cameron highlands!

Ahakz..

I'm backk!

Yes2.. I noe.. Loada pics.. There're more lar frm the digicam but these are frm ma hp.. Ahakz..

So yea, went cameron on Monday, then went back on Wednesday.. It was like, a 7 hr drive.. I swore my butt hurt.. ahaha.. Slept a lot in the car.. Then the weather was so freaking hot lar..

And on the way, my dad was caught for speeding. Gee.. It was only 2km/h against the mark.. Then the police guy was kinda nice to let us off.. but my dad just gave him $50 as a "tip" lar.. i mean, its not that we're bribing lar.. in a way, he let us off.. so, pay him laa like that..

The scenery at Camerons was BEEEEYOOOTIFULL. =) Like, DAMN BEEYYOOTIFUL. okok.. beautiful yes. the temperature was frikkking cold.. aha.. i think it was ard 18 degrees at night..

then the next day, we went to the strawberry farms and tea platations and also Gunung Brinchang (Mount Brinchang).

Beautiful. God's creations. =)

So, nothing much happend during the trip. only that i've been having some stomach ulcers.

Yeahh.. Tts pretty much all.

Hahaha..

I LOVE TODAY. =)

pix and us

pixies for Wan's Bday celebration that day!
i took a few lar.. Joanne has a lot..

wakakaka.. siao lar that day.. they bashed him up and stuff. till the lucky plaza lift was spoilt.. hahaha..

aniways, since not a lot of ppl are gonna read my blog.. i'm just gonna post some mushy stuff.. okay so not me.. but just wad i'm feeling lar dis bloody morning.. wakaka..

Dearest,

This is especially for u.. Just some things which i wanna say before i go off.. 1 week wifout meeting u is normal.. But wifout contacting u, that's the hard part.

Knowing u is like an eye opener to me. A guy like u, is like 1 in thousands. Rare species. =p I noe i've told u like a thousand times that u're totally different.. If u noe wad hell i've been thru before i found you, then u'd noe how happy i am and how much i treasure u..

I know there were times which i was demanding and i hurt u, i'm really sorry for those times. For now, I'm just gonna try to understand you better and just try to understand the situation. And i hope, as times go by, we wont haf anymore major misunderstandings. I trust u wif my heart and i noe u can take good care of it. =)

*TIRED OF BEING MUSHY*

I've lost my mushiness when i'm wif him. wakakaaka..

Wad amazes me is that this relationship, is not just about u being my guy and me being ur girl. This relationship is more than just love, care and concern. It's also about us being lovers and friends. Okay2.. So we're not the mushy kind larr. Mushy is outdated.. I love u, u love me.. Once in a while, that's okay lar.. Everyday?? Wakaka... I noe U love Me. U noe I love U. That's enough wad.. No need to say it out.. right dear? Let's play thumb wrestling again when i get back.. ahakz..

Well, okay.. That's all that i wanna say larr.. *Dodol jugak lar aku nie.. Kul 10 pagi blog.*

Ouh shoots.

work.

wakakaka. cya'll when i come back aigghhtt..

MWWWWUUUUAAACCCHHHHS!

exhausted.

gawddd.

i'm like so freakking tiredd.

after 5 wks of being at VAC, i was finally sent to Cable Car wif my Uncle Zul.
Wahahaha.
Stress menggiler. Frust menonggeng.
Wakakaka..

Den finished work at 730. I told my mum to pick me up at 830.
I'm not used to going back so early uhh.
So hung out wif the old peeps.
Wahaha..

Den went to the Transport VAC office to use their pc.
*omg the ram speed is like so daymnn slow*

den, talked to my fav abang, abg rahman.. he's got a very weird appetite.. seriously..

wahaha..

ytd met him for the last time b4 i go off to m'sia nx wk..
just talk for like 45 mins then i went home..

gonna miss u all larrhh.. ahaha..

cyaa when i cya..

PHOTOSHOP!!

yessahh..
i finally got photoshop!

hehh..
looky at the pics i've edited..

and last but not least, my personal favourite:

Wheeee.. Had no idea photoshop was sooo much fun..
hehh..
=)

new hobby.

=)

wheeee

yayness..

after so long, i finally have a script prompt. haha. now ppl cant read my blog anyhow.

=)

i haf no idea on wad to blog.
wakakaka.
nothing's been up lately.

holidays are here.
nothing to do already.
bleargh.

tmr's the successful computing course.
dunno if i can wake up or not.
ahaha..
it's at 9.
hafto wake up at 630
and now,
it's 1.35 am.

how great can that be uh.

gonna go indonesia nx wk.
bleargh.
sucks.
nth to do there sia.
it's like so boring.
mendakz ehhk.

hmm..
i dun haf a reason to smoke these few days.
tts good right?
but i have like 7 sticks left wif me.

its crappy.
when i wanna quit, some problems will rise and i'll start smoking again.
bleeaaaahhh.

went out wif my family.
to changi and tamp
and otw home,
we passed my His brother's place.

the memories of it.
sighh.

MR, I miss you a lot okay.
we better meet b4 i go off to Indonesia.
if not, like u said, 1 mth ehh dun meet.
wakakakaka...

miss ya.

waddehell

setanz...

someone just offered me a modelling deal..

i mean, it's a she lar.. gawddd.. irritating siaakk.. keep asking me to do poses and stuff.. at first i was okay wif it lar.. den she asked me to pose wif my bikini top.. den i gave her the excuse that my bikini top is wet la.. den she said nvm. try wif ur bra top..

den i was like, wadderrr...

and i said, sorry uh.. i dun want to.. and she said.. nvm.. try wif sleeveless top.. den okay ar.. i wore a sleeveless dress... den.. she said.. try wif spaghetti strap.. den i said i dun wan also larh..

she's like, insisting sehh.. crap.. den i told her lar.. delete all my pics.. i dun think i wanna do the modelling thingy.. geee.. wadehell..

luckily the pics that i sent her werent too revealing or anything..

den she asked me abt parties and chalets and ask me if i wanna come.. den i said uhh, not sure abt that.. den she was like, there'll be cute guys and they'll grind u and stuff.. hurhur.. then i told her.. i'm not the wild type.. den she was like, tu wild ke?

den i said uh.. according to my bf, it is.. and she was like, u got bf? ahh screw him.. just come and enjoy.. geee.. WADDEHELL..

fed up.. den she ask me whether i'm still a virgin and wads the furthest thing i've done wif a guy..

WADDEHELL.

Something tells me that she is a he. Fuck.
crap larhh.. dunno how i landed wif her also. whatever.

3 days not in contact wif Mr Takuhiro okay. i'm not making any noises about that.
abit scared.
but waddehell.

he onced said that it doesnt mean i nv contact u, i dun love u.

so, yeah.
everything's gonna be fine.
*consoling myself here*
wakakaka

guess wad?
it's 545 am. sheesh.
can't sleep.

ergghh.
fucked up.
like, very fucked up.

OUHH WADDEHELL!

mood swings

ok crap.

i'm having my mood swings again. i dunno y.
not about him though.
i noe he's bz wif work and he's tired and all.
i've been lethargic lately too.

skipped school after UT today. freaking no mood to school for the rest of the week. holiday mood uhh~ haha..

Went to play pool and bowling wif Jae and Andrea today at Marina Square. And all the crap that we did. Omg.. seriously.. Den went to Esplanade.. Did some crazy stuff over there.. hurhur..

so.. pixies~

yeah.. tt was at the bowling alley.

these were at esplanade:

haha.. okay tts all..

going to Sentosa wif Dee V'lock tmr to beach bum.. whooopee.. finally after sooo long..

and ouhh ya..

i miss you.
badly.

wif loadsa love,
ChiCka

final destination

wahh lieww..

i never update for only 5 days and Farah and Haiqel tagged me to update.. Korang komplot kann~ Yelahh2.. Mentang2 aku skola, korg kacau aku ehhh~ haisshh~ Nvm.. Only left wif 4 days of school and 6 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS.

I'm so gonna rot.

YESH~!! Watched Final Destination 3 wif larlink! Hehh.. It was like, sooo gory.. Disgusting and eeewy.. Especially the one at sauna. Gross. The show scared the hell out of me mann~ All the blood and stuff.. groooossss~ i tot George was kidding about it being scary. But nw, GAWD! i was totally scared out of my wits. Keep covering my eyes and face. Nyahaha..

but still, the show is cool lahh..

nth's been up lately lah.. mundane2.. boring2 life..

But ytd work, finish at 530, den my family went to Sentosa, and I GOT TO RIDE THE LUGE. got it for half price lah. Was fun okay and ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH. haha.. and then went to Images of Singapore, went in wif my family for free. Hehh.. I'm just popular. Hahaha.. Ook2.. enuff crappings.

Boreddddd~

Tagger's Reply!

Ika: wahahaha.. how's the new skin?? ok tak? ahakz..

Farah: Yelahhh2... Dah update larhh..

Hi-Kerl: Korang 2 orang komplot against aku ehh.. Menyampah.. Update2..

m0nkee: -_-"

Lil Ti: Ahakz.. It's been okay.. A lil boring though

thankful

dearest,

i dunno wad i'd do without u..

thank you for all the help that you and ur brothers gave me last night.
thank you for staying with me till 1 am just to help me solve the problems that i have
thank you for trying to protect me
thank you for the cab fare.

i can't thank you and ur siblings enuff for all the help that all of you did last night.

all i can repay you is wif my endless and boundless love toward you. and care and concern towards your family.

I was really awed by your care, concern and love towards me. I never realized someone could love me so much. And to think that i was so demanding towards you back then. haishh~ i'm so sorry~

all i'm worried abt.. is when u meet the folks, and what if, we get separated? God!! Stop it siaaa Dee.. Dun think of that larh..

This time i'm certain.

You're all that I want.
You're the only one for me.

I SOOO WANNA MARRY YOU.
haha...
ok2..
Insya Allah.

So now, wanna complete my studies, wait for him to finish NS and finish his studies, work, stable ourselves, than think of marriage. Ahakz.

And i want Zen Concept house okay.

love you dearest..

Reminders

Tarian Practices For Competition:
Every Monday for the time being
Time: 5.30-8.oo pm
Venue: Plaza

Drama Meetings:
Every Wednesday
Time: 5-7 pm
Venue: PA01-25

Freshmen and SIT Camp Interview:
Date: Wednesday , 22nd Feb 2006 (OH MY GOD. This WEDNESDAY LARH!)
Time: 4.30pm
Venue: TN04-03

Freshmen and SIT Camp Briefing
Date – Thursday, 2nd March 2006
Time – 4.30 pm
Venue: Annex Hall

Freshmen Successful Computing Training
Date: Wednesday, 8 March 2006
Time: 9am-5pm
Venue: Annex Hall

Okay, that's my schedule for the time being.
Hafta jot it down somewhere before i forget them.

that girl.

u used to be this girl
who's always getting hurt and cheated
never getting ur say
always letting the tears drop each day
that weak spirited girl u were

but u gained ur strength
u held ur head up high
never let ppl put u down again
yes u did it u were full of confidence
full of urself - for ur own good.

den u fell.
again on the brink of love
which made u lost and confused
tattered and in pain
and now u're wondering
wad went wrong?
wad should i do?
a thousand over questions.
all left unanswerd

that girl.
she wants her strength.
she wants her courage.
she wants her old strong-willed self.
but she's wondering.
how can she do it?

that girl.
needs some soul-searching
needs some time
and she needs answers to her questions

*the writer has a writer's block due to an interference by her classmates. she'll continue dis nx time~*

*peace!*

truckloadsalove,
ChiCka

i'm getting engaged??

in case u peeps dunno, i'm getting engaged on the 29th of this month.

*winks*

ok2.. it was a prank. 29th February does NOT exist dis yr okay for those who got Punk'd by me. Hurhur..

i love george when he comes up wif all this stupid stuff and i get to play the prank.

well, he sent me a msg. He was like:

Hi ppl! I haf an invitation card for u ppl.. I dunno if u prefer to receive it via snail - or e-mail.. i noe.. this news will somehow shock u.. But i'm telling u ppl ryt nw that i'll be getting engaged soon. Yup.. It's on the 29th of this month..

And i was like.. hrmm.. Who the heck wants to get engaged to George and dis age. That baldy only plays pool in class.. sheesh.. aha.. Ok2.. But he's still my good friend..

So i replied:

George.. There is no 29th of this month u asshole..

And he said:

Haha.. U're one clever bitch..

Assswipes~!! Hurhur.. I wasnt fooled..

But some ppl were.. Okay abt 5% of the ppl in my msn contact list were Punk'd.. Hurhur.

And not to mention my own bf. Hurhur. Okay okay.. I'm evil~

Hahhaa.. SHEEEESH~

valentines schmalentines

geeez.. the pics at china black got some link problems. if i'm free and in the mood, i'll edit it..

everyone's so excited about valentines.

i'm not. to get the record straight.

it's gonna be another normal day for me.

i'll probably go home and sleep tmr.

okay i'd be lying if i say i'm not upset.. not at the fact that we cant celebrate valentines. but at the fact that we cant meet during our 1 mth anniversary.

howells.. cant do anything much right.. he's tired.. dun wanna disturb him lah.. let him rest and sleep at home.. even if we go out, den he'll be all sleepy and tired and he'll be boring like that.. hurhur..

but if he doesnt make it up on another day... hrrrmpphh~ gonna blow my top off mann~ hurhur..

my mood is affected today. i didnt do any work in school coz science is blardy difficult. since when has science been my thing?

sheeesh..

issues: u'll noe it when...

u noe wad.. i'm just beginning to hate myself for drinking and smoking that day.

ahh yes. my attempt of quiting smoking has not been achieved yet. and to Haiqel, sorry i broke my promise.

i wonder if there are really issues in my life. If there are issues, den i guess i'm probably denying them. I just dun wanna make a huge fuss over issues in my life. Coz i noe, they're nothing compared to some of the issues that my friends have in their life.

Ouhh please dun tell me that i'm having a hangover. I dun think i am. I guess it's one of those days when my mood swing gets the better of me. And normally.. U'll noe i wont be in the mood when i keep quiet and i give a straight face. And that's the time then it's either i want u to buzz off or to pujuk me. It totally depends on my mood.

ahh well.. i guess a lot of ppl are disappointed with me.

my mood swing has been pretty bad these few days. Or maybe it's just PMS. Gawd i dunno~!!

somehow, i'm just feeling kinda down. I dunno why. Nothing's happened to both of us (nth's happend.. tts y..).

urgghh.. the feeling has just turned suckier.

China Black~!!

hurhur. first time clubbing. it was lame okay.

firstly, i forgot that i was BELOW 18. And the party (RP Bash) was at China Black. And i had to lie to my parents and say that it was at Hyatt Hotel.

So aniways, my dad sent me and Sandy to Orchard. Then waited for Suhaila and Lynna. Then we went to the Pacific Plaza at 845. And, waited and waited and waited. Entered China Black at 930. I used my RP Id. Luckily can go thru.

So reached there, ordered Vodkalime. Sandy ordered Vodka Coke which wasnt nice AT ALL. Then the party started at 10 wif the Beauty Pageant and whatnot. It was okay lah. THEN, MY PARENTS CALLED.

So, guess what?! WE WERE OUT OF CHINA BLACK BY 11!! WTF! I didnt even get to dance. Sheesh. Coz of my parents uhhh! CRAP.

So yeah.. Just went there, had a drink, enjoyed the air con and surrounding and AT LEAST SAW HOW CHINA BLACK WAS LIKE, THEN OFF WE WENT.

So, we waited at Far East (so it seemed like we went to Hyatt) and bought food at 7-11 and den just cam-whored.

Okay so my first clubbing experience wasnt a blast. But maybe i'll go again when i'm OLDER. Thankyouverymuch.

Okay so, PICS!

Yeah so, tts all. The First Clubbing experience is A TOTAL DISASTER.

Right Sandy?

hurrr~