"
Me and My Mum
Look at how I've evolved (??). haha. from that to this.
and most importantly,
heh.. =)
Ahakz. So, yeah. So last time, i was like, this fat, tomboyish girl. But i evolved to who i am now. And at least nw guys bother to look at me. Last time, aiyo. I was like, one of the boys. Hee.
Well.. That's all lah..
=)
and ouhh ya.. i found something on a friend's blog. thought it was sweet. =)
okay whatever.
anyway, today, i was browsing thru some old pics. and i was like, -_-" twds my kid self. haha. i was like short, stubby and fat. eh no. not so short lah. i was like a giant. heh..
Uhhuh.
zoomed.
Told ya i was a giant.
-_-"
Me and My Mum
Look at how I've evolved (??). haha. from that to this.
and most importantly,
heh.. =)
Ahakz. So, yeah. So last time, i was like, this fat, tomboyish girl. But i evolved to who i am now. And at least nw guys bother to look at me. Last time, aiyo. I was like, one of the boys. Hee.
Well.. That's all lah..
=)
and ouhh ya.. i found something on a friend's blog. thought it was sweet. =)
Sunday, May 21, 2006
work~
work was blardy tiring these 2 days. stress ehk.. ytd was at Underwater World all the way. Till i just wanna scream at the guests. sheesh. madness. ytd, me, Iskandar, Muthu and Adik were at Underwater World. Then after that Vicky and Khairul joined us. Heh..
Today was kinda okay lah. Reached Sentosa at 1215. Damn early. Den went to change, and waited wif Louis and Chua for Rose to take us to Transport Office. Okay den, i started at exactly 1, went to Harbourfront to relieve Vicky for lunch. And so, stayed there while Vicky went for lunch and also went in. Okays then, Chua took me in, and went straight to Dolphin Lagoon.
And i report the figures for Dolphin 3.30 Show. First report, i said it was 500. Coz the person in-charge at Dolphin told me it was 450. Then i saw a lot of ppl went in. And i asked the gal to check the counter for me. Hahaha. She said it was 900+. Ahakz. Tt was crap. In such a short time, 400 ppl can come in. Haha...
Okay so, went to UWW for awhile, Iskandar, Vicky, Nora, Chandra, Khairul and Louis were there. But Vicky Nora Maz and Chandra went back at 5pm. So i had to go to VDC. And then, Chua called me at 530 and told me to go to Dolphin Lagoon. Okay lah. That giler was there. Si Iskandar tu. Then after Dolphin, we went to VDC and set up the chains and went for break.
Haha.. Si gilerrr tu.. Drive me nuts. Aniway, I was stationed at Ferry Terminal. And i felt like i was Tango Control. Hahaha. Nuts ah. Had to see and plan which bus go where and also control the crowd. Haiyo. It was stressful i tell you!!
Okay so, i finished at 9. But that mambang Iskandar told me to accompany him coz ytd he already accompanied me while waiting for my parents. So, waited for him and took the train wif him back ah since he stays at Yew Tee.
THAT BUGGER!!
He pinched my arm and now it's blue black! Basket. *Is! Ingat ehhhh. Kau adek tau. Takleh bully kakak. wakakaka...*
Okay so that's wad happened today.
Tmr, rehearsals for OVER THE WALL WILL START!! wheeeee. =)
I'm sorry too. For whatever that's happend. I miss you so much. But it's just that my ego denies it. To avoid crying, or being sad, i just dun wanna think of you. But fact is, i miss you too much. I wanna be in ur arms and feel ur kisses again. But again, the problem is always when. I wish u knew how badly i wanna meet you and be like we always be.
*selame-lame nyer* tts wad u promised when we first went on. i wanna be wif you. and i'm willing to go thru every single shit wif u. and i just hope that u understand the things that's been gg on. and it's just u and me. if we bof could work it out together and trust each other, i'm sure it's gonna be fine.
imissyou.
i love u baby.
Today was kinda okay lah. Reached Sentosa at 1215. Damn early. Den went to change, and waited wif Louis and Chua for Rose to take us to Transport Office. Okay den, i started at exactly 1, went to Harbourfront to relieve Vicky for lunch. And so, stayed there while Vicky went for lunch and also went in. Okays then, Chua took me in, and went straight to Dolphin Lagoon.
And i report the figures for Dolphin 3.30 Show. First report, i said it was 500. Coz the person in-charge at Dolphin told me it was 450. Then i saw a lot of ppl went in. And i asked the gal to check the counter for me. Hahaha. She said it was 900+. Ahakz. Tt was crap. In such a short time, 400 ppl can come in. Haha...
Okay so, went to UWW for awhile, Iskandar, Vicky, Nora, Chandra, Khairul and Louis were there. But Vicky Nora Maz and Chandra went back at 5pm. So i had to go to VDC. And then, Chua called me at 530 and told me to go to Dolphin Lagoon. Okay lah. That giler was there. Si Iskandar tu. Then after Dolphin, we went to VDC and set up the chains and went for break.
Haha.. Si gilerrr tu.. Drive me nuts. Aniway, I was stationed at Ferry Terminal. And i felt like i was Tango Control. Hahaha. Nuts ah. Had to see and plan which bus go where and also control the crowd. Haiyo. It was stressful i tell you!!
Okay so, i finished at 9. But that mambang Iskandar told me to accompany him coz ytd he already accompanied me while waiting for my parents. So, waited for him and took the train wif him back ah since he stays at Yew Tee.
THAT BUGGER!!
He pinched my arm and now it's blue black! Basket. *Is! Ingat ehhhh. Kau adek tau. Takleh bully kakak. wakakaka...*
Okay so that's wad happened today.
Tmr, rehearsals for OVER THE WALL WILL START!! wheeeee. =)
I'm sorry too. For whatever that's happend. I miss you so much. But it's just that my ego denies it. To avoid crying, or being sad, i just dun wanna think of you. But fact is, i miss you too much. I wanna be in ur arms and feel ur kisses again. But again, the problem is always when. I wish u knew how badly i wanna meet you and be like we always be.
*selame-lame nyer* tts wad u promised when we first went on. i wanna be wif you. and i'm willing to go thru every single shit wif u. and i just hope that u understand the things that's been gg on. and it's just u and me. if we bof could work it out together and trust each other, i'm sure it's gonna be fine.
imissyou.
i love u baby.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
random
talking to the new fella from work made me feel a bit better. he's like 4 yrs older than me. i tot he's like kerek or wad lar or like, cranky kind coz he got angkong and stuff. but he turned out to be very brotherly and helpful.
he was like, "kira nasi per?" *counting rice uh* coz i was playing wif my food during break. and he knew straightaway that something was bothering me. damn he's good. he just started work today and he talked to me as if he knew me for a long time.
and he adviced me and told me abt his experience and stuff. and i actually listened to him. coz what he said was kinda true ah.
so aniways, work was kinda crap. was at underwater world. and i could have gone crazy man today. ran ard like nobody's business, screaming here and there, scolded Vicky and Muthu and Adik (coz i was kinda the I/C for the place b4 Chua came.) Kinda felt bad abt it. But i'm sure they understand lah kan.
So, finished work at 7pm. Then went to the back and hung out wif another new marshal named Iskandar. He's very kecohrable. He's also considered my Adik. wakakaka.
okay, so damn tired. wanna sleep already.
tmr work. 1pm.
haiz~
damn my pay.
so i guess i'm broke after paying my bill. and the pay's just enuff to pay my hp bill. aiyo.
he was like, "kira nasi per?" *counting rice uh* coz i was playing wif my food during break. and he knew straightaway that something was bothering me. damn he's good. he just started work today and he talked to me as if he knew me for a long time.
and he adviced me and told me abt his experience and stuff. and i actually listened to him. coz what he said was kinda true ah.
so aniways, work was kinda crap. was at underwater world. and i could have gone crazy man today. ran ard like nobody's business, screaming here and there, scolded Vicky and Muthu and Adik (coz i was kinda the I/C for the place b4 Chua came.) Kinda felt bad abt it. But i'm sure they understand lah kan.
So, finished work at 7pm. Then went to the back and hung out wif another new marshal named Iskandar. He's very kecohrable. He's also considered my Adik. wakakaka.
okay, so damn tired. wanna sleep already.
tmr work. 1pm.
haiz~
damn my pay.
so i guess i'm broke after paying my bill. and the pay's just enuff to pay my hp bill. aiyo.
Friday, May 19, 2006
FUCK!!
first major quarrel in 4 months.
fuck men and their ego. it suddenly made them someone else. a person u never knew.
a person once so gentle yet loving, turned to someone so hostile and defensive.
i'm just disappointed at the words that were being hurled to each other.
and it hurts to see that fuck over there okay. y do u think i keep asking u abt the fuck?
and this quarrel is pointless. no matter how many times we argue, THINGS WILL NEVER FUCKING CHANGE!
and dun insult them pls. as much as they cause a lot of problems to this relationship, dey are still MY PARENTS. u dun see me insulting ur parents. even if u dun like them, at least respect them as elders. dun hide ur true self to me. coz it seems that u're not the same person i knew 4 mths ago.
fuck this blardy life.
i'm not pretty.
i'm not as stylish as u think.
i'm not that smart.
i'm not vogue.
i dun haf understanding parents.
i dun haf beautiful figures or face.
sometimes, i may never haf time for my loved ones coz of my schedule.
but i am me.
i'm not perfect.
i'm just another human being.
i'm just a girl.
why cant u all just fucking understand that?
DROP ALL UR BLARDY EXPECTATIONS OFF ME!!
STOP TALKING TO ME TO FOCUS IN SCHOOL DAD!!
STOP TELLING ME THAT NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR RELATIONSHIP!!
WHY CAN'T U FUCKING UNDERSTAND?!!!!!
WHAT WILL CHANGE UR MIND?!
just...
GIVE ME MY FUCKING SPACE!!
AND LET ME BE MYSELF. LET ME BE HAPPY FOR ONCE!!!
it's time that u realize that ur little girl has grown up.. and she needs to be on her own feet now. and she can be on her own.
WHY CANT U FUCKING UNDERSTANDD??!!!!
i feel so trapped.
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
fuck men and their ego. it suddenly made them someone else. a person u never knew.
a person once so gentle yet loving, turned to someone so hostile and defensive.
i'm just disappointed at the words that were being hurled to each other.
and it hurts to see that fuck over there okay. y do u think i keep asking u abt the fuck?
and this quarrel is pointless. no matter how many times we argue, THINGS WILL NEVER FUCKING CHANGE!
and dun insult them pls. as much as they cause a lot of problems to this relationship, dey are still MY PARENTS. u dun see me insulting ur parents. even if u dun like them, at least respect them as elders. dun hide ur true self to me. coz it seems that u're not the same person i knew 4 mths ago.
fuck this blardy life.
i'm not pretty.
i'm not as stylish as u think.
i'm not that smart.
i'm not vogue.
i dun haf understanding parents.
i dun haf beautiful figures or face.
sometimes, i may never haf time for my loved ones coz of my schedule.
but i am me.
i'm not perfect.
i'm just another human being.
i'm just a girl.
why cant u all just fucking understand that?
DROP ALL UR BLARDY EXPECTATIONS OFF ME!!
STOP TALKING TO ME TO FOCUS IN SCHOOL DAD!!
STOP TELLING ME THAT NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR RELATIONSHIP!!
WHY CAN'T U FUCKING UNDERSTAND?!!!!!
WHAT WILL CHANGE UR MIND?!
just...
GIVE ME MY FUCKING SPACE!!
AND LET ME BE MYSELF. LET ME BE HAPPY FOR ONCE!!!
it's time that u realize that ur little girl has grown up.. and she needs to be on her own feet now. and she can be on her own.
WHY CANT U FUCKING UNDERSTANDD??!!!!
i feel so trapped.
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
december baby!!
crap.
i hate venting my anger on my brothers. it sucks.
sigh. well. got this thru e-mail about the monthly babies stuff. kinda true.
1. This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person
possible... better than all of these other months! (eh.. no lar.. i dun think so.)
2.Loyal and generous. (yeah. loyal and generous.)
3.Patriotic. (erm.. i dun think so la..)
4.Competitive in everything. (yes2.. i am competitive)
5.Active in games and interactions. (gawd. games no. interactions yes.)
6.Impatient and hasty. (not impatient. yes to hasty.)
7.Ambitious. (i guess so)
8.Influential in organizations. (no i'm not. i'm not in any organizations)
9.Fun to be with. (i think so. tts y ash and sandy and the rest stickwifme. heh)
10. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. (OUHH YES! YES! YES!)
11. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. (UHHUH!)
12. Easily influenced by kindness. (ditto.)
13. Polite and soft-spoken. (polite, can say lah. soft spoken, depends.)
14. Having lots of ideas. (yeah.)
15. Sensitive. (DEFINITELY.)
16. Active mind. (can say uh)
17. Hesitating, tends to delay. (kinda..)
18. Choosy and always wants the best. (yahhh siaa..)
19. Temperamental. (SEE!! TOLD YA I WAS TEMPERAMENTAL!)
20. Funny and humorous. (yeah.)
21. Loves to joke. (uhuhh)
22. Good debating skills. (hell yeahh. ask Thabri. he'll noe. aha..)
23. Has that someone always on his/her mind. (yeah..)
24. Talkative. (hehekz.. uuhhuh)
25. Daydreamer. (okok lah)
26. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. (yesh)
27. Abiding. (yeah.)
28. Able to show character. (urm.. okok ah)
29. one guy/girl kind of person. (yeah.)
30. Loveable. (=)i dunno.. )
31. Easily hurt. ( YES! YES! YES!)
32. Prone to getting colds. (not so ah)
33. loves music. (yaaaa)
34. pretty/handsome. (okok lah)
35. Loves to dress up. (YES!!)
36. Easily bored. (YES!!!)
37. Fussy. (UHHUH!)
38. Seldom shows emotions. (U GOT ME!!)
39. Takes time to recover when hurt. (YES!)
40. Sensitive. (they have to repeat this twice.)
and i found something on another person's blog. haizhh..
when you said forever, you meant a few months,
when i said forever, i meant everyday until i died.
when u said always, you meant until you couldnt handle it anymore,
when i said always, i meant until time ended.
when you said you love me, you meant i was no different from any other girl,
when i said i love you, i meant i had neverr felt what i felt for you.
just something to share.
cheerios.
i hate venting my anger on my brothers. it sucks.
sigh. well. got this thru e-mail about the monthly babies stuff. kinda true.
1. This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person
possible... better than all of these other months! (eh.. no lar.. i dun think so.)
2.Loyal and generous. (yeah. loyal and generous.)
3.Patriotic. (erm.. i dun think so la..)
4.Competitive in everything. (yes2.. i am competitive)
5.Active in games and interactions. (gawd. games no. interactions yes.)
6.Impatient and hasty. (not impatient. yes to hasty.)
7.Ambitious. (i guess so)
8.Influential in organizations. (no i'm not. i'm not in any organizations)
9.Fun to be with. (i think so. tts y ash and sandy and the rest stickwifme. heh)
10. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. (OUHH YES! YES! YES!)
11. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. (UHHUH!)
12. Easily influenced by kindness. (ditto.)
13. Polite and soft-spoken. (polite, can say lah. soft spoken, depends.)
14. Having lots of ideas. (yeah.)
15. Sensitive. (DEFINITELY.)
16. Active mind. (can say uh)
17. Hesitating, tends to delay. (kinda..)
18. Choosy and always wants the best. (yahhh siaa..)
19. Temperamental. (SEE!! TOLD YA I WAS TEMPERAMENTAL!)
20. Funny and humorous. (yeah.)
21. Loves to joke. (uhuhh)
22. Good debating skills. (hell yeahh. ask Thabri. he'll noe. aha..)
23. Has that someone always on his/her mind. (yeah..)
24. Talkative. (hehekz.. uuhhuh)
25. Daydreamer. (okok lah)
26. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. (yesh)
27. Abiding. (yeah.)
28. Able to show character. (urm.. okok ah)
29. one guy/girl kind of person. (yeah.)
30. Loveable. (=)i dunno.. )
31. Easily hurt. ( YES! YES! YES!)
32. Prone to getting colds. (not so ah)
33. loves music. (yaaaa)
34. pretty/handsome. (okok lah)
35. Loves to dress up. (YES!!)
36. Easily bored. (YES!!!)
37. Fussy. (UHHUH!)
38. Seldom shows emotions. (U GOT ME!!)
39. Takes time to recover when hurt. (YES!)
40. Sensitive. (they have to repeat this twice.)
and i found something on another person's blog. haizhh..
when you said forever, you meant a few months,
when i said forever, i meant everyday until i died.
when u said always, you meant until you couldnt handle it anymore,
when i said always, i meant until time ended.
when you said you love me, you meant i was no different from any other girl,
when i said i love you, i meant i had neverr felt what i felt for you.
just something to share.
cheerios.
Monday, May 15, 2006
attention seekers part 2
woootz!!
icriticizecauseican has got back up!
oooh i'm scared --- NOT!!
and i've got a tagboard war in my blog.
whooo.
hurhur.
gallenbabydropsyourpussy (another blardy long nick. sheesh.) here comes into my tagboard and starts accusing me that i flamed (??) icriticizecauseican (u guys really noe how to come up wif blardy long nicks).
So yeahh, gallenbabydropsyourpussy (ctrl + v'd. hah.), so i flamed ur lil dear. But looky here, who's the one who goes ard, ditching ppl's blog and finding fault wif them? Wad, in the first place, did we do to you? You go ard ditching ppl's blog and now, u're saying I flamed that fella? Sheesh. Get your facts right okay. Whose the one looking for enemy here?
hey gallenbabydropsyourpussy, i dun haf a prob wif you. so wad's the deal wif you man? are u gonna be like one of those backups when someone gets bullied? hurhur. u sweet lil thang. but, i'll see ya on msn aight and we'll settle a thing or two over there.
and so, i'm ugly? when in the first place did i say i'm gorgeous. u got a prob wif how i look? EH HELLO. are u wearing my face? hah. i dun care lar eh whether i'm ugly or fat or wadsoever. i'm happy wif who i am. AND THAT MATTERS TO ME. so dun come here and fuck tell me that i'm ugly to bring me down. Cause you can never bring me down.
and icriticizecauseican, i rest my case. u said it urself. "we ARE asses & we like being irritating."
'nuff said.
To Jam: Ahakz. Chill girl. these ppl are bored ppl. they have no childhood. that's y they're being childish n0w.
p/s: i'll be waiting for you gallenbabydropsyourpussy @ msn.
icriticizecauseican has got back up!
oooh i'm scared --- NOT!!
and i've got a tagboard war in my blog.
whooo.
hurhur.
gallenbabydropsyourpussy (another blardy long nick. sheesh.) here comes into my tagboard and starts accusing me that i flamed (??) icriticizecauseican (u guys really noe how to come up wif blardy long nicks).
So yeahh, gallenbabydropsyourpussy (ctrl + v'd. hah.), so i flamed ur lil dear. But looky here, who's the one who goes ard, ditching ppl's blog and finding fault wif them? Wad, in the first place, did we do to you? You go ard ditching ppl's blog and now, u're saying I flamed that fella? Sheesh. Get your facts right okay. Whose the one looking for enemy here?
hey gallenbabydropsyourpussy, i dun haf a prob wif you. so wad's the deal wif you man? are u gonna be like one of those backups when someone gets bullied? hurhur. u sweet lil thang. but, i'll see ya on msn aight and we'll settle a thing or two over there.
and so, i'm ugly? when in the first place did i say i'm gorgeous. u got a prob wif how i look? EH HELLO. are u wearing my face? hah. i dun care lar eh whether i'm ugly or fat or wadsoever. i'm happy wif who i am. AND THAT MATTERS TO ME. so dun come here and fuck tell me that i'm ugly to bring me down. Cause you can never bring me down.
and icriticizecauseican, i rest my case. u said it urself. "we ARE asses & we like being irritating."
'nuff said.
To Jam: Ahakz. Chill girl. these ppl are bored ppl. they have no childhood. that's y they're being childish n0w.
p/s: i'll be waiting for you gallenbabydropsyourpussy @ msn.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Such As.. The Family Feeling
SuperDuper Dead Tired.
That's how i'm feeling right now. 3 straight days of marshal work makes me superbly exhausted.
Haish.
But then today was okay. Started work at 10am. Was stationed at Harbourfront Interchange. Uncle Ng was so nice to me (as always!) heh.. He belanja-ed me sugarcane juice and ice cream. aha.. Then i stayed at Harbourfront till 2.30pm and after that went straight to Imbiah Lookout.
And when i was there, it was utter chaos. Me, Iskandar (new staff) and Cik Jamilah were there. Had fun. Iskandar was good for a newbie. He wasnt like SOME IDIOT who's new and LAZE around. Sheesh.
Aniways, then went to Underwater World where that bugger was there. And FINALLY, i found the first person who agreed wif me that the bugger was a lazy arse. Me and Singh were criticising him like heck. And the 2nd person was Rose. She wasnt in his favour but she just decided to give him a chance since this is his first job and all. I mean, he's seriously one.. URGH.
Okay so finished work at 7pm. Then went out to Harbourfront wif Muthu, Only to find out that he doesnt like the bugger too and nearly everyone doesnt like him. hah. and i was already at the Busstop at Harbourfront when i called Thabri. Coz i didnt feel like gg back home so early.
So, met him at Harbourfront then we went in to Sentosa. He started work 1t 9pm and that time was 7.50. I left him at VAC. Heh. Then i went to Merlion, den walked to VAC. Then talked to Abg Rosley and Abg Yusri.
And Abang Man came wif the Yellow line. I thought wanna take Abang Man's bus, temankan him. Then skali AbangMan went for his break so i had to temankan Abg Yusri. Then temankan him for 1 trip, den after that temankan Abg Man.
And i temankan him for i dunno how many trips. But i noe it was about 1hr plus. Hahaha.. He's the best arrrr~ Hahaha..
Okay den, balek, saw Uncle Mohan at the Harbourfront stop. Coz he stays near my place, so thought of going back wif him. Then he said okay we take bus. Okay larr.. Then skali, he said, Cik Rahim's gonna send us back.
And Cik Rahim sent me all the way to my block. Wahh seh.. Haha.. So i reached home like, 1110. Phew. If not, i'll prolly reach home like 12 plus. Hehh..
And at Harbourfront, Uncle Mohan belanja-ed me a drink. Wahh. aha.. Rezeki aku nari baek. =) Alhamdullillah.
That was wad happend today. Haish. Tired sia.
But the best was still when I temankan Abang Man. Hah.. I needed him today to lighten up my day. Was a bit gloomy lar. He's like the bro i never had. *even though he's like, older than my own mom.. haha.. *
Okayz. So.
TAGGERS REPLY.
Lin: haha.. aku okay lar selenge.. i'm alrite now.. dunch ya worry aight..
baby: aku tak ingat plak kasi kau cium bau pepek aku sia. maner kau tau bacin?
kat: hrmm.. same IP add as baby?? hurhur..
ash: ashhyyy. hahaha.. aiyah.. u noe lar i dun give a fuck about all this shit. i'll be fine. heh..
p/s:
Happy 4 Months Dearest.
That's how i'm feeling right now. 3 straight days of marshal work makes me superbly exhausted.
Haish.
But then today was okay. Started work at 10am. Was stationed at Harbourfront Interchange. Uncle Ng was so nice to me (as always!) heh.. He belanja-ed me sugarcane juice and ice cream. aha.. Then i stayed at Harbourfront till 2.30pm and after that went straight to Imbiah Lookout.
And when i was there, it was utter chaos. Me, Iskandar (new staff) and Cik Jamilah were there. Had fun. Iskandar was good for a newbie. He wasnt like SOME IDIOT who's new and LAZE around. Sheesh.
Aniways, then went to Underwater World where that bugger was there. And FINALLY, i found the first person who agreed wif me that the bugger was a lazy arse. Me and Singh were criticising him like heck. And the 2nd person was Rose. She wasnt in his favour but she just decided to give him a chance since this is his first job and all. I mean, he's seriously one.. URGH.
Okay so finished work at 7pm. Then went out to Harbourfront wif Muthu, Only to find out that he doesnt like the bugger too and nearly everyone doesnt like him. hah. and i was already at the Busstop at Harbourfront when i called Thabri. Coz i didnt feel like gg back home so early.
So, met him at Harbourfront then we went in to Sentosa. He started work 1t 9pm and that time was 7.50. I left him at VAC. Heh. Then i went to Merlion, den walked to VAC. Then talked to Abg Rosley and Abg Yusri.
And Abang Man came wif the Yellow line. I thought wanna take Abang Man's bus, temankan him. Then skali AbangMan went for his break so i had to temankan Abg Yusri. Then temankan him for 1 trip, den after that temankan Abg Man.
And i temankan him for i dunno how many trips. But i noe it was about 1hr plus. Hahaha.. He's the best arrrr~ Hahaha..
Okay den, balek, saw Uncle Mohan at the Harbourfront stop. Coz he stays near my place, so thought of going back wif him. Then he said okay we take bus. Okay larr.. Then skali, he said, Cik Rahim's gonna send us back.
And Cik Rahim sent me all the way to my block. Wahh seh.. Haha.. So i reached home like, 1110. Phew. If not, i'll prolly reach home like 12 plus. Hehh..
And at Harbourfront, Uncle Mohan belanja-ed me a drink. Wahh. aha.. Rezeki aku nari baek. =) Alhamdullillah.
That was wad happend today. Haish. Tired sia.
But the best was still when I temankan Abang Man. Hah.. I needed him today to lighten up my day. Was a bit gloomy lar. He's like the bro i never had. *even though he's like, older than my own mom.. haha.. *
Okayz. So.
TAGGERS REPLY.
Lin: haha.. aku okay lar selenge.. i'm alrite now.. dunch ya worry aight..
baby: aku tak ingat plak kasi kau cium bau pepek aku sia. maner kau tau bacin?
kat: hrmm.. same IP add as baby?? hurhur..
ash: ashhyyy. hahaha.. aiyah.. u noe lar i dun give a fuck about all this shit. i'll be fine. heh..
p/s:
Happy 4 Months Dearest.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
dalam usik ku merajuk seketika.
i feel so sucky.
crying doesnt make it feel any better.
it makes it feel worse.
ignorance is not bliss.
ignorance is torture.
it's like i'm screaming and screaming, begging for help and sympathy,
but no one is there to listen, or no one can hear me.
it hurts me to hurt you.
some things are just so hard to understand.
some things are not meant to be understood at all.
and now, it's u that i'm talking about.
sigh.
crying doesnt make it feel any better.
it makes it feel worse.
ignorance is not bliss.
ignorance is torture.
it's like i'm screaming and screaming, begging for help and sympathy,
but no one is there to listen, or no one can hear me.
it hurts me to hurt you.
some things are just so hard to understand.
some things are not meant to be understood at all.
and now, it's u that i'm talking about.
sigh.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
attention seekers.
haiz.. okay2 mr/ms icriticisecauseican.
this is dedicated to you. because you are so seeking my attention by criticising me at my tagboard. okay2.. i'll give u dis chance to let ppl noe abt you okay.
dearest mr/ms icriticisecauseican,
this was wad u said:
icritisizecauseican
1:33 PM May 3, 2006 IP 12:95
omfg! a ****ing retarded minah! & what's with the pictures? they're not that nice alright. just telling the truth ;D
icriticizecauseican
2:09 PM May 10, 2006 IP 12:95
who wanna go shopping with her anyway? look at her fashion sense =/ i think one old ah ma at some kopitiam dresses up better than her. X)
okay.
Coz the tagboard has limited spaces and i haf loads to say, well, i'll just might as well blog about it. And let me have my say.
So, Mr/Miss icriticizecauseican,
first thing's first.
i'm not an angry person. u can criticize me all you want and i'll still accept it cause i believe that ppl have their own points of view. i cant blame ppl and say that they're wrong. cause it's their pov, not mine. tts one of my principles.
i'm not gonna be mad here and scream my top of by saying that this is my blog, if u're unhappy, leave. No. I'm not gonna do that. U had ur say. I wanna have mine. Haha.. U picked the wrong person to find fault wif. I didnt join the school debate team in secondary school for nothing man.
this is dedicated to you. because you are so seeking my attention by criticising me at my tagboard. okay2.. i'll give u dis chance to let ppl noe abt you okay.
dearest mr/ms icriticisecauseican,
this was wad u said:
icritisizecauseican
1:33 PM May 3, 2006 IP 12:95
omfg! a ****ing retarded minah! & what's with the pictures? they're not that nice alright. just telling the truth ;D
icriticizecauseican
2:09 PM May 10, 2006 IP 12:95
who wanna go shopping with her anyway? look at her fashion sense =/ i think one old ah ma at some kopitiam dresses up better than her. X)
okay.
Coz the tagboard has limited spaces and i haf loads to say, well, i'll just might as well blog about it. And let me have my say.
So, Mr/Miss icriticizecauseican,
first thing's first.
i'm not an angry person. u can criticize me all you want and i'll still accept it cause i believe that ppl have their own points of view. i cant blame ppl and say that they're wrong. cause it's their pov, not mine. tts one of my principles.
i'm not gonna be mad here and scream my top of by saying that this is my blog, if u're unhappy, leave. No. I'm not gonna do that. U had ur say. I wanna have mine. Haha.. U picked the wrong person to find fault wif. I didnt join the school debate team in secondary school for nothing man.
icriticizecauseican (man, tts a blardy long nick~), u're not trying to live up to ur nick. u think u can criticize? aha.. my momma can criticize better than you, and she'll really make u feel damn bad. as for you, u made me snigger at ur comments cause it's seriously EMPTY criticisms. Ever learnt in school? Constructive and Destructive criticisms? Well, urs is EMPTY.
coz, another principle that i made, is that, never judge someone when u dunno them. Wad's wif minahs man? Are they not human too? So what they have attitude lar, blahh3.. they're still humans living in this world. and humans have FLAWS. geddit? It's not as if these minahs disturb you wad. Just mind your own business and they'll mine theirs. As easy as that.
And, ever heard, DUN JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER? Just because someone dresses like a minah, doesnt mean that she's a minah. And, definitions of a minah varies from person to person. Ur interpretation of a minah, is not exactly another person's interpretation.
Retarded? sheesh. go figure. if i'm retarded, i wont be TYPING. And i wont be in POLY.
U asked who wanna go shopping wif me?? HEYYYY~ Didnt u just see the tag b4 urs?? SANDY wanted to go shopping wif me. That's one. ASHZ wanted to go shopping wif me. That's 2. I'll always have mummy dearest. That's 3. And I have my boyfie. That's 4 ppl. =) Need i say more?
AND!! I CAN'T BELIEVE WAD U SAID!!
U fucking said, " i think one old ah ma at some kopitiam dresses up better than her"
wtf.
I can't believe ur fashion sense is THAT BAD. GOD! U need some pointers man. Seriously. I think u must be BLIND. Hahaha. You think ah ma who wears those flowery2 top and pants dresses up better than me?? HAHAHA. Now who's got bad fashion sense now??
WHO THINKS THAT JEANS AND T-SHIRT ARE NOT THE MOST COMFORTABLE OUTFIT, PLS TELL ME AIGHT. I might need to sort your brain out like this icriticize cause i can. He said ah mas dress better than me when i'm all into jeans and top. Howells, u just can't believe wad ppl nowadays think like.
Okay, well, there you have it. I hope that icriticizecauseican fella reads this. aniway, thanks aye for dropping by my blog. haha. at least u still bothered to come to this site and read it. =)
come back soon!! and yeah.
BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME.
adios.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Next Project: Over The Wall.
ouhh shucks.. blogger was a bitch again. it didnt save my post - AGAIN. thanks arh eh.
well, like as if today was any better.
Coz yesterday, i worked like 11 hrs, and had trouble sleeping, i ended up not going to school. That was one thing. The other thing was that, I WOKE UP AT BLARDY 445 pm. And i had Drama Casting at 5. Damn. Took a quick shower, and left home at 5, wifout any makeup on. grrr. Took a cab to sch, cost me $13. fuck. sheeesh.
but one good thing that happend today was that i got into ensemb. cool uhh~ wheee.. gonna perform @ Esplanade on the 15th July. Cool ehhhh. hehe.. happy siaa.. and no, CE points are not my motivation. The bz-ness is. haha.. I like lah. I dunno y. heh..
So, now, i'm gonna be bz every Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. And not to mention weekends as well. And when i'm busy, i dun eat a lot, and when i dun eat a lot, i lose weight. wakakaka.. Lame motivation. Nyahaha.
But thing is, i remember the last year, during Redhill Blues production, a lot of relationships actually suffered. I mean, relationships wif their girlfriends and boyfriends. I'm no exception. Coz RHB really took a lot of our times. Rehearsals stretched till 930 pm everyday. And then, i was just the make up artist and i have to stay till that time. Now, i'm a cast, die lah. We've like, sworn to commitment already. Heee.
But i dun think this time, it would pose so much of a problem. Since i've got one understanding (blueks!) and busy (uhhuh) and layzee (yessah!) boyfie. Hahaha.. Okok kidding.
But it's true lah. Since, he's busy wif work, denlazy (okok, not lazy, but tired.) after work, we never meet on weekdays except the times when he's off. So, for weekends, i can always say i dun wanna work mah. So we can go out weekends.
Contact also, sms can wadd. I'm sure he'll understand. =) Aniway, we're not meeting so much also wad. Like, once a wk or once in 2 wks. But neither of us is complaining. Alah.. Love is not about meeting up everyday or wad. =) Okay set. It's all gonna be okay. (SEE!! From someone who's demanding and always wanting to meet, i turned out to be like this understanding. Hahaha. Blame him for throwing away that mushiness and demanding-ness from me. )
Anihoos, it's gonna be a period of challenges and tests for me. But, yeah.. it's like that lah. I just have to go through it.
Bleargh. It's 3 am. Shucks. gotta go sleep already larh. sheesh.
well, like as if today was any better.
Coz yesterday, i worked like 11 hrs, and had trouble sleeping, i ended up not going to school. That was one thing. The other thing was that, I WOKE UP AT BLARDY 445 pm. And i had Drama Casting at 5. Damn. Took a quick shower, and left home at 5, wifout any makeup on. grrr. Took a cab to sch, cost me $13. fuck. sheeesh.
but one good thing that happend today was that i got into ensemb. cool uhh~ wheee.. gonna perform @ Esplanade on the 15th July. Cool ehhhh. hehe.. happy siaa.. and no, CE points are not my motivation. The bz-ness is. haha.. I like lah. I dunno y. heh..
So, now, i'm gonna be bz every Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. And not to mention weekends as well. And when i'm busy, i dun eat a lot, and when i dun eat a lot, i lose weight. wakakaka.. Lame motivation. Nyahaha.
But thing is, i remember the last year, during Redhill Blues production, a lot of relationships actually suffered. I mean, relationships wif their girlfriends and boyfriends. I'm no exception. Coz RHB really took a lot of our times. Rehearsals stretched till 930 pm everyday. And then, i was just the make up artist and i have to stay till that time. Now, i'm a cast, die lah. We've like, sworn to commitment already. Heee.
But i dun think this time, it would pose so much of a problem. Since i've got one understanding (blueks!) and busy (uhhuh) and layzee (yessah!) boyfie. Hahaha.. Okok kidding.
But it's true lah. Since, he's busy wif work, den
Contact also, sms can wadd. I'm sure he'll understand. =) Aniway, we're not meeting so much also wad. Like, once a wk or once in 2 wks. But neither of us is complaining. Alah.. Love is not about meeting up everyday or wad. =) Okay set. It's all gonna be okay. (SEE!! From someone who's demanding and always wanting to meet, i turned out to be like this understanding. Hahaha. Blame him for throwing away that mushiness and demanding-ness from me. )
Anihoos, it's gonna be a period of challenges and tests for me. But, yeah.. it's like that lah. I just have to go through it.
Bleargh. It's 3 am. Shucks. gotta go sleep already larh. sheesh.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
random~
blardy hell. wrote a freaking long post ytd and blogger was a bitch when it suddenly lost its connection. urgh.
hoho.. so it's 2.17 am and i've just reach home after watching my dad had his final sepaktakraw game @ Bedok. He's coaching for Home Utd uhh. And just now, Home Utd was against Pioneer RC 9 or smt. And i saw this guy, okay not guy, as in kid, who looked exactly like Celop. Has the same eyes, same lips. And Pioneer RC being in Jurong NTI, maybe that kid could just be his bro. Go figure.
Ouhh yea, yesterday i wrote something which goes like:
it's scary when u see someone who's mild tempered and dun get angry easily, just burst out and was really fucked up when u contact that person. it's not your fault tho but you just dunno wad to do coz u never face that kind of situation before. you wanna make that person feel better, but at the same time u just wanna leave him alone to cool down.
so yeah, that's that. i was kinda speechless and dunno wad to do. but luckily i rmb that he likes to be alone when he's pissed off. so, yeah, left him alone for awhile.
den called him to ask for his opinion on MP3s. SO I BOUGHT AN MP3 FOR MYSELF WHICH COST ME $58. haha.. okay it's damn cheap. it's 128MB. but i dun travel much aniway, so, i think 128MB shld be enuff for me. haha.. I bought it at some shop at Bedok. And i saw CREATIVE ZEN for fuckingg $118. IS THAT CHEAP OR WADDD??!! shit. too bad i didnt have enuff on me. even if i do, i dun think i'll buy it for myself.
okay enuff of MP3 stuff.
I bought this nice halter top. WHITE. HEEEE. It's oh so beaautiful. Can't wait to wear it when the next time we go out together. Bought new belt too. Ouhh shit. I just got my pay today. $210. And i'm left wif, $52. Thanks ah ehh. So, bought me an MP3, a belt, a halter top. Ordered one Avon Butterfly perfume, one Avon compact powder and lip balm which cost me $25. okay2.. now i'm feeling guilty about spending too much. sheesh.
ahh.. ouhh well.. better be going now.. 3 am already.. sheeesh..
nitey.
*andistillmissyou*
hoho.. so it's 2.17 am and i've just reach home after watching my dad had his final sepaktakraw game @ Bedok. He's coaching for Home Utd uhh. And just now, Home Utd was against Pioneer RC 9 or smt. And i saw this guy, okay not guy, as in kid, who looked exactly like Celop. Has the same eyes, same lips. And Pioneer RC being in Jurong NTI, maybe that kid could just be his bro. Go figure.
Ouhh yea, yesterday i wrote something which goes like:
it's scary when u see someone who's mild tempered and dun get angry easily, just burst out and was really fucked up when u contact that person. it's not your fault tho but you just dunno wad to do coz u never face that kind of situation before. you wanna make that person feel better, but at the same time u just wanna leave him alone to cool down.
so yeah, that's that. i was kinda speechless and dunno wad to do. but luckily i rmb that he likes to be alone when he's pissed off. so, yeah, left him alone for awhile.
den called him to ask for his opinion on MP3s. SO I BOUGHT AN MP3 FOR MYSELF WHICH COST ME $58. haha.. okay it's damn cheap. it's 128MB. but i dun travel much aniway, so, i think 128MB shld be enuff for me. haha.. I bought it at some shop at Bedok. And i saw CREATIVE ZEN for fuckingg $118. IS THAT CHEAP OR WADDD??!! shit. too bad i didnt have enuff on me. even if i do, i dun think i'll buy it for myself.
okay enuff of MP3 stuff.
I bought this nice halter top. WHITE. HEEEE. It's oh so beaautiful. Can't wait to wear it when the next time we go out together. Bought new belt too. Ouhh shit. I just got my pay today. $210. And i'm left wif, $52. Thanks ah ehh. So, bought me an MP3, a belt, a halter top. Ordered one Avon Butterfly perfume, one Avon compact powder and lip balm which cost me $25. okay2.. now i'm feeling guilty about spending too much. sheesh.
ahh.. ouhh well.. better be going now.. 3 am already.. sheeesh..
nitey.
*andistillmissyou*
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