restlessness

Dear God,

please let me go through this process as painlessly as possible. it's so difficult to move on from here. just guide me out of this. i'm scared. i'm worried. so many things running through my mind. so many feelings in this heart. we promised, its for the better. maybe i can't see it now but i know i will soon.

dee.

my friend got herself twins. boy am i happy for her or what. i'm certainly glad that i was one of those who told her to keep the baby and now, they're babies! Babies are a bundle of joy really. well, i can't wait to have one of my own. hah.. dream on lah dee. your own financial sucks to the core and u wanna have a baby. geeeez.

its okay.. i have loads of babies around me. like my favourite..

huhu. my baby azakhir. my becokness baby.

haaiiiiizz.

stop the tears pleaaaasssee.