emotions broke lose.

i'm going fucken crazy.

i'm just hoping that this class ends fast. coz i really cant stand everybody here. even the faci. if i didnt think that i need to be online, i wouldnt come again today. heck this chinatown uh. u can say anything if you all want lah.

i did something which i would probably regret sooner or later.

i subscribed back to anak melayu. hurhur. it's the last resort to kill my boredom. and plus, i need new friends. it's been like 4 months since i last subscribe. haha. it feels weird being back. i totally forgot what it's like being there. but i'm just gonna make it a point to get to know people from the arts scene. no exchanging numbers and such.

and i just read my sticky notes sent and received.

and i so happen to go to this profile and i read all the sticky notes sent and received. and just a simple "hi.. u in dk??" can lead to a friendship till now.

September 2005. till this very day. 1 year plus. wouhh.

stop the tears in my eyes.
stop the hurt in my heart.
never take the love away.
coz it's you whom i want to stay.


Sway - The Perishers.

I talk to you as to a friend
I hope that’s what you’ve
come to be
It feels as though we’ve
made amends
Like we found a way
eventually

It was you who picked
the pieces up
When I was a broken soul
And then glued me
back together
Returned to me what
others stole

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among
the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

I look at you and see a friend
I hope that’s what you wanna be
Are we back now where
it all began?
Have you finally forgiven me?

You gathered my dreams in
When they all blew away
And then tricked them
back into me
You saved me I was
almost dead