crazy days

4th November 2007

i'm burnt.
i'm drained.
i'm fucking exhausted.

my arms have 2 colours.
my whole body ithes like heck.
my pinggang hurts gile babi.
my calves are aching like mad
my feet's gone case.

as like every year for Singapore Open, i'd be effing shagged the last day. but this year, there were differences. Lots and lots of differences. Major differences this time round.

Well, initially, i was told that i wasn't involved in Singapore Open this year. That, coming from a driver instead of any of my supervisors. And i wasn't the only one who isn't involved. ALL my colleagues weren't involved. So i was thinking, what the hell. My chinese supervisor (i've 3 supervisors. 1 chinese, 1 indian, 1 malay), hired new people to work for the Open and didn't want any of us, the usual bunch, to work for the open.

It wasn't fair to us AT ALL. ALL of us were looking forward to the Open for months and then, we're not involved. What siaa... I called my malay supervisor and asked how come. and she said, even she, wasn't involved too until the manager fucked the chinese supervisor to include her.

and, i was surprised that my colleague, who is the EO's son, wasn't involved too. LIKE HELLO, ME AND HIM ARE THE SENIOREST BATCH! HOW COULD HE LEAVE US OUT?

So what the hell. The first day of the Open, at about 6 plus, my malay supervisor called me up if i could work for the Open and i said of course. So, i suspected something wrong.

And true enuff, first day was haywire.

and they had to call me and the EO's son back. Heh.

so, the saga continued for the 3 days. the Chinese supervisor is the No.1 Hated Guy on the everyone's list. So many things happened these 3 days that i've worked.

Like how, for the first time in the 3 years that i've worked for Singapore Open, i wasn't stationed at the Main Clubhouse. So, i didnt get to meet my favourite golfers like Mr Chris Rodgers and Mr Gerry Norquist and Mr Chan Song. I was stationed there on the 3rd day when i was training the new girl. And the Clubhouse people were so happy that i was there. But it didnt last long. So anyway, i checked the tee-off times for the day. Chris and Mr Norquist were out. Chan didn't participate this year. Still, i saw lots of familiar faces, and apparently, some of them remembered me.

Oh, and so.. i was at the Main Entrance roundabout most of the time. And, haha.. there was this cute cute security guy at the Main Entrance. Tall and botak. Saw him all 3 days.

But the best part of today was..

Today's my Ranger Uncle's morning shift. And that means, Abang Rafi, Abang Khairul and Abang Hazri are working. Huhu.. I saw Abang Rafi like loadsa time. Then saw Abang Hazri wif him. Then, there was once Abang Rafi stopped over and talked to me. He said, "you dah minum? nak beli air tak? you dah makan?"
read: you drink already? want to buy water? you eat already?

typical abang rafi. ahha.

den we talked for a while den i asked him. "abang khairul mane? satu hari tak nampak dia.."
read: where's abang khairul? haven't seen him the whole day..
den he said, "dia kat post. kenape? rindu die ehk?"
read: he's at post. why? miss him eh?

wahlao. takder la. just that i havent been working then i havent seen him around for so long also.

anddddd.. here comes the best part..

i was going to 7-11 wif Salina, and we saw Abang Khairul! hahaha.. den saw Abang Rafi. Den Abang Rafi said, "tu Khairul kat depan. Gi la bebual dengan dia"
read: there Khairul in front. Go and talk to him la.
i was like. "sshhhh. tknk larr."
read: dun want arr
den.. abang Rafi went to Abang Khairul and said something and Abang Khairul looked at me and said,

"Eh, tadi kau carik aku eh?"
read: eh just now u finding for me eh?

wtffff. carik or wad. gee..

but. =)

my brother took off to Thailand this morning for his NCC thingy. I teared ok. He's off to Thailand and i couldn't send him off to the airport coz i had to work. haiz.. 9 days wifout my brother, my best friend, my bastard. i hope he takes care of himself. Haizz..

ahh anyway, i miss the boyfriend a lot. Met him last on Wednesday after dikir training. tu pun skejap jer. haiz.. i tot i could meet him on Friday but they changed the venue to Bukit Panjang. and the worse part was,

it was at his EX-GIRLFRIEND'S UNCLE'S HOUSE.

what the hell. it was fucking akward and uncomfortable lah ok. i've got nothing against her lah but it just felt uncomfortable when the mum asked about him. Coz her mum wanted them to be together so badly. she was like, 'Mane Annuar? Tak datang ke?'
read: where's annuar? he's not coming?

then the guys told her that he had rehearsals at the CC. and si polan nie pulak looked at me and asked,

"Dee asal kau senyum2 ni?"
read: Dee, why're u smiling?

GEE. I know what the heck is going on ok. Apparent her mum still hopes that they're together and still looks for him.

and i was talking to him the same night and he said that the mum msged him and asked him why he didnt come. and i said to him lah it was uncomfortable and awkward for me that time. and i said i don't know why i felt that way. and he guessed right actually about the awkward feeling.

it's the fact that i was at the house of the ex-girlfriend who's mum seems to be wanting them back together and having the mum there was uncomfy. i'm ok with the ex-gf. really. just, the mum i guess.

haizz.. crazy week i've had. crazier week ahead. haiz.