another day wasted

it's been such a while since i last had a proper update.

let me see. i woke up at 3.3opm today. yes, i finally replenish my sleep and rest. been sleeping late these few days.

on Saturday, marshals overnight again. <3

only this time, i managed to sleep. and it wasnt as fun as the last one because, firstly, there was no Shulhul to crack jokes and make you laff like heck. Secondly, they shifted the divider and the meeting table. so, it was quite squeezy.

so, anyways, Terry Fox run started at 8 am on Sunday but i started at 6am. Dengs. And by 7 plus, the queue was right in front of the mrt station, like LITERALLY, in front of the escalator of Harbourfront Mrt Stn.

and i was at the end of the queue, trying to organise the queue properly.

okay.. so that's that.

i'm just happy that a friend of mine has found someone he love so deeply. yeah.. lucky her.

for me, i love someone that bad. but it's just that, i can never have someone who love me as bad as i love them. ouhhk. no wonder cant find. i love him bad. ok i love him good and love me as good as i love them. yeah.

haish~

but i was chatting with a friend who was lost for 6 months for ns, about relationship and stuff. and i realise that, i am just afraid of getting into another relationship. because, i don't want to hurt anyone else like how i've hurt JJ wif my busy-ness.

yeah, i'm a freaking busy person, i know. and now that school is gonna re-open, i need to do something about Sry Dylaila.Republik. And plus i'm in the commitee for IFTAR. And plus, Sry Dylaila.Republik is gonna be featured in RP's HRC. AND. Playtime. So yeah.

I will never have the time. Not unless someone understands my busy-ness.

but, i guess, i don't really want anybody right now. i just don't feel like committing myself to another relationship.

and anyways, i have Abang Man. heh. =)