life's a bitch

in times like these,
i'd realise how the man is integral in my life.
i am seriously missing the man a lot right now.
i guess i would probably have to wait till next month to meet the man.

i know sometimes it's not right to assume things.
but then again, sometimes you use logic when assuming.
so right now, i am assuming some things,
and it definitely makes me turn to my denying and blocking mode.

as sweet as life can be sometimes,
life can so harsh and cruel at times.
i'm not ridiculing life.
but life itself is a bitch.

in these few days,
life has thrown me so many challenges.
one way or another, it still affects.

right now, i just need to be the person who i was.

i seriously need sometime to be alone.