personas.

i know online people think i'm really stuck up. oh no, i should rewrite that.

i know online guys think i'm really stuck up. that sounds better.

i don't chat much. halfway i'd ignore their messages. or i'd give 1 word answers. yeah sure, i'm unfriendly. thank you. i don't really care much when it comes to online people. i used to have an online persona. PunkChiCka to ChiCka LoLiTa.

both of them made lots of friends online. Both were popular on AnakMelayu, they were regulars even. both knew how to make friends stay. and were often, online and had the time to enjoy and have fun.

now the persona changed to ChiCka Emily.

ChiCka Emily (Emily given by Leanna-Jazz) is more reserved. Created late last year, ChiCka Emily didnt make as many friends as both PunkChiCka and ChiCka LoLiTa. Emily is more laidback, more quiet and she keeps a lot of her feelings in her. She doesnt even want to be bothered about guys.

it was only until she decided to give it a chance, hoping that this guy could make her happy. he did. but only for a short time due to the complications of which, both of them know.

and Emily, she's moping around. hurt, obviously. the grudge in her, the pain and the anger. but deep down, she's still in love with him.

the task now, to merge all 3 together. PunkChiCka to ChiCka LoLiTa to ChiCka Emily INTO ChiCka.

hard task. But, i'm sure it's do-able.

only that i need more time.

okay dang, quite a few ppl know that i have peavey. i love peavey. really, a lot. if i can, i wanna show the whole world what peavey can do but i can't. amanah orang tak boleh main2. he said to me, "... jgn byk tangan. u sorg and someone u trust jer"

how?