cheebayleestress.

i've been fucking stressed up. with so many things. so little time.

and i thought work would be the last thing which would stress me up but apparently, it's still stressing me up. and i was so confident that i would get selected for the Singapore Open thing but i wasn't. it wasnt until i made a fuss about it and cik Jamilah talked to the manager about it and i managed to work for it.

work, one thing.

dk another. that's the biggest stress right now. i think only Ain knows how stressed i am. and i definitely noe how stressed she is. haiz.. entah lah.. somemore ader odyssey, even though i'm not involved, it's definitely putting stress on me. and to add on, Khatulistiwa, dah ler tak main awok. stress siak.

and fyp. pp. school.

django? ajax? ah buto la. pp due at 2359 hrs tonight. i havent do my rework. pp evaluation next week. ah fuck lah. i'm just gonna have to take it next year then. i'm repeating year 3 anyways. i havent been going to class. mampos lah. school is something which i'm totally giving up sia. i've tried. i can't continue seh. haizz. dunno la.

family.

my mum is so gonna merajuk if i dun go for the Indonesia trip coz it's her wedding anniversary on 20th Dec which is like, 2 fucking days before Khatulistiwa. and apparently, she's like not understanding it. and she says i've no time for family already, which is kinda true. but, siakkk uhh.. it's not that i don't want seh. i've got other commitments. PLUS, kalau this comp aku main awok takper sakz. URGGGHH.

oh my dearest cousin, i'm definitely not stressed about relationship. it's going on pretty well, actually. we're bof stressed about things but not each other. okay, maybe he's stressed wif me if i don't get my beats right. haha. but, other than that, we're pretty ok lah.

only, i just hope what she said during our training affect him lar.